THE WASTED QUEEN

THE WASTED QUEEN
Chapter 15 - Festival


Cristal did not want to bother with what Anna did to her husband Ars, Even for a few days Ars also looks troubled what is on his mind.


She guessed that there was a factor that was the basis of her husband's current disappointment, the first being Anna's, Or the second about the company that suffered a big loss because it was deceived by the financial director to cause his dizziness.


If it was Cristal thinking, Ars wouldn't be all this.


So Cristal tried to calm her husband by massaging his head.


" Here, lie down here. " Ars felt a little strange with Cristal who asked him to put his head on Cristal's lap.


But Cristal's smile made her inevitably put her head there and let the woman do what she wanted to do.


And it turns out that Cristal massaged his head which indeed felt heavy and dizzy.


" May I ask you something ?" Cristal asked trying to open a conversation on her husband who bore a lot of burden.


Ars nodded, He left what his wife wanted to ask him.


" What makes you think to a headache like this ? If it's about the company, it's all taken care of with the police, right ? And if it's about Anna, I can't interfere with any of that. " Ars opened his eyes and looked at his wife's face from below like this and looked so beautiful indeed this Cristal.


As the name implies, Cristal.


" Tell me how do I get her name out of my heart ? I can't go on like this Cristal. I want it but I can't leave you either. Not because of my dad, but I don't feel okay if you leave. " Once again Cristal just smiled to hear the words of her husband who according to Cristal's face.


She does love Anna, and she is the one who came into their relationship, although she also knew Ars and was in her husband's environment before Anna knew Ars, But at least it can answer everything that Cristal loves Ars.


He has a tool to measure loyalty and how much love he has for Ars, Cristal dared to complain with Anna who might be greater love in his possession for the man who was lying on his lap.


But Cristal's not stupid, either, He didn't want Ars to love him before the man also admitted that he loved Cristal and at that time Cristal would show Ars that he also loved the man he had married by force.


At least the love Cristal had was sincere for her husband, because there was no race of coercion at all for Cristal to love Ars and take care of him.


Not many say Cristal is so extraordinary to be Ars' wife, let alone her brilliant career is willing to leave all that to focus on her husband.


Cristal did not seek public attention at all because it was not him at all.


He never cared what anyone else said out there.


Most importantly she is happy with herself and her life even though her husband does not love her. But Cristal believes that one day Ars will love him as well as reciprocating such a heartfelt and big feeling with an open heart.


Cristal believed in it all, in his faith and in his Lord.


" I never asked you to delete his name quickly. Because the heart is not easy. The heart is a difficult matter. Not all people can understand their heart. They can understand many hearts but not necessarily their own. "


" Is that including me ? I thought too much about Anna's feelings without me realizing I also hurt your heart, your trust and your god ? am I that bad as Cristal ? I also want to live better. I want to live more comfortably. My ideals are one, I want to have a household like my father and mother who love each other so much, But why does God say otherwise ? why would God take a mother from you and let you get sick like that ?" Ars expressed what he felt


While Cristal does not believe what her husband says, does her husband feel that God is unfair to her


If so, can Cristal say that Ars is a man who does not understand how to be grateful for what God has given him ? Are you not ashamed of all the luxuries and abundance of this treasure ?


Ars is working hard for all his achievements at the moment. But is it no intervention from God ?


" Didn't God love you so much ? do you think this luxury and success is an intervention from God too ? God is fair, He knows what his servants need, not what they want. God knows what you need, so never say that God is unfair to you. Try to respond again to your heart, Know first your heart, then you will get the answer, That God is really fair to each of his people. " Ars gaze implies his inability to recognize himself.


He really can't understand what his heart wants, Ars can't understand it at all.


Why doesn't he know what his heart wants like Cristal said ?


Why can't he know if God is fair or not ?


" Let's go to sleep, tomorrow I'll take you somewhere. "


" Where ?" Ars asked Cristal because he was also curious about his wife.


" Tomorrow you will know. Now let's go to bed. " Cristal put Ars' head on his pillow and prepared to sleep because it was already night.


But when Cristal was about to close his eyes Ars again asked him and the right made Cristal smile.


Ars says can he hug Cristal tonight ? Can Cristal say that every night Ars does that ?


Especially since they fused a few days ago, Ars has been braver with him.


Even Ars did not hesitate to open his towel in front of Cristal when Cristal was preparing work clothes for him.


Because Ars would have told Cristal to come out and would have called him back after he had finished wearing his pants.


But not anymore because Ars will open it just in front of Cristal.


" I'll hug you, Come . " Ars hid his face in Cristal's chewy chest which made him comfortable.


Moreover, Cristal's fragrant and fragrant body scent makes Ars really feel calm and comfortable. Until it did not take long the man had entered into his dream accompanied by a friendly kiss on the man's forehead from his wife Cristal.


Cup...


" I love you my husband Ars. "


" Hmmm...." Ars replied whether she was conscious or not, but Cristal hoped it was true from her husband's heart.


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