Tiny Monitoring Girl
CHAPTER - 12 Again Must Be Away

Shasha did not think she had to experience a trial of this magnitude, she was confused as to how.

"Over time this stomach must have grown, I can't keep this hidden" muttered shasha softly as she continued to shed tears.

"Uncle, auntie I'm sorry, I fucked you guys",

"Uncle must be very disappointed, especially bi Imas must be angry big, they are from small to me costing my life, why exactly at this time when I struggle to succeed this ordeal comes",

"Where is my college, how do I work how my life after thisii.!", said shasha who cried bitterly.

He was sad that the lecture he struggled from the beginning to this point may have to let go, because related to the rules of scholarship recipients are not allowed to be married let alone have children, let alone have children, shasha also could not apply for leave because she already knew the rules before she signed the agreement.

Shasha is sad that her ideals of college and then working in a big company must disappear just like that, she may no longer receive a scholarship someday if she resigns during jni

Shasha also in the future certainly can not work in the restaurant anymore, he was definitely fired if he was caught pregnant by his boss, Mr. Alex, he was, even though it has been almost a year ago he switched to being a cashier and if his performance is getting better he will be made assistant manager that opportunity is no longer possible he got.

Shasha was confused about how to tell it to her aunt and uncle, moreover she was confused to face her aunt, her aunt would not want her to depend on living again especially in added son.

"I can't keep going like this, I have to start a new life for nothing I regret", shasha murmured inwardly.

"If I stay here and I'm afraid that something much worse will happen, I don't want to see Vano kak Raka again, if she finds out I'm pregnant I'm afraid she's asking me to abort this baby, I don't want to" she murmured softly.

"Son even if you are not expected but ma.mama will not be sure you suffer in the womb or when you are born and grow up".

"Mama will take you far away from this place, mama does not want you to know that your father is a loser, and he really hates your mama son" said Shasha Lirih.

With concern and forced shasha decides to go away from the capital without being noticed by a single person, but before her shasha hopes to see her aunt and uncle for the last time.

Shasha also decided to go abroad more precisely the country of Singapore, he did not think long what would happen later, he said, the most important thing for her right now is to go abroad away from everyone

"I have to take care of my passport and other important documents, the sooner the better", muttered shasha in her heart.

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...A few days later...

A few days ago Shasha took care of the important documents for her departure, today she booked a plane ticket for departure to Singapore another day using her savings which she collected quite a lot during her work.

Before leaving, Shasha decides to go see her aunt and uncle.

A few hours on the way, Shasha finally arrived at her hometown, he saw the house of his uncle and aunt who were still the same as three years ago he was sad to go home with circumstances that he did not expect.

Coincidentally when his uncle and aunt were in their yard, shasha spontaneously called them.

"Uncle. aunty.", call shasha who is still far away and she runs over to shasha.

Seeing shasha go home her uncle was so happy he was proud his nephew was now a student, while his aunt was still cynical about shasha.

"Auntie, your uncle is healthy right?", said shasha and her eyes glazed over with tears.

"Sehat sha, you are not informed if we know you want to go home we pick you up at the station" said his uncle happy to see shasha

"Yes my uncle will not take long anyway maybe just a day's worth" said shasha.

Seeing shasha go home bi imas only saw her cynical, not expecting shasha at all to come home, he went straight inside without greeting shasha at all.

"Do not respond to your aunt, she is usually rich" said her uncle comforting shasha

"Yes you have entered, surely you have not eaten uncle ready ya", he continued.

Shasha smilingly nodded then went inside while her uncle rushed into the kitchen preparing food for his dearest niece, suddenly bi imas with his cynical approaching shasha.

"Sha why do you come home?, do not say you are short of money continue to ask the same of us last month also you did not send us money, you are not unemployed huh?", asked bi imas so cynical.

"Why bi, I just want to see aunt with uncle. He's sorry I didn't send you guys money I didn't work because I had to do KKN" shasha explained.

"The reason is you" said bi imas and left.

My uncle also brought food

"Sha, this uncle bring you food you eat yes" said his uncle while putting a tray full of food on the table.

"Thank you uncle, but don't bother. We eat together" said shasha smiling.

He sadly disappointed his uncle who was so fond of him, the struggle of his uncle raising and supporting shasha until before he went to college should he reply with this bitter reality.

"Uncle has eaten the same aunt, uncle temenin you are here sha" said his uncle.

"Thank you uncle" said Shasha

Shasha was eating casually as if she was fine she did not want her uncle to worry and know the bad things that befall her.

"Oh yes sha, you graduated one more year right? after graduation you want to keep in the capital?", asked his uncle to make shasha's heart more depressed.

Shasha simply nodded not daring to look at her uncle.

"Yes already uncle can only support you, as long as you are healthy always and can take care of yourself later dapetin mate dear also responsible you", said his uncle who did not realize that his words made shasha sad and feel desperate.

