The Wasted Love
LUNCH OUTSIDE

Now I'm like a bird in a cage, but all the luxuries make me forget everything .

but I can't be like this I want to go back to how I used to be but I will still remember my position now that I've been married .

" Cring, cring , cring ...

The phone rang when my daydream stopped .

" Hello Bim...,

" Rania We had lunch Outside, you get ready yeah I wait .

Phone disconnected I'm confused Bimo didn't mention the address .

" jelica ...

Suddenly my mother called me

" yes Ms ..

" That's someone waiting for you outside he said in telling Bimo to pick you up .

" The man is outside ...

I'm so panicking it's certain Bimo will be waiting for me a long time .

Without continuing the conversation I headed to the room to change my clothes .

already some clothes that I wear but it feels less memorable .

Because for too long choosing suitable clothes, I was forced to wear simple clothes and immediately headed to the car that had been provided .

arriving at the destination , my legs seem heavy to step .

" jelica ...

Bimo called me and gave me something .

" Replace your clothes .

His voice was slow as he led me to the dressing room .

I just kept quiet as if embarrassed by my simple clothes .

" don't think about changing it much .

I also replaced my clothes, I felt inappropriate with clothes that I just wore too expensive to make me uncomfortable .

I was still silent when I came out of the locker room my feet trembled using a high heel I had never worn .

" Just relax, don't be too tense if you're used to it, it's definitely not awkward anymore .

" This is where Bim is, a lot of people are here .

" you will also understand .

Bimo won't explain anything he kept walking while holding my hand .

" sit down, princess .

Bimo pulled out a chair and told me to sit right next to him .

while the fancy meal was well-ordered, I was treated like a princess of the king .

" Let's eat don't just be quiet ,,,

" yes

It felt heavy to take a plate of rice, I saw everyone staring at me .

" Bim , I'm ashamed ...

everyone glanced at us .

" Who ...?

the people here are busy with their respective affairs no one pays attention to us .

you're too nervous Rania, just relax, there's me .

" Bim we'll go home ...

I felt uneasy in that place and invited Bimo to come home .

" I'll take you home because I still have work in the afternoon .

" what work , your work is not finished

what exactly do you do Bim ?

I feel entitled to know my husband's work .

" I'm in business, it's new business .

I shook my head increasingly not understanding .

" What business ? all this time I never knew what job you were doing .

Please don't hide anything from me .

" I'm not hiding anything Rania , I work for you Arza and our two parents .

Hearing those words I instantly kept silent, therein lies my weakness .

I can't do anything more if all the business concerns my family .

" Rather than we quarrel, we go home now .

I followed Bimo from behind to the car, either a private car or a rental I did not understand .

During the ride I saw Bimo busy replying to a chat from someone but I did not dare to ask .

" We're up to 'bout, but I have to go back and can't get you to the house .

" it's okay I understand .

After kissing my husband's hand I entered the house .

" bak Rania just came home ...?

Tania greeted me when I entered the house .

" It's Tania, you yourself have long gone home .

" He's already , that's lunch I'm readyin .

" Thank you Tania, but I've been eating out .

Tania just smiled looking at me, but I feel sorry if I don't appreciate it .

I went to the dinner table and saw a lot of food prepared by Tania .

" This is all you cook Tan ?

" It's mbak, how good ng '

" if you cook it will be good ...

"could not be .

The cuisine is amazing I was amazed, but the food is Bimo's favorite food .

Already Rania must not think negatively , Tania Bimo's cousin is clear they have the same appetite .

" You're great yeah, can cook this much .

It seems like I have a lot to learn from you .

" I'm still learning, too, we're both learning so we can share opinions .

Tania and I are closer now but sometimes this feeling still holds jealousy .

What's more I see Tania is young far below my age and looks attractive .

which man does not like such a woman .