
****I said"I like you"
I said"Good night"As if I'm okay.
Yet...
The tears that I had sustained finally flowed...
Because I love you so much.
And you just shut up, man,
Maybe that's why it hurts me so much.
Although not the best, though,
I will give you happiness,
That's what I was thinking.
Like the wind flowing..You're forever.
I tried to get you back but still couldn't.
Between my five fingers you ran away,
Flowing somewhere far away...
Far and far away.
Instead of saying"I like you too"
You just threw a meaningless smile back at me.
And even asked about him who is none other than you.
I keep trying my best, though,
Although it feels exhausting,
And I know it's not gonna be easy, though,
I'm not letting you go back from my life***
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The silent atmosphere after Lian finished telling her a few seconds ago. Syila who was initially very curious about Kaila now even speak a thousand languages. Not because of the amazement of the storyline Lian and Kaila full of twists, nor because it was carried away feeling sad because of losing the figure of a beloved fiancee like what Lian experienced. His little heart felt that the man on the other end of the phone still loved his nail very much. And what does he mean to a Lian??
Then the question Syila said to Lian"You...very dear yes Kaila??"
"Yes dong" Lian's answer was like sowing salt on a wound. Feels sore...
"Have a lot of love for Li??" Syila recalls Lian's feelings for Kaila.
"Well, it's La, Kaila it's everything to me"Felt the fiery spirit of Lian's every speech. Without Lian realizing every answer was like a small fan slowly blowing jealous coals in Syila's heart, embers that slowly burned Syila's feelings to foster a sense of emotion because it was rivaled by Kaila.
"How similar is my face to her??"
"100% very similar"Lian replied with certainty and confidence. Syila is Kaila, obviously this guy is very excited. Unfortunately, she forgot that Syila had not yet discovered her past memories.
"Tut.tut".tut" Without thinking and expecting Syila who has emotions up and down suddenly disconnect the call, his emotions really peaked.
"So I was shot with a face similar to his hook??, igh!! got really good eye really, as similar as I and Kaila there must be a little difference" Sentanya throw the phone to the bed.
He got off the couch and threw his body into bed following the phone.
Lian confused dong with Syila's behavior, he is not sensitive.
"Why in matiain??is the phone running out of power??" He punched Syila's number again.
There was a waiting tone across the phone but the master had no intention of receiving it.
Lian's forehead wrinkled the sign of being confused"What's wrong??"
π¨:"Cok in matiin??why are you La??"
A few minutes Lian waited for a reply until her hand moved to type the message and send it again.
π¨:"Syila..are u okay??"
Still like the first message, Syila only read but did not reply.
Lian called Syila...
The first attempt failed.
Again, he won't give up that easily.
Many times he called Syila that night, until the girl who was sulking gave up and received his call.
π²"I sleepy Li, it's almost dawn right"
His voice sounded fine, unlike a person who was holding back drowsiness. Although she realized too late, Lian finally understood that Syila was sulking.
Before blurting out a word of persuasion to Syila, Lian took a deep breath.
π±"You're angry huh??about Kaila huh??"
Silent...Syila did not answer.
π±"You don't misunderstand dong La, you are you and Kaila is Kaila"
π²"You still love him a lot Li, you wouldn't approach me if you didn't look like him, would you??" Attack Syila.
Can not be denied, Lian approached him indeed because of that face
His little brain was forced to think hard again...
π²"Well.not able to answer! at first I was confused as to why I was so curious about Kaila and asked you to tell me about her, it turns out that God led me to know that she would not be replaced in Lian's heart".
π±"No La___"
π²"Udah Li, before I already love you.Leave me if you love me because of Kaila's face"
Lian's world seemed to collapse, this was not what she wanted. Her eyes gnawed trying to hold back consciousness, she had to calmly face Syila this time.
π±"I sincerely love you La"
π²"Because it looks like Kaila!" Sniffling
π±"Not Syila!!" Lian slightly raised her tone, hoping that Syila would understand her sincerity.
