The widow is my wife
Recognition

Luna held her laughter all the way to the hospital when she saw her husband's worried face that was mistaken for his groaning.

"Mas.." call Luna to tell and confess, but it makes Chandra even more worried.

"Still sick? We'll be there soon. Patience, dear." said Chandra without looking at his smiling wife, because the man was driving his car at maximum speed to get to the hospital.

***

"R.. You must be aware. You have to live for me, Ra." Raka pleaded with the unconscious Kinara while peeping at the back of his wife's hand.

Again and again.. The man full of obsession could shed tears because of Kinara.

Not because of love.. Because many times Raka convinced herself and her heart if she could not love Kinara.

All she loved was Luna.

His deepest regret just let out when he saw how weak Kinara was.

Present at the baby shower Jenifer and Luna make him feel an excruciating taste when he saw the blood of his flesh can grow so healthy in the stomach of a woman who only he made a place to fulfill his obsession.

It never occurred to Raka to want to come at the baby shower Jenifer and Luna.

There, he not only hurt to see Darius can wipe and peck at Jenifer's distended stomach when the photoshoot occurred.

But, he was also sick when he saw the woman he had loved so happily with his fellow lecturers.

Not with him. And it might just be a wish that would never happen in his life.

Raka knows, Luna and Chandra love each other.

Raka knows, he was wrong to ask silly things about exchanging a couple with Chandra.

But.. It just so happened that luck was on his side because Kinara did not hear it and immediately wanted to be invited to foreign countries where his father was very much waiting for his arrival and his future grandchildren.

Raka suddenly felt like a sinful and useless man.

His wife and he had to swallow a bitter pill when his carelessness and bad habits made him lose a child he so desperately wanted.

It's useless for Kinara.

He couldn't bring back Kinara's joy.. Even seeing the woman being able to smile was an extremely impossible thing to happen that was currently on her mind.

How could he make her smile while she hated him so much?

Kinara always refused him, whenever he approached him all he saw from Kinara was sobs, shouts of hatred and Kinara's moping, moping look aimed at him.

Kinara repeatedly threw him away as he approached and calmed the woman down.

Even the one thing that made her very sorry was that she was useless for not being able to return Kinara's womb.

Because her womb was removed Kinara kept shutting herself up and blaming her.

Because her uterus was lifted.. Kinara kept crying and always blamed her.

Because her uterus was lifted.. Kinara was frustrated and repeatedly nearly committed suicide.

Is this karma for him for having done evil to Jenifer and Luna? Even using Kinara to take Chandra and he can marry Luna?

But.. Raka forgot one thing. If it's her destiny she can't be with Luna. He will not be able to be with Luna even in any way he does.

Does he not deserve to be happy when the person he hurts looks happy?

Raka shed tears feeling the various torments of taste that she was now feeling.

And it was as if the torment of taste had not only arrived there.

Since arriving at the hospital where Kinara was treated.. For hours waiting for Kinara who had not been conscious, Raka felt the torment of taste so extraordinary.

In front of him lay a weak woman whose face was so pale with eyes so swollen and swollen.

From pity, guilt, pain, inadmissibility, regret, and various other torments of taste.

If he had not become a selfish and obsessed man, maybe now he could have lived happily without a regretful word that always enveloped his heart.

And the guilt that was so dominant over what happened to Kinara.

Ought to.. Kinara shouldn't have gotten this way. Kinara was not wrong. Kinara is only a human who is used as a tool by him to fulfill his obsession with having Luna.

"R.. I know it's my fault, give me a chance to make up for it." Raka also tried to raise his wife who was very, very weak in condition.

"R.. I'm not wrong. I'll make a confession to Chandra if I hurt her sister. I'll also apologize to him if you open your eyes." Raka also promised herself to atone for her guilt and her many sins to those she had hurt.

In a split second, as if Kinara heard Raka's regretful words with tears, the woman opened her eyes.

"Ra." said Raka so happy when she saw Kinara would open her eyes.

Even in conditions that were not realized, Raka immediately kissed Kinara's forehead as soon as she felt immeasurable happiness because Kinara had regained consciousness.

"Thank God, Ra.. You finally want to wake up too." Raka was still that enthusiastic, even to the point of shedding tears that made the bodyguard who had accompanied her wait for Kinara in the room to come moved and shed tears.

"You'd better give the lady a drink, young master" said the bogyguard, who was answered with a nod by Raka.

The man raised a small bed that Kinara wore so that the woman would not choke while drinking the mineral water she was given.

Kinara was in a weakened state, the woman did not speak but drank the mineral water given by Raka without looking at her husband.

"Later on, Ra." said Raka who was not replied by Kinara when her bed had been returned by Raka.

Raka sighed seeing Kinara's attitude towards her.

But, Raka must keep her promise to confess and apologize to Chandra and Luna for all her actions.

***

"Mas!" cry Luna when they both almost reach the room where the obstetrician Jenifer is.

Luna circulated her gaze as her husband looked at her as if asking 'what's the matter.'

"We just go home" said Luna finally who made Chandra frown.

"Going home? What do you mean, honey? We need to check your content first." Chandra still doesn't understand his wife's speech.

"I'm okay, Mom."

"Don't your stomach contract?" Chandra questioned his opinion.

"No.. That wasn't a contraction, Mom. But the baby kicked me in the stomach again because I didn't want him to look like Mas." honestly Luna while biting her lower lip that made Chandra round her eyes while gawking.

"Truly just kicking? No contractions, honey?" If again this way, Chandra is similar to Luna, loading it a long time.

"No, Mas.. Just kicked." explained Luna who made Chandra immediately shed his shoulders that had been tense.

"Why did you just say?" Chandra was like a protest, but with such a soft tone.

"I've been wanting to say, but Masnya did not want to hear first even play cut." luna complained while looking down which made Chandra directly embrace his shoulder and then lay Luna's head on his chest because now they were sitting in one of the waiting chairs.

Chandra just wanted to ask for a special, but his wife's call to him made him invite Luna to sit first.

"I'm sorry.. I panicked when I heard you moaning." Chandra is not ashamed to apologize to his wife first, even though Luna is wrong here.

"I'm the one who should be sorry, Mom." Luna did not want her husband to feel guilty, because she felt wrong.

Chandra smiled as he nodded his head in response to his wife's apology.

The scene was caught in the eye by someone who now desperately wanted to see him.

Seriate...