Shasha just smiled pretending to be okay, finished her meal and went to her room.

"I'm done uncle, I go to the room first yes", said shasha made her uncle feel a little moody.

"Yes sha, you rest first" said his uncle.

Shasha went to her room not holding back the tears, she cried softly and continued to lament her poor fate.

Shasha stared and hugged tightly for a long time the photo of her mother's father who had died

"Sir, Ma.", he screamed.

"If you were by my side, would I have experienced this, if I had to experience this, I might have been much stronger if there were you",

"Sir, Ma'am, I have to how, what is my choice is right, go away everything, if I stay here even there I can only make my uncle and aunt ashamed, I must have been a neighbor, Vira Nara if maybe they still want to be my best friend, sir.. Ma'am..", she said slowly and unceasingly shed tears

Maybe this is the toughest day for shasha, how not his current position is going awry if he chooses to tell everything he is afraid they can not accept it, he said, his decision was already unanimous to go abroad even though it was hard for him, but he thought maybe it was the best option for him.

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...The next day...

"Mah. mah. here spit" cried the willo to his wife.

Bi imas also went to meet her husband who was in the room shasha

"What the hell sir, yelled that scream" said bi imas grumbling.

"You see this letter from shasha", the willo shows you a letter and some money from shasha.

Bi imas also saw an envelope containing money and then he checked the letter from shasha.

"Uncle my aunt said goodbye, tonight might be the last time I see you. Thank you for all your kindness during this time, I hope you are always healthy and can take care of each other, forgive me for being this useless"

At midnight shasha did leave without saying goodbye just leaving money and letters for them.

Bi imas was a little shocked after reading the letter, it is not unusual for shasha like this bi imas to feel that maybe his treatment of shasha has been unable to face shasha so far then he suddenly left and will not see them again.

"Mah shasha like this must be because you are too rough with him, see now shasha has not been able to stand your attitude" said willo angry at his wife.

"Apaan the hell you sir, justin aja soon also he must be back again" said bi imas who is still like that.

Wanto just silent and sad hope shasha one day return, he has tried to contact her but shasha's mobile phone is not active at all.

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...The capital...

Shasha arrived at her boarding house a few hours ago, he rushed early in the morning to the campus he resigned from the scholarship program on the campus of course appreciate the decision of shasha even though they regretted outstanding students like shasha had to leave their campus.

After college, Shasha rushes to her workplace, he resigned his initial restaurant party refused because they did not want to lose a diligent and disciplined employee like shasha but because shasha continued to insist eventually the restaurant agreed.

Before leaving do not forget shasha sent a letter to her best friends, nara and vira. Shasha did not tell him that she would go far. He just wanted to say thank you for being together all this time.

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...Vira's house...

"Mba vira this is a letter this morning but the man said to give this letter at night to mba vira" said his security guard.

"Who are you?", asked vira curiously.

"I also don't know mba, the voice and appearance of the woman but she wears a mask so I don't see her face" explained the security guard.

"Yes thanks, you go back to the post" said vira and the security guard left.

Vira opened her letter in her room

"Vira my best friend, thank you all this time you want to be my friend, I say yes vir, I hope you are all right and in the future you should be happy. Shasha"

After reading the letter Vira was shocked and then continued to contact shasha but her cell phone remained inactive.

Nara's home.

"Ra, this is a letter to you last day sent here only your best friend is what his name is papa don't know he said you read it at night, so, my dear father, now",

"Who is pa?, shasha or vira", asked the curious nara.

"Papa also do not know ra, you read it there must be a sender right" said his papa.

"Yes pah, I went to the room first yes", said Nara then brought the letter to her room

Nara read the letter slowly

"Nara my best friend, I say goodbye. Thank you for being my best friend, I hope you are all right and you can be a great doctor one day, shasha".

Nara was shocked to read a letter from shasha, he then called shasha but not actively he rushed to the house of Vira asking this.

at Vira's house, Vira receives the same letter.

"We go looking for his boarding house, if he has nothing we ask to work and to the campus, they must know" said vira

"Yes vir, we're leaving now".

They rushed away but shasha was not in his kosan stuff was no longer there.

Not giving up they went to the restaurant where shasha worked, but still the same shasha did not exist and they received information that shasha this morning had risegn for no reason.

The college hopes their last, but still the same campus party informs them that shasha is resigning from her scholarship program.

They sit in the park, worrying about shasha who is now out of nowhere.

"Ra you think shasha why, where is she going now?", said vira as if in despair.

"I don't know vir" said nara sadly and then cried.

"Shasha is our best friend, she is the reason I am strong and survive until now" continued nara sobbing in tears.

Seeing Nara cry vira was not able to hold back the cry.

"He always helped me, no matter what circumstances he was always there for me" said Vira.

They cry if they have to lose a good friend like Shasha.

Seriate...