
Still in the past.
Ailee seemed to have just finished chewing from her last mouthful of Aland, smilingly giving Aland a glass of water to Ailee.
"Still want it?"
Aland asked slowly.
Ailee seemed to be shaking her head slowly at the sign of refusing.
Aland just nodded slowly then began to fix Ailee's sleeping position, slightly leaning to the side of her mattress head with her body slightly up.
"Daddy's gonna be out for a minute"
aland said slowly.
Ailee nodded while trying to close her eyeballs.
Aishe entered slowly changing positions with Aland, the older brother nodded his head slowly as if saying you can definitely take care of him and if lucky would be able to talk to him.
Aland believes that Aishe can give a slightly reasonable explanation about Eden to Ailee slowly.
Aishe sat right beside Ailee, gently stroking Ailee's hair affectionately, for her even though Ailee and her brother Aland were married, she still felt that Ailee was still a niece.
"Unty"
Ailee spoke while keeping her eyeballs closed.
"Hmm?"
Aishe replied with her right hand still while gently stroking Ailee's hair.
"It's like a dream to me"
Suddenly Ailee sobbed, turned her face in front of Aishe, then hugged her untie body tightly.
Aishe hugged Ailee tightly, patted her soft back over Ailee and gently rubbed her head.
"Hmm consider this a dream"
Aishe whisper slowly.
"Just like when untie found out your uncle Murat turned out to be your daddy's enemy, untie's response was even more hysterical than you were just now"
aishe chuckled to remember the incident back then, when Eden told her about reality.
"really?"
"Hm"
aishe nodded.
"At that time it felt like you were fooled all out by your uncle, untie felt your uncle murat married untie because of his guilt so great"
"Untie was so devastated, escaped from the mansion and slept in Hanin's house"
"That pretty guy?"
Ask ailee.
Aishe nodded quickly and laughed.
Ailee let out a small laugh, wiping away her tears slowly.
"At that time untie tried not to act rashly, choosing not to return home the residence of Faith Yildiz to complain to Aland's sister, because untie thought that in every marriage there would be conflict, there would be conflict, both the light and the heavy, and complaining too early clearly reflects how untie became a wife who was so careless in making decisions and in a hurry"
"When without conflict, all feels belong to both, reluctant to share happiness with others, but when conflict is present it even troubles others and foolishly wants to share and indulge in disgrace"
Aishe spoke while gently touching Ailee's face.
"It really took a while to think, to try to digest all the things that happened, our initial meeting, how we got married, what she was like, what she was treated like, be sincere or just pretend just to attract sympathy untie"
Aishe's words made Ailee try to remember how kind uncle treated her.
"You know, honey? Thinking about the past is like writing a diary, is part of being human and helps us form our identity, but not all memories can help us live our lives well"
"Personal cravings give us a sense of continuity - that we are the same person (or who has a perception of ourselves) as time passes. Memory provides important details about who we are and what we want to be"
"But remembering bad memories in the past sometimes prevents us from living the future well, because we continue to dwell on the past and memories without looking forward"
"Like our bad memories of the past without love and without happiness, it makes us fall and stops the desire to look to the future with people who love us so much and really want to lead us to happiness"
Ailee seemed to bite her lower lip.
Aishe gently stroked Ailee's face while wiping away the rest of her tears.
"Peace with the past is difficult, but staying fixated on the past without looking to the future will hurt our feelings more"
"You know, honey? compared to us, your Daddy's life is much more miserable, he's even a victim of someone's greed, we still get a lot of love from our left and right sides, he said, but your Daddy to this day doesn't even have a place to depend and complain"
"The real man never complains or cries, but you know, baby? take a good look at your Daddy's face, there's a million pieces of grief behind his face, he's also much more hurt than we are"
Ailee regained her tears, hugging her untie Aishe with such a difficult feeling she was clear with words.