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Fresh air in the morning makes anyone who inhales it feel calm. Like getting dopamine from dew intake radiates freely into the soul.
Close your eyes to enjoy the chirping of birds. Panorama includes details - beautiful grains cultivated eyes. Gratitude is the most beautiful way of repaying for how the ruler of this whole realm has so greatly given his favor. Providing air is so important for every second of survival of human life or anyone who needs it.
"You know not Ra....
Why do so many people say that happiness is simple? "
Dira just silent still enjoying the beauty of the morning that he had not felt long before. The word "Happy is simple" is indeed a very often heard word of camouflage. But whether this also applies to Dira, the answer is certainly "No"
Dira is not not justifying a word that is very often said by most people. But for Dira is not that simple to achieve the word happy. Because Dira must always be hurt for his happiness. Even the happiness that was in front of his eyes could disappear with a matter of seconds.
"You don't believe the word Happy Ra? "
"Not that I don't believe it, brother.
But I'd rather disagree with the word Happy is simple"
"Why? "
"Because being happy is expensive" brother"
"Are you unhappy with me? " Say Bian stopped his steps and then looked into the bead of the eye that was now in front of him.
Dira returned Bian's sad gaze. Dira is not unhappy with Bian. It's just that his heart and mind are no longer in line. Dira still thinks deeply about her feelings towards Bayu. But somehow since when his heart always refused far from Bian.
"Tell me how can I make happiness for you Ra? " Bian said again still staring at Dira's bead.
"I....."
"say.....
I'll do whatever it is.... "
"Although it hurt brother"
"If it's to make you happy. Whatever I'm gonna do"
"Hold on.....
Even though I can't return your feelings, brother....
I know this hurt you a lot.
But only with you I'm comfortable"
Bian smiled and covered both of Dira's smooth cheeks.
"How long do I have to wait, will I do for you."
"What if I..... "
"I don't need to get love back from you Ra. Let me give it to you. I just want you to be happy with me. That's enough. "
"Sister.... "
"This may sound very selfish Ra. But my goal is to marry you to make you happy."
Although the way he had to hurt me I would accept Ra. A sentence that can only be spoken in Bian's heart.
"Sister.... "
"You asked me to hold on. Then I'll hang on. We're interested I don't leave you. Then I will stay here beside you with you until we age together. "
"Thank you.....
Have done many things for me brother" said Dira already sobbing. But Dira managed to hold.
"You are my wife. You are my responsibility"
"I love you so much, too, Ra. If only you knew I'd choose to lie to keep you comfortable next to me." A sentence that again only Bian dared to express in his heart.
"Sister..... "
"Yes... "
"Hold on....
There is a sense of happiness that is implied in Bian's heart. Although this is very unlikely. And if that were possible, it would take a long time. But Bian was determined to be able to wait. Even Bian had always steeled his heart not to hope even though he wanted so much.
"Will you wait as long as I don't know when?"
"Originally you are beside me....
And you're happy...
I'll be waiting.... "
"Teach me to accept your love, brother.... "
"I taught him, didn't I?
You are the only way to receive that lesson. "
Bian smiled again and clasped tightly to Dira's fingers again stepped to greet each passing. That is what if life is social. Although Dira and Bian just live in the housing complex. The neighbors greeted each other kindly.
Now Dira's situation is calmer and enjoying the grip of Bian's hand. Bian has always done Dira softly and well.
"Sister...
Did you agree with the happy statment that it was simple? "
"agree.... "
"the reason..... "
"Because to be happy it doesn't need a reason, it's as simple as happiness. "
"We should be happy even when we are hurt. "
"Yes... "
Dira just frowned. As if asking the reason. And again Bian smiled gently at Dira.
"Actually the cause of the wound is there, yes ourselves. Sometimes we forget that behind the wounds we have will create a lot of happiness.
For example.... "
Without aba -aba...
"aww's sick" Shouted Dira because Bian pinched her.
"ill? " Tanya Bian is low but implied a deep meaning.
"Yes is.... "
"Here's brother obati" Bian stroked the arm that had just been hit by the pinch. Gently Bian treated her....
This simple Bian treatment cannot be denied that Dira feels comfort. Without realizing Dira reviewed the smile.
"Ctennis? "
Dira nodded and also smiled. Being noticed, being treated gently and well makes Dira more comfortable near Bian.
"Do you know that the definition of happiness is simple? "
Dira was still silent wanting to justify Bian's words. But in fact Dira still wants more explanation. Wanting to reject Bian's words also felt too selfish if Dira did it.
"When God gives us wounds. Then thank! At that time God was showing happiness behind the wound. God has his own way of making his servants happy. Gratitude is a simple way that we must do for anything we receive including wounds. "
"But it feels...." Not finished Dira replied Bian had cut it.
"While it hurts, be grateful and let go. Then all will feel light.when we are too focused with the wounds we have then the pain will continue to feel. But if we focus on gratitude, everything will be fine. "
Bian smiled and clasped Dira's fingers tightly. Stepping along the streets of the complex that is still fresh morning air. There are not many activities there are only a few people who do the same activities as Bian and Dira.
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