Tiny Monitoring Girl
CHAPTER 18 - The Signals of a Dream That Becomes Real

Seeing the vano suddenly hugging Shasha tightly, Nara was immediately surprised, and Shasha also tried to let go of the vano embrace

"Le.. Take me out, brother",

"Within sha, I won't let you go, I'm sorry sha",

"I'm sorry sha, it's all a misunderstanding I can clear" said Vano then let go of his embrace and held the little face of Shasha vano hugged Shasha back

"Before I am a kakkkk!", said Shasha shouting

"Sha, don't say i.this is the man you said you loved each other?", said Nara until tears fell

"Ra, I'm sorry, sa. sa." Vano told Nara

"Enough ka, enough I don't want to be horrified" said Nara

Nara left with sadness

Monicca pursues the nara, who leaves, trying to calm and comfort Nara

"Sha. sha, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that the same thing you used to do, maa.ma.ma.afin me", said Raka and looked down with regret.

Hearing their conversation Dr. Derryl who had not said a single word finally spoke

"Sha, are these men who do that to you, are they sha's?", asked Dr. Derryl

"I.. I.. Yes mas", Shasha replied as she could not help but cry bitterly

"If I hadn't tried to hold back my emotions, had we met instead of at home I might have bumped you" said Dr Derryl

"What you do makes Shasha suffer so much that she has to lose her honor as a woman, not to mention that she has to give up the ideals that have been expected" he continued

"We can explain everything, we apologize sha" said Vano

Shasha was unable to say a word as if her old wounds were slashed again

"Sha, what are you?", asked Dr. Derryl worriedly

"Love our time to clear everything up" Raka said

"Where's sha? they seem to be very sorry, you want to hear their explanation so that everything is clear or you want to go home? if you want to go home, Anter you get home", ask slowly wisely

"Mas, you know why I met them" asked Shasha

"Sha my feelings are not important, if you want to talk to them I'm gapapa, I'll understand, I'll get you yes" replied Dr. Derryl

Doctor Derryl is a wise man, he will not let the feelings and emotions that hit his soul

Dr. Derryl and Shasha took them to Dr. Derryl's room, and they sat down and explained all the misunderstandings

"Sir vano, ka Raka earlier I apologize for lying to you with me pretending to be Vira, sorry to me" said Shasha bowed

"I know I was wrong, but what my mistake was that you should reply in such a vile way" he continued, sobbing

Dr. Derryl who was sitting next to Shasha continued to calm him down

"Sha, it's not really that we did that crazy thing, the long story goes, Poernomo and Pram conspired to fall into my company and tried to harm me, they use their children to get closer to me and slowly want to realize their goals, I was the one who got emotional after knowing it was trying to get revenge on the person who was very valuable to them that is you who we thought you were Vira, her son poernomo", Vano explained at length

"One more thing sha, I suggested that crazy idea, I feel guilty, especially me who.

Hearing the explanation of vano and raka shasha was unexpected

"Ka, maybe I was wrong, I shouldn't have participated Vira at that time, if I hadn't thought Vira might not have happened" he replied

"One more thing you, I can understand and understand very well your alesan did it because of that revenge, but one thing I don't understand why you should take revenge that way" he said

"Sha give me a chance, I still love you sha, we start everything from scratch, I will try to make you happy" said Vano

Shasha just smiled cynically

"Great are you, after hurting me, are you going to hurt Nara? he's my best friend you know, you can talk like that when you're already engaged to him, I won't be Setega it's ka, I have lost my best friend Vira now I have to lose Nara because you too, will not you" replied Shasha

Though in his heart, his love for vano is very deep, his mispahpah with vano has ended but it seems like their love is difficult to unite, but it is difficult to unite, beside her was already a man who sincerely loved and even now would be her future husband while on the side of the vano there was already a nara who had long loved vano in silence.

"Sha, a. I don't love Nara at all" said Vano honestly

"Van, van, I thought you weren't in love with Nara, you were still in love with Shasha, I thought, until now I did not dare to be honest again to Shasha about the feeling I actually still love him too, especially I do not deserve to expect more to him after what I did to Shasha", muttered Raka in the heart

"Enough ka, one more thing that Kaka needs to know, I'm getting married, do you not realize that the man who had been me is my future husband, I was not aware that the man who had been, a man who loved me so much and treated me so well" Shasha said honestly

"I'm sorry, I'm still in love with Kaka, but it looks like we can't be together, I have to keep Mas Derryl feeling and I have to keep Nara feeling"

Shasha was speechless and accidentally saw Raka who was looking at her deeply.

"One more time, brother Raka I'm sorry, brother's gaze to me right now there like Kaka was honest about the feelings of the big brother at that time, although at that time Kaka's face was covered with hatred but kaka's eyes could not lie when he said that Kaka loved me, especially Kaka the father of my son, but I still can not brother, brother, I'm sorry I can't return Ka raka's feelings", he murmured inwardly

After hearing the fact that Shasha is getting married to Dr. Derryl, they are disappointed, even if Vano does not accept that Shasha will be with other men

"I hope you can understand, I say yes, let's go home" said Shasha then pulled Dr. Derryl's arm.

