
It's deep down there...
I want to erase you from every memory.
Yet apparently...
I can't give up and let go of you created just for me.
I gasp every morning,
I can't sleep at night, though,
My heart cannot turn away from you.
I was lonely, even lonely,
Do you know that?? I really can't get out of this lonely place.
I fell, just wanted you to remember at the end of your day.
Cold as snow, I'm not used to this kind of me.
The moonlight in the night sky was biting and tearing my heart apart,
I'm so lonely here, do you know that??
Please give me a hand, take me or come back here with me.
💝💝💝💝
A very beautiful afternoon for Lian, innocent Kaila managed to persuade her to eat with him in the apartment that actually belonged to Kaila.
According to the information he got in addition to staying at the flower shop Kaila can also go deliver flower orders to customers. And lucky Lian, this time it is true Kaila who delivers flowers, usually Ghina can also go to deliver flowers to customers.
It was quite laughable when Lian witnessed Kaila's innocence in front of the bell earlier. The amnesia turns him into a person who is very different from the old Kaila. She accidentally opens the door late for Kaila, seeing her innocent behavior add to Lian's anxiety towards the girl.
But no matter how much he yearns for it he must be able to refrain from repeating his mistake this morning, he clearly grabbed Kaila in his arms.
Having agreed with Bryan to start everything from scratch, before the arrival of Kaila he had already hidden all photos of Kaila from every corner of the apartment, except in the room. There was no way Kaila would enter his private room.
There was a strange feeling as Kaila stepped deeper into the apartment, the atmosphere felt familiar to him.
As she stepped Kaila asked the man "Lian...are you alone living here?".
" Hm.." said Lian with a mutter. He looks calm in front of Kaila, but his heart is jumping here and there because it's good to be able to bring Kaila back into his residence. Well even though his memory is not back yet, Lian is sure that the girl will soon get her memory back.
"Please sit". Lian let Kaila sit on the light blue sofa, if the sofa could talk...
Kaila sat on the sofa with her hands still holding Lian's flowers. His eyes still go through every corner of the room.
"Akh..sorry Lian, this is your flower order". His hand extended towards Lian who was now standing before him.
"Make you all right". Lian.
"Lho..would I be late to bring this flower?".
"Yes". Sahut's short.
Hearing Lian's words, the girl stood up again. With all her heart she apologized to the man, she kept bowing her body repeatedly while continuing to apologize to Lian.
"Sruk" Lian held onto Kaila's head, stopping Kaila's movements of apology.
"Blush!!" Kaila's face was hot again. Kaila held her cheek "Am I feverish??" Inner muttering.
"No need to keep bowing so, later the waist is gouty". Lian laughed at him.
With her innocent face Kaila still asked about the flower "But the flower??"
"Udahlah, it's for my mother but today she brought a lot. I no longer intend to give her flowers" he said.
Lian's words carved a smile on Kaila's face, both eyes sparkling with pleasure for some reason things just seemed to tickle his humor. Kaila breathed a sigh of relief "Hmmm this scent again". Whispering his heart, the room had a distinctive aroma of Lian, a scent that often flashed in his sense of smell all along.
"What do you want to eat ". Lian held back with that smile, had Kaila not amnesia they would have rejoiced at letting go of the current longing.
"Anyhow, the devil passed by if I was a laper I could really greedy". Canda Kaila's.
"Hihihi can joke with you too".
"I had a strange illness, a feeling of loneliness and sadness came and made me sometimes cry for no reason, when I wake up then I will comfort myself with a joke of a dime that I often hear from children of the home". Obviously at length.
"And be Kaila who is joking like today". Lian.
"Kaila??" Both of his eyebrows are lined up, "I'm Shila" Helatnya as if not willingly called Kaila.
Lian felt bad "Ups sorry, talk to you like you're dealing with Kailaku".
The girl looked at him with two sparkling eyeballs, a look that Lian longed for "Am I very similar to her?" He asked back.
The man nodded slowly.
" Hmm.so so. But Lian, as similar as any two different people there must be a little difference between them right?"
"There will be another story if I believe the two people are the same person". Legally.
"The same guy??" Syila scratched her head.
" It's different". Further.
Lian insisted "The same thing is true".
"Different" Kaila again.
"Same on". Lian nodded at his assumption.
Kaila knocked on her frown, this light debate made her brain stop thinking until finally confused.
