Their Dirty Story
april 17th 20xx

mm…. I don't know

it's been how many days. I. totally forgot. It just seems like today

I can't write anymore. I'm so tired already. Maybe this time I will

postpone it. I will try to dare to remember all that

happened it.

I wanted to tell you. I'm in my worst condition right now, or.

maybe not. These may be just some conditions that will never be

ended for me.

Yesterday, no, it was a few days ago. I heard news about my father. This

it was a happy news for me, but also something

ill-favoured. The doctor who treated me said that my father had killed himself. Yang

at worst, it was something that had already happened.

2 months ago, I should have known this news.I

just confused where to start telling you. A few days

then someone came and told the doctor the news. Physicians

tell me, then give me a letter. He said the letter

it was a letter from my father that was given a few days before he went to see him

my mum.

in that letter my father wrote something that made me quite able to leave this world

and meet him immediately.

But that's not necessary, for now.today is a pretty special day for me.

Now I'm getting old, and into singles. I am old today

25 year. It's very old, isn't it? The weather today was not so bad either. Day

my year. I don't know, it's morning and I remember that night very much

pleasing to me. The three of us laughed and were so happy. And me, and I,

without that strange thought.

To be honest, you guys really made me get rid of my stress when my mom and dad had it

some trouble and that day, the first time my mom and dad yelled at me. That

it's funny to see me being cornered and crying about it, but I

can't tell anyone. Mmm. yeah I really wanted to go back in those days.

I started to think a little more mature. At least I've

feeling all of those things.

I remember your 10th birthday. You let out tears because

surprised by my arrival and Dika's that night, I know you're very

afraid of ghosts, and of course it is a coincidence. And yes, I

managed to surprise you and cry like that, and I wish I could

makes you cry again. I'm sorry, it's just my babble. I don't want to

made you cry, but I did, didn't I?

Today, the weather is not too bad. I thought of something good. And maybe tomorrow, the weather won't

it'll be this good.maybe when a storm comes near me, I'll have

the courage to tell you everything about that day

courage, but something that makes me think that this is the end.

If you read all this, can I hear your cries? I didn't

forced you, but I'd be really disappointed if you didn't do that to

crying over my departure later. Hmm.. for today it may be here only.