The Wasted Love
DONI'S DECISION

I was silent thinking about what Doni said earlier, I felt guilty for not being able to appreciate Doni and her father .

why is it like this , I did not love Doni and did not want my match and Doni . But after hearing the words of doni who annulled my marriage to her , I felt very guilty .

I'd better meet mom and dad to explain everything ...

just about to step suddenly paaaaak...

two slaps right on both of my cheeks, instead of playing her pain 'I raised my head with both of my cheeks flushed .

a...aaayah.why slap me., tears shed with the pain and also disappointed with my own father .

You've made me ashamed of Mr. Dedi's family, didn't you agree that you would marry Doni .

Rania.tega once you humiliate dad, can you no longer appreciate this father of yours .

with a booming voice my father scolded me all-out, all this time I had never seen such an angry father .

Dad listen first, it's not me who canceled this wedding but Doni.I myself don't know why Doni canceled this wedding .

that's because you never appreciated Doni, all this time you still have feelings for Bimo .

Rania..as long as you are sick only Doni is there for you, while Bimo ..he goes nowhere, even a little Bimo never gives his sympathy to you .

Open your eyes Rania ...

please appreciate your father just once ,

dad rubbed his face that looked so tangled .

I know I've made a mistake, but you should know that I have nothing to do with Bimo .

so please don't blame me, Dad....

I've made the decision that I will marry Doni .

No need Rania ..all is too late 'my decision has been unanimous ' I have cancelled our marriage later .

suddenly Doni cut off the conversation between me and dad .

So now that you can get back together with Bimo again, I will stay away from your life .

congratulations and may you be happy with the person you love .

Doni...! wait .....

Why is it so soon you canceled it, didn't our parents really want our marriage to happen .

(now so I'm begging for love in front of doni ) .

Doni ... Please listen to my explanation .

explanation what else Rania ..if this marriage still happens , I know Rania..you married me it just because of force .

so it is better that this marriage be annulled, than that you eat the liver later .

but Doni ...,

already .. Appreciate my decision , Finish your business first .

Rania.maybe this is the best path for us, so I hope you can understand.

it hurts if someone can't appreciate us, that's how Doni has felt all along and I can feel it now .

Doni walked slowly away from me and dad, could this be the fate of the almighty' that my soul mate is not Doni .

whatever happens later I must be ready to accept all the facts, even though the most disappointed at the moment is the father .

I approached my father and bowed down before him and asked for forgiveness for my sins, all this time I have done much wrong with him .

father .. I beg you to forgive me for my mistakes, I hugged my father's legs while crying .

My son .. Stand up , which you must know there is not the slightest thing in father's heart to hate you .

dad has forgiven all your mistakes Rania. This is a lesson for you, you should know that all this happened because of the father's mistake .

dad cried in front of me, hugging me tightly .

Father's message, guide your child as best you can .

this is all because of the mistakes of the father in the past who can not make you happy, father has nothing Rania .

Father it is not good to blame yourself, this is already my destiny .

I should be the one who should make dad happy, but I myself always make you disappointed .

Rania .. father does not know what to do, father is very ashamed of Mr. Dedi' what I will say when Mr. Dedi asks later .

Tell you what, let me speak to Mr. Dedi .

dad calm down everything will be fine, I know that all this time our family has owed a lot to the family of Mr. Dedi .

Dad, who canceled this is not me but Doni, I will explain to this misunderstanding to Mr. Dedi' I'm sure Mr. Dedi can certainly understand .

Rania ..dad is afraid Mr. Dedi will scold you and consider our family a family of liars .

Dad is old, I don't want any enmity between our family and Mr. Dedi's family .

father relax ....

I'll figure out a way to explain all this, let me take care of all this .

I don't have to worry, everything will be fine .

I tried to calm my mind, even though I didn't know what to do .

a few hours later....

I met my mother in the yard ', it seems that mother was thinking of something .

Ma'am ..what is mom thinking, I approached mom and started the conversation .

get all your stuff done, there's nothing left .

with a raucous voice mother gave the condition that I take care of all my belongings .

but I did not dare to ask , which obviously seems very sad mother .

from tomorrow we'll get out of this house , I don't want to delay any more time .

I'm very embarrassed to be in this house , Rania.please convey to arza as well , so that Arza knows that tomorrow we will leave this house .

good Mom. I lowered my head while walking looking for Arza .

I'm sure you know what happened, ' I'm sure Doni told you that our marriage was canceled .

it's hard for me to step out of this house, but I have to go .

it was not that I did not want my marriage and Doni to happen and now all my prayers are granted the almighty .

But one thing I didn't want 'em, all this happened in an unnatural way.

looks like all these mistakes happened because I made the cause .

What should I say if I meet Mr. Dedi later, I have not prepared at all mentally strong to be frank to Mr. Dedi .

Ma'am..all of a sudden Arza approached me and noticed my movements .

Mother..there is the same problem with Doni , I heard mom quarreled with om Dedi earlier .

How can I explain to Arza, the child who does not understand anything is difficult if I explain briefly .

Arza ...later mom tell me what the problem is .

now we get ready, because tomorrow we will move to our new house .

New home....? Arza is confused .

I.iiiiiya.meaning the mother of the rental house, we will move to the new house we rent later .

arza should not ask much first he son...

someday Arza will also understand .

I tried to keep Arza from asking many questions, because I could not find the right reason to explain to Arza .