π²"I'm really sleepy Li, I slept first huh"
π±"Syila___"
Without a care, the girl again disconnected the call
"Tut tut tut"
π±"La___"Lian fell silent. Even now his mouth feels stiff. Is he going to lose Kaila again??
For a moment he was swept away in a world that was pitch-black to him, the dim light in the living room invited him to lay down there, on his blue sofa.
He typed a short message.π¨:"Good night Syila, good dreams"
The message is sent and once again the world embraces Lian's body. Darkness seemed to swallow Lian again.he returned at the lowest point in his life. No matter how hard she tried to close her eyes, Kaila's shadow continued to tease in the eyes.
"I beg you to help me Shila" he muttered with a sigh.
Elsewhere Syila felt the emptiness in her heart, the love that began to germinate in her little heart was now cut off by pouring hatred on it.
"Open your eyes, Shila, he's too handsome to love you" he said softly before finally falling asleep in his sleep.
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A clear morning was arid and gloomy for a Dion. A short message from Lian broke all her spirits when she was about to work.
π©:"Receive all the files that will be given to me, assign my duties to Mr. Vino or Mr. Fatur"
π¨:"Pak Lian can't work??"
A few seconds later Lian's answer made her heart beat abnormally.
π©:"No"
"Oh lord!!!, what a dream I had last night!!!, if Mr. Lian does not work and all his work is flooded to Pak Fatur same Pak Vino automatically I have to be an assistant impromptu them both today π.
π¨:"May you know the reason sir??" A little emboldened he typed the message and sent it back to Lian.
And Tring! Lian's reply was received.
π¨:"Since when do I have to give you a reason??what is your rank??"
"Cric π·...krikπ· ..krik π·..." The sound of a lance suddenly echoed in Dion's brain, already know the boss mood his breeze, use the event nanyain reason he did not enter work anyway.
Let alone to step, just swallowing saliva also feels heavy for Dion"Hick hick.abis salary I stop aja deh, can be frozen for a long time cooperation refrigerator"His grandmother was forced to leave his residence to immediately leave for the office. Duck motor proud of her by being forced to turn on and pitch half-heartedly, if she could choose a boss.she is very envious of Kai who has a boss like Mr. Hermanto.
After a few minutes of travel to TRYFAM Dion's duck motorbike is now parked in the parking lot. Before he really entered the office he took a breath and exhaled it"Yes, God.give me extra patience today" he asked the almighty.
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The atmosphere in the shop Arin still looks empty, yes, it's clear it's still very early in the morning. Lian who was the first subscription at the tavern sat in a normal place with breakfast available in front of her. This time his attention was not fully poured on the Charllote Shop across there, he knew today Syila certainly could not work. Then he enjoyed his breakfast and did not forget to order his favorite cup of coffee, approximately 20 minutes there Lian finally left. Whereabouts??yes to the orphanage that belongs to Bryan, he still has a lot of things that need to be conveyed to Syila.
Some residents of the orphanage have started to leave their residence, now live Amel and Nazmi who have not left for school.
"Because it was shot again??" Amel asked after putting down the glass of milk he had just drank.
Nazmi did not answer.
"Ran.budek like this how many like"
Nazmi is still cute, a plate of fried rice made by Bi Mun is more interesting for him than talking with Amel.
Upset not getting a response Amel pulled a plate belonging to Nazmi and devoured the rice that is still left in it
"Rakus, have you already abis kok take my anyway!!, pantesan fat eating is not in control nih" said Nazmi made both eyes round Amel.
The spoon in hand became Amel's mainstay weapon this morning, with the rest of his life he plucked Nazmi's head with a tablespoon.
"Ish!!!, you girls so be well!! kalem dong to be a girl, maen meplak aja"
"Bodo very!!" Amel left the dinner table and immediately went upstairs to say goodbye to Bryan and Shila. The two oldest sisters in the parlour are still busy preparing in their respective rooms, without them knowing the two teenagers are back in a fight as usual.
"Crazy email!!" Nazmi cried out in a sigh. His head felt sore after being tampoled with a tablespoon.
"Bwekkkk πππ" Reply Amel increasingly annoying.
