
"I'm sorry, Ra. I'm sorry." For months.. Raka kept begging his wife, Kinara.. To forgive his actions a few months ago.
That which he did not want.. The habit of encouraging people who are being hated makes him have to let go of losing their prospective children.
Raka's actions were even more painful for Kinara.. Because the woman who used to wear a knee-length dress had to let her uterus be removed.
Coercion was accompanied by various threats that began from his biological father to marry Raka to redeem his family's debt... Then her father-in-law forced her to conceive her future grandchildren with a grace period of six months.. And from her husband who requires her to take Chandra back to risk her life eating food that makes her allergies relapse.. Making Kinara's life feel pointless.
Kinara repeatedly wanted to end his life in various ways, but in various ways Raka could have failed him.
As always.. When he could not be with his wife because he took care of his company.. He told some of his bodyguards to wait for Kinara in his room.
Since Kinara experienced the 'incident', Raka had asked her to move to an apartment for comfort.
Even at this time.. Raka invites Kinara to switch countries where she lives to avoid coercion and threats from her Papa.
Repeatedly her Papa Raka forces Raka to remarry in order to get offspring to continue taking care of Diamond Group because she is only her only child.
But repeatedly Raka refused and could barely agree when she saw Kinara's deathly pale face.
Because he.. His wife could have gotten like this.
Kinara was frustrated.. Kinara was almost crazy from the coercion from her.
The man can now shed tears.
An astonishment that is now laughed at by its Author.. Haha.. Sorry about Raka.. I'm happy to see you suffer.
It was enough to make Luna miserable.. You're such a wicked human being, Raka.. Haha
The man who is known to be arrogant and full of obsession began to think about Kinara who could not be like before the loss of his child and womb.
Why would.. Why did he lose his son?
Why is it also because the act that does not want to make Kinara have to lose her womb?
The love.. Maybe that word just deserves to be pinned to Luna.. Never once did Raka put a taste in Kinara.
He had sex with his wife solely to get offspring.. Not more.. And without Love.
Repeatedly Raka convinced her heart that she should not fall in love with Kinara.
A woman who wants to put her pride on being his wife to repay her father's debt.
Poor fellow? That word was very unlikely to be tucked in Raka's heart for Kinara.
The evil treatment was even always the threat and threat he gave Kinara.
And at this time.. When Kinara was still in a pit of slump because of his conversation.. Raka felt a hint of guilt sticking up in her heart.
Not bear.. Yep.. Raka could not bear to see him continue to cry for months..
Even eating must be forced, and often Kinara's hands must be plugged in an infusion tube to channel food so that the woman's body remains nutritious.
"Bec.." Raka tried to hold Kinara's hand which was now above both knees.
Kinara was crying by drowning her face between her legs which she was bending.
"I'm sorry, Ra. Let's rise.. Your future is long, Ra." The tone of voice that Raka wore this time was also rather soft.. Not as rough as usual who was now able to make Kinara look up at him.
"Wake, Ra.. You are a strong woman. Don't cry on. Your future is long, Ra." Raka tried to dig up the spirit that had been buried in Kinara's heart.. To revive him the spirit of living life.
"Your future says?" Kinara stared intently at Raka with tears flowing so fast. "My future you destroy, Ka! You can still tell me about my future!" yelled Kinara by pointing at Raka's face using her index finger.
"I'm sorry.. I didn't do that on purpose, Ra." Raka showed her guilty face.
"Not intentionally?" Kinara laughed when she heard it. "After I lost my future son and my womb.. Can you say that unintentionally? Are you human or what?" Kinara again drowned her face between her legs.
Raka gasp.. The man fell silent without being able to answer Kinara's question.
His sharp gaze was never interrupted as he stared at Raka.
Raka nodded her head.. The man also immediately stood up from his crouching and immediately turned around while rubbing his face roughly out of Kinara's room.
All this time.. Raka always sleeps in a different room.. But if Kinara had already entered his dream realm. The bodyguard he paid woke him up and he went to sleep in Kinara's room to hug his wife. Channel the spirit if his life is still long and his spirit must remain.
***
"Where, Lan?" chandra asked Jaelani over her phone.
"I'm in the parking lot, sir."
"Can you come here for a second?" The command question made Jaelani immediately reply, "Okay, sir."
"Secretary's also to the Mall, Mas?" ask Luna to her husband who just cut off his connected call with Jaelani.
"He's the one who's gonna take us to the airport, baby." Chandra replied while looking at her phone.. It seems like you are typing something for someone.
"Airport? Where are we going, Mom?" Luna still did not think about her husband.
Today her husband suddenly came home from work sooner than usual.
Suddenly also her husband told her to change clothes to be invited to a place that turned out to the Mall just to find out her favorite food.
Just new.. Suddenly her husband told her to buy new clothes and even a suitcase to put her clothes on which he thought to make it easier to bring her home.
And turns.. Now her husband will take her to the airport. Not going home.
Actually was... Where do you want to be taken?
"Mas.. We stopped by where Mom used to be.." Pinta Luna when the three were already in one car with Jaelani driving it.
Chandra looked at his wife.. He knew, Luna would want to ask permission with her mother when going on a trip.
He will take her to the airport.. And you can be sure they will go out of town or even abroad.
"Mas told me Mom.. If you're worried about it." replied Chandra while holding his wife.
Luna who was used to her husband immediately rubbed her face on Chandra's chest.
They are in the rear cabin and of course can freely make out with Jaelani who became the mosquito.
"Mas told you about Mom if you wanted to take me away?" Luna asked to be sure and answered "Yes" with a kiss on the forehead by her husband.
"You are Mas's wife, Luna. You are the responsibility, my. And Mas has the right to take you wherever you go. Didn't Mom ever say that when we used to go to Bandung?" Chandra asked by taking off her arms, then holding Luna's chin so that Luna would look at her.
"I know, Mas.. I didn't forget about that. But.." Luna suddenly looked down again.
"But what, honey?"
"But.. Mother's blessing is God's blessing that created us. And Mother's wrath is the wrath of God who created us. So then.. As much as possible I should always ask for my blessing to keep our journey safe, Mas." Luna also expressed what stuck in her mind.
Aware of that, she was agitated while still in the Mall when her husband would take her to the airport to be able to ask for her mother's blessing directly.. Not through his phone.
In addition to asking for blessing.. He also misses his mother and Radit, his foster son.
Even though Mom and Radit visit her house almost once a week.
But it feels like there is less if he has not visited his mother at his place of residence.
"It's so happy that Madam has such a filial son and loves her mother so much like Madam." Inner Jaelani said as she stared at the rear-view that showed the clear look of Luna to her Master.
Chandra silence.. He could not answer his wife's words.
Because really.. He was planning something of a surprise for his wife.
Seriate...