Seeing the behavior of Kaila's two dimples Lian again showed her charm, she smiled broadly at Kaila.
"You don't have to think about it, I just went to the kitchen".
"You want to cook??". I don't know how many times this girl has asked Lian questions, and Lian always answers her with a smile. Keep being curious, talk to you a lot I'm very happy. Lian's inner speech.
The tip of his lips swooped up "No, want a monopoly". Lian joking.
"Hehe, kedapur main monopoly yes". Kaila.
Lian again held onto Kaila's head
"You wait here, you wait".
Kaila receives Lian's warm treatment to him without asking, Kaila also feels used to talking and chatting with Lian even though it has not been past a day since their first meeting.
"Cowok cook??not going back, can you cook?".
"Eits..don't ngeremehin guy yeah, I'm good at making boiled noodles you know". He was proud of himself.
Kaila was excited to hear the boiled noodles. His hands clapped merrily at the thought of his favorite bowl of food.
"You need some boiled noodles"
Lian knew it was Kaila's favorite food "Pedes ya".
"hu_uum". Kaila nodded happily. Hahaha Kaila's attitude is already rich kittens that will be fed, his eyes sparkling bright with neon lights in the apartment. Lebay is Yes 😅
Again.as already accustomed Kaila do not feel surprised with Lian who already knows the taste of spicy food.
Lian breezed towards the kitchen, Kaila tailed spontaneously.
"Why are you following??". Lian's sturdy body almost hit Kaila when she turned around.
"assistant". With both eyes round Kaila was so enthusiastic about wanting to cook with Lian. Her small body made her look up slightly when speaking looking at Lian.
"No need".
He insisted "It's not good to stay at the dinner table".
Eventually Lian succumbs to Kaila, and she and Kaila begin to busy themselves washing and cutting vegetables to cook Lian-style boiled noodles.
They were silent for a few minutes, until finally Kaila opened his voice.
" Lian..what would you do if Kaila really accompanied you like now". He placed the vegetables he had washed next to Lian.
Lian put the knife in her hand.she was silent for a moment and...
Obviously Kaila was surprised instead of playing, her face immediately panicked to find Lian's behavior.
"Li...". She stuttered.
"It wasn't that you asked me what I would do if you were really Kaila".
"Ma___af Lian, forgive my gibberish". The girl's face was sad.
Lian looked at him inside.
Slowly she spoke softly with a sad look right into Kaila's eyes "Where have you been all this time? I almost gave up and ended my own life".
"Li_Lian__"
"I'm alone, I'm in pain alone, I've even hung a rope on the balcony to hang myself"
Lian let go of her hand grip and turned to both of Kaila's cheeks.
"I'm grateful you came back though___" Lian cut off the word she said. Both of Kaila's eyes were glowing red. The girl almost cried.
" I'm sorry Syila, that's what I would do if you were Kaila". Lian stroked Syila's wrist.
" I'm sorry, am I holding your arm too hard? Sorry Syila I got carried away".
Kaila brushes Lian's hand slowly "Hick hick.I'm not papa Lian". The girl's cry broke. He tried to protect his face with both hands.
"But cry". Lian confusion. He kept wiping Syila's head trying to calm her down. He also tried to open Syila's hand which covered the girl's face.
"You must have suffered all this time, hick hick...are you lonely??" Without a doubt Kaila's cries became more and more. There was a deep sense of sadness hearing Lian's words earlier.
Lian chuckled amusedly, it turned out that her hook had turned into an innocent bahlul girl. "Hemmm I'm so lonely". Her mouth tried to hold back the laughter.
"Hick hick hick 😢, yes you have called me Kaila only".
"How come it came to this". Lian's hand continued to brush away the tears flowing down her two girl cheeks.
"Let's just say I'm comforting you, as well as thank you for cooking boiled noodles for me".
"Gkgkgkgkkgk" Lian laughs at her lap.
"You're a funny Syila, you're a funny girl".
"Sister Bryan said that there is nothing free in this world, so I will pay for the boiled noodles with the call Kaila, but 1 today only". Her babble wiped away the rest of the tears.
Cih Bryan again, Lian's cheerful mood suddenly plummeted to hear the name. If he had a doraemon door, Bryan would have sent him to the end of the world so as not to be a bully in his relationship with Kaila now.
