
His conversation with his daughter while cooking this afternoon turned out to leave an effect for Dira. For some reason since his meeting with the girl named Naura it was quite difficult for Dira to forget about him. The shadow of the girl always filled her brainstem. This incident at noon reminded Dira of the incident several years ago when he saved Salwa. Exact same thing. Even the girl's dress style was indeed very similar to her old self. Although Dira also does not deny the style of dress as he is also a lot. Why is this girl so different.
"Dear, what's wrong with you? Hemm?" bian asked his wife who kept daydreaming.
"She, Naura...."
"You think he's.... "
Dira just stared at her husband. Actually Dira wanted to ignore, but her smile as well as her tears were so imprinted in Dira's memory.
"Darling...."
"Pa, said Arka he taught eskul basketball at his school. Can Papa ask for details of Naura Pa's profile?"
"Darling, yes. Papa doesn't want you to make anything beyond your ability. Let this be Papa's business"
" But Pa, fifteen years have passed. But what results do we get? Niente"
"Papa's gonna find out who Naura is"
"Pa..."
"Keep what's Mama?"
"Mama's in on it"
"No"
"Tomorrow Mama will go to school Arka. Mama's gonna find out for herself"
"That's important, until you ignore me as your husband"
"I mean Papa?"
"I think my shoulder has been comfortable enough for you to lean on all this time. Ternayata I was wrong" said Bian implied face disappointment.
During this time he did not try to find the whereabouts of the child of his best friend. But there are things that Bian must prioritize so he stops his search. Bian knows how the nature of Dira, stubborn also unyielding. I don't know why Dira's attitude this time made him disappointed. Fifteen years is not a short time. Bian thinks time can change the way Dira thinks. Not that Bian intended to ignore the little girl who became his wife's adopted daughter. But Bian also has to protect his family.
The silence between the two. Dira thinks this is not excessive, right? Bian also knew from the beginning that he was still looking for the existence of Salwa. But why today when Dira talked about it Bian seemed disappointed. Is it true that Dira is indeed very outrageous. Did Dira ignore Bian all this time. How could Dira ignore Bian. Doesn't Bian appreciate what Dira has fought for. Is not Arka, Mita, and Arjuna not enough evidence if Dira does not ignore Bian.
Silence swallowed a disappointment that did not know from whom. Both have the same feeling of disappointment. Although time has passed, but inside Dira still holds a sense of responsibility for the little girl named Salwa. Promises to the late Bayu can not be ignored just like that.
"I have business maybe going home late at night" said Bian coldly as he left Dira.
There is no sentence in answer to Bian's sentence. There is only disappointment that is now lodged in the mind of Dira Pun so with Bian. Bian left with disappointment. Actually Bian confused how to. Maybe this is the right time to reveal everything. Then how is the safety of his wife, son and daughter, as well as his entire family. If he continues to be near his wife, Bian will be difficult to think calmly. Seeing the disappointed face of the wife alone has made it chaotic.
The speed of Bian's sports car is now traveling at high speed. Where's Bian's destination?
Ari.
Ari is Bian's current goal.
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"Are you sure you're gonna find out who he really is?" ari said when the two were in a room inhabited only by two people who were equally confused.
At Ari's house, Bian is now. It came in a mess. Already since his marriage to Dira, rarely does Bian look this confused. Ari understands how his best friend is. Must be about Dira, who else.
"Dira still wants to find out. Especially when he meets the girl"
"Your communication continues?" ari asked back and only got a nod from Bian.
"There is no other way Bi" said Ari in a soft tone and got a sharp look from Bian.
"I don't want to take any chances" said Bian coldly
"You want Dira to know from others about this secret. Your wife is not a fool Bi. If he said he would find out then it was impossible for him to be silent. It would be more painful for Dira if she knew it turned out that her husband had been lying all this time"
"Isn't being honest for now the same Dira will also be disappointed?"
"Yes Dira must be disappointed. But at least he'll consider your honesty more. And Dira will understand better with your reasons"
Bian was silent. It's not easy for him to tell the truth. There are many things that he has to protect. Bian could not see Dira continuously suffering. Bian wants to keep seeing his wife happy. Laugh and continue to remain beside him until only death becomes the separation of the two.
"The decision is in your hands. Although Dira is disappointed but I'm sure he will be more receptive than he knows the truth from others"
"What if Dira doesn't.... "
"Dira is your wife, the mother of your children. It would be impossible to sacrifice all of that just for the sake of others. People who don't even have blood relations with him"
Bian was still silently digesting the sentence that came out of the mouth of his friend and assistant who was still always loyal to him. Until they already have their own families, Ari is still at the forefront of defending the Caraka family.
"Do you remember what I said when we were going to fight the serpent woman"
"The woman will not hurt Salwa even if she admits to hating her. Salwa is his flesh and blood. His main target is Dira. Don't be affected by the circumstances" Bian said given the details of what Ari said when Bian panicked to face the snake woman.
"Honest or all will be in vain" said Ari again who was only responded with a gaze that is somehow meaningless.
Is this right, the right time to reveal everything. Can't all disappear as time has passed. Why is it getting more complicated? Complicated for who?
Bian's?
The dira?
Or complicated for something that is complicated?
"Believe, Dira will appreciate your honesty more. Even if he'll be disappointed. But believe me, it's just a little. Dira will understand better if you explain"
"I'll try" Bian said with a heavy sigh.
"No!"
Bian just looked at his best friend with a strange look.
"Don't try, but it has to be said"
Seriate.....
Don't forget
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