
Ars has spent a lot of time in the office until without feeling the day has begun to dark and almost night.
He immediately walked out of his study and rushed to clean himself up because maybe his wife was already waiting at the dinner table.
But when Ars's servants questioned his wife's whereabouts none of them knew of his wife's whereabouts who might still be in the room.
" Where is your Madam ?" Getting a question from Ars, the servants immediately stopped and answered their Master's question.
" The madam hasn't come out since she came home with you. So we were confused as to what to prepare for dinner. " It looks like Ars is breathing heavily.
Is his wife still angry and needs some time alone ?
Is this how it feels to be ignored and unnoticed ?
Just a few hours ago Cristal ignored him Ars had felt so much pain in his heart.
Then how did he who spent months hurting Cristal ?
Not only that even he blatantly hurt the woman and said that he would never love her.
Maybe if Ars was in Cristal's position, he was gone by then. But his wife persisted and continued to be patient until she got her own karma.
Yes, Ars felt that this was karma for him. Karma for having hurt so many women who love her so sincerely.
The woman who never complained and never shed her tears as she hurt him so deeply.
Moreover, every harsh word that flowed out from his mouth. It became a hard slap so on.
He could not imagine what his life would be like if Cristal had really left him back then.
Whether he could be happy with Anna or not at all.
" Well, just get ready for dinner, and I'll catch up with my wife soon. " Ars immediately left the servants and returned to his room.
When he entered his room, everything still looked dark because there were no lights on.
Ars looks for the light switch and turns it on. He still saw that his wife was still asleep on their bed.
Ars approached her and gently stroked the cheek of the woman he loved. More precisely just realized such an incredible love.
For some reason every time Ars did this, it felt like he was in the shadows with his mistake that was so heartbreaking to Cristal.
Cup...
Ara gave a kiss on Cristal's forehead as a sign of her affection.
While Cristal who gets a sweet kiss from must slowly open both eyes.
Cristal looked at her husband quite deeply with a flat face without any expression he showed Ars who was also staring at him.
Aware of Cristal's different gaze on him, Ars immediately tried to make it back as good as before.
" It's almost night, you're not ready soon and dinner time will come. So let's get ready I'll help you. " Cristal was still in her position staring at the husband.
Even when her husband was so heartbroken, Cristal never avenged her husband's actions.
he felt his heart was not okay. Cristal did not like her current self.
He was also at a loss as to why he could act so weak. Cristal wants to be strong like yesterday. But his heart can't do that.
" Are you still tired ? If you're tired I can ask the waiter to bring your dinner here. We'll eat together here. Or do you want to eat out ? Do you want dinner ? haven't we done dinner before ? Let's go out and dinner together. " Cristal shook her head because she didn't want anything at the moment.
He just wants to sleep and sleep. Because I feel so tired of all this.
Shouldn't he be grateful that Ars loved him already ? But why is he acting like this ?
" Tell me what do you want ? Don't leave me like this. I honestly don't know what to do seeing your attitude towards me. So please say something so I understand. " Ars clasped his wife's hand and took it gently.
Because honestly he missed his wife who was missing these few hours.
" I want to go home to my mom and dad. Let me find peace there. "
" No !" Ars immediately refused his wife's request.
His second home was far from his office. If Ars goes to work from there it will take a lot of time.
" Why go to the old house ? Why not just here ?"
" I miss my mom and dad. I really miss them both. " Ars could not bear to see the sadness on his wife's face.
But he also couldn't possibly let Cristal stay there. Finally, inevitably, he must succumb to his wife who is pregnant with the fruit of their love.
" Good if that's what you want. We'll stay there how long you want. " Cristal shook his head again because he didn't want Ars to come with him.
adia wants to have peace there. It seems like he also needs a friend to tell a story and he will contact one of his friends who works in the medical field as well.
" Why again Cristal ? You said you wanted to stay at my mom and dad's and I agreed. Okay we'll stay there even if I have to waste a lot of time going to the office. "
" I didn't ask you to come with me. Please let me stay there for a while until my mind is completely calm. " Ars is getting crazy with this guilty feeling to Cristal.
His wife asked to live alone without him.Walau only for a few moments but is not it outrageous ?
" So this is Cristal let alone this ? If you're mad at me okay I understand. I understand all the mistakes and I'm sorry okay. But please don't keep me feeling guilty and haunted by my current guilt. I am evil and I am guilty of you so punish me in any way. But please don't ask me to leave you and leave you alone. I can't do that Cristal I can't do that. " Ars has stood from his position since sitting near his wife.
He stood in front of Cristal who was still sitting on their bed.
Ars even grabbed his own hair feeling very frustrated with all this.
It was the first fight for both of them and Ars doesn't understand what Cristal wants at the moment.
" If you want to punish me for a mistake I've done to you okay fine, punish me. What do you want to punish me with ? What's by hitting me with a curse or cursing me ? Whatever, do it all to me. But don't make me part with our future son Cristal I can't. I love you and I admit to all that. I am guilty of hurting your heart too. But can we talk about this all right ? Please think about all that again. " Cristal also stared at her husband who looked so frustrated with their current relationship.
But Cristal just wants to take time and space for himself. It feels like for the last 4 months the burden is very heavy.
And only now did he realize that his struggle was indeed so very, very hard to go through.
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