He went back to Kaila and approached her face "Where would I not pay by calling you Kaila??".
"Keep..do you want me to pay with what??" He innocently asked again the question.
"Remain??, am I not the one who first discussed the payment of a bowl of boiled noodles yes".
The innocent and obedient Syila with the advice of the older sister insisted on paying for the boiled noodles Lian would provide for her.
" Hu_um, I have to pay for what I'm going to eat with you".
"Okay, let's eat first. The noodles will be cold". Just then the boiled noodles are ready to serve. Belongs to Lian with a standard spicy level while Kaila's with a spicy level nampol. Duileh so ngebayangin seblak again up and down in the city Author deh 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤣.
Syila also obeyed Lian. Now they both eat together while continuing to tell about the romance of Lian and Kaila.
"Aren't you papa I asked a lot about Kaila?"
"Its okay" The man said as he placed his couple chopsticks and Kaila who was long unused.
"Hm.you're so good Li, wuaaahh I'm so full. Your homemade noodles are indeed mantep 👍". A thumbs up in front of Lian. Kaila stomped the chopsticks before using them to devour the boiled noodles. A custom of Kaila that Lian again witnessed before her.
"The customer is happy I am happy too".
"Customer??rich noodle shop". The noodles had reached Kaila's tongue, he again felt a sense of familiarity. The taste that Lian cuisine feels has often reached its taste senses.
"Lho.Suppose you're in a noodle shop, you intend to pay for this boiled noodle". Lian gave her yolk to Kaila's bowl, and took the white in Kaila's bowl for her.
" It's a shaman??how do you know I can't eat egg whites??" Kaila was made speechless by Lian's behavior.
He's trying to self-advisate"Yes dong, so...what do I have to pay him??" Now a curiosity towards Lian slowly surfaced within him. Who is this guy really??
Lian moved from her seat. He saw that Kaila was still hissing withstanding the spicy despite drinking a lot of water.
He opened the refrigerator, grabbed a bottle of milk and poured it into a glass.
"Nih..let the spiciness of the fire".
"Lian, you know milk can offer a spicy taste".
"You are the one who taught La". Inner muttering.
"Kaila's a delinquent, she's a lover of spicy food". He's back showing both dimples.
"Oh yeah??I like spicy food too".
"It just so happens that you guys have very similar faces with similar habits". Syndicate Lian.
Kaila who still does not know what downing the milk until it runs out.
"Thank you Lian".
"I don't want to be paid with thanks for that".
"Oh yeah, so I have to do what". Ask Kaila again as she puts a glass on the table.
Lian greeted the glass and slowly withdrew to Kaila.
She was still standing at the time while Kaila sat sideways in the chair facing her.
With a slight bend of his tall body Lian slowly approached Kaila's face.
"Buck!!! this is my typewriter guy??" Inner pekik Kaila.
"Eh crazy!!, but why am I diem??"
"Oh lord!! how am I supposed to do??"
"This is my first kiss 😣😣😣😣". Both of Kaila's eyes twitched nervously. Lian's face was getting closer.
"sets".
"Drink milk just a rich bottle of Shila gini". Jemari Lian brushed off the milk stains on Syila's lips.
!!A blushhh!! His face was instantly red withstanding embarrassment. The girl was pounding and getting more nervous, Lian's fingers freely rubbed her lips clearing the milk stain she had just given.
"Li___Lian, I'm late. Can I go home soon?".
"Hehe.pay first". Pinta Lian extended her palm before Kaila.
"Hm___a_I have to pay it de_with what". His words are brick. This man in front of her made her very fascinated.
"So soon, you'll have to hurry home right". Kaila's tiny nose gets a snap from Lian's fingers.
"O_okay, thanks for the food, excuse me".
"Jila!!" Lian Seru.
Kaila stopped her steps and turned to look at Lian.
Again..Lian smiled with her two dimples "Lunganya". He pointed at the flowers he had given to Kaila.
The girl hurriedly grabbed the flower and quickly passed from before Lian.
"Shelf!!" The apartment door closed. Lian felt lonely again. The smile that he had displayed in front of Kaila was now gone.
He looked down at the fingers that touched Kaila's lips "Asem!!, I should have wiped the milk with my lips". His grunts seemed to be angry with his own fingers.
To be continued..
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September 12, 2020.
Greetings children Borneo .