"What the hell is Mel, Mi" Bryan who was at the mouth of the stairs almost collided with Amel.
The young princess immediately reached out and crucified Bryan's hand, without saying the word she broke through behind Bryan to immediately meet Syila.
"Look, hunt Mel" Shila was surprised when she opened the door, Amel almost hit him too.
"Amel set out alone!!, ogah as different as the rich nazmi sagek"Hut grabbed Shila's arm and immediately resigned himself.
"Sister...Plasterin his mouth dong!!, very cruel words he said" Nazmi began to be annoyed with the babbling Amel.
"Yes...have you!!, aren't you??"
Bryan's words aren't on Amel's. He immediately rushed to the outer courtyard and pedaled his bicycle. Of course after saying goodbye to Bi Mun who was again drying clothes.
Nazmi seems to hunt, he grabbed Bi Mun's arm to pray and immediately followed Amel.
"Bad boy!!, fight mulu but do not want to split. Weird "Murm Bi Mun.
"Hahahaha it's normal to still be unstable Bi..."Bryan handed Syila a glass of milk.
"Yes nak Bryan, if Amel is sick Nazmi was the most bothered to take care of him, it's also the opposite"
"From childhood it's the same as them Bi" continued Bryan while sitting at the dining table.
Getting a glass of milk from Bryan, Syila just threw a smile at him. While downing the milk Syila thought about Bryan's words just now.
"Amel and Nazmi have been the same since childhood, I'm the same brother Bryan is also that right.but why do I not remember a little about our childhood??"
In the midst of Syila's confusion, Bi Mun went inside to bring news of Lian's arrival. Syila quickly put the glass and slightly retrained back to the room.
"Lho...no intention of meeting him La??" Looking at Bryan, he thought Syila would instantly nyamperin Lian.
"Say Syila didn't want to be disturbed" Her sigh looked annoyed.
"Please Lian enter Bi, here sit with me here" Bryan said, seeing Syila's debate there must be something wrong between them.
Politely Lian walked into their residence and sat together at the dining table.
"Well eat??" Bryan asked flatly, he had to invite Lian in. They were in the eyes of Syila.
"Well, where's Syila??" Without further ado Lian was directly at the point of her arrival.
"He doesn't want to be disturbed, do you have me??" Look at Bryan sharply.
"Don't play with Li's heart" he added while busy continuing breakfast.
"Whose heart??, you know very well whose heart is hurt the most here"
"I beg Bryan to return Syila to me" Pinta Lian arrived. Bryan almost choked on her words.
With a sharp gaze Bryan half-whispered"Dragon your talk!!, Bi Mun is here"
"I don't care" Lian was still with her usual volume.
"We're just talking somewhere else, Lian".
"No!!, I can't wait any longer Bryan!!, he must know this truth!!"
"LIAN!!!"Hardik Bryan's
"Give me back to Lian??"Ask Syila's heart. Not really going to his room turned out Syila was in the hallway in front of his bedroom door.
Bryan cast a glance from Lian's gaze, not that easy Lian asked herself to return Syila.
"She's Syila I'm Lian, open your eyes!!"
A smile puffed up on Lian's lips"It's not you who should open your eyes wide, she's mine. It will never change Bryan!!"
As if not concerned with Lian's words, Bryan remained in his stance. Syila is his sister and will forever be his sister.
"You'd better just go home, Lian, I have to go to the office now" he said, trying to avoid their argument.
"No, Bryan, you must be forthright to Shila"
"Or.. Do you want me to talk to him??"
"She won't just trust you Li"
"You___"
"What is Bryan hiding from me??"Syila stood on the stairs, curiosity prompted her to immediately ask the older sister.
Bryan stuttered.."There is no Deck...Lian here..."
"I why??" Urge Lian.
"No Deck, we left first yes.you heart at home yes" His arm dragged Lian to come out with him.
Shila saw something they were hiding from her. The tip of Lian's eyes seemed to want to reveal a secret to him but Bryan's pull left him helpless and eventually the two men slowly disappeared from Syila's sight.
To be continued...
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1 October 2020
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