Shasha had not had time to say the honesty that she was pregnant, she immediately rushed out of the room.

Without saying another word Dr. Derryl immediately drove Shasha home and he did not dare to ask, he let Shasha calm down first.

Meanwhile, Vano and Raka left the room and returned to accompany Prasetya who had just been treated at the hospital.

His arrival this time was actually to bring his papa to the hospital, but did not expect them to meet with Shasha who for several months they were looking for.

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...The Hospital Toilet...

"Ra, you don't cry, be patient" said Monicca, who was still trying to calm Nara

When crying sadly the most comfortable escape for Nara is the toilet, no wonder when accepting the fact that Nara went straight to the toilet

"Well, doesn't Ka Vano love me, and still love shasha?", nanya Nara

"Don't think so dear, maybe vano just feel guilty" said Monicca nothing but to calm nara

Monicca and Prasetya already know what happened between vano and Shasha, that's one of the causes of Prasetya's disease relapse until he was rushed to the big hospital ye

"Mommy knows Shasha? did Mom ever meet him? did mamah also still expect him like kak vano" said Nara did not stop

"you don't say that, baby", Monicca hugged a nara who was endlessly crying.

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...Dr. Derryl's House...

"Loh non, non have come home again, loh ko tuan come home too", asked bi Desi curious

"Non why is it pale, his eyes are ashy non-crying? non why", asked bi Desi more curious

"Engga bi, I gapapa ko, I'm sorry first yes bi want to rest for a while" said Shasha who then walked to her room which was then followed by Dr. Derryl

"Bi, I anterin Shasha bentar yes, oh yes bi maybe later I will leave again to the hospital, aunt please yes Temenin Shasha, comfort him" said Dr. Derryl sincerely

"Ready to do sir", said bi Desi while respectfully

Tok tock..

"Sha, may I come in" she asked gently

"Yes, please come in" said Shasha with a voice that was almost hoarse because he continued to cry from earlier

"Are you calm sha?",

"Udah kok mas" replied Shasha with a small smile

"Sha I can sit here" asked Dr. Derryl

"May I please" said Shasha

Dr. Derryl was sitting right in front of Shasha Meraka facing each other.

"Sha, you must be strong yes, you can cry so you are calmer but inget always yes do not be sad for long, not good for your health and your child"

"Thank you a lot, mas always care for me",

"Yes sha, you don't have to say that",

"Sha there's one thing I want to say, sha you still love vano right?", asked Dr. Derryl

"A.. I. mas you why this nanyain", asked Shasha puzzled.

"I know that you still love her" said Dr. Derryl, staring at Shasha, not even daring to look her in the eye.

"Eu. ingga mas, I do not love him, after all I know I also hate him" replied shasha slowly

"Sha, you forgot I'm a psychologist, I know I lied sha, but I'm not angry at all you're lying because you're not good at me right, you keep my feelings right", Said Dr. Derryl.

"Sha, since I was in the hospital I kept watching you, your mouth can talk like that, but your eyes can't lie sha, you still love him so much"

"Sha, as an ordinary human being said sad yes I am sad to squirm you still can not escape him, he said, I'm angry I want to hit them because it's made you this way but I think again it's right"

"Sha, I can understand you, the feeling is difficult to control, can love suddenly but it's hard to forget, I know it's sha"

"you should never feel bad about me, whatever your decision in the future I will appreciate sha as I appreciate you",

"I know now you must be sad right sha, your love and vano can not be united, you must be strong yes sha, I believe you are strong",

"If you choose to come back with a heavy heart I will try to make love to you, but if you choose to try to forget him I will accompany you, because forgetting someone is heartbreaking sha so I want to be a medicine during your healing process sha" said Dr. Derryl at length

Dr. Derryl tries to understand Shasha and treat Shasha as best he can, he does not want the woman he loves to continue to linger in grief.

Shasha was crying, again Dr. Derryl's heartfelt words moved shasha.

"Mas, sometimes I wonder if your heart is made of what you are so sincere",

"Sometimes I think, if I had met you first maybe I'd also fallen in love with you, but I know we met at the wrong time, I already love another man, I already love another man, sorry I'm mas"

"But mas, I will try to love you as sincerely as you love me" said shasha

Hearing these words, Dr. Derryl Reflex hugged Shasha, and Shasha warmly returned her embrace.

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...Hospitals...

After explaining to Shasha earlier, Vano and Raka returned to his father's nursery, it turned out that there was already his mother and also Nara.

Seeing the vano who had just returned Nara also invited her to chat together

"Sister, come with me we talk for a while" said Nara then left the room and followed shortly by the vano

"But bro" said Vano to Raka slowly

"Loose, Lo finish the problem first Lo", reply Raka slowly while patting the shoulder of the vano.

"What's the matter Ra?" ask vano

"He, what are you still doing?" said nara wonder

"You don't feel at all guilty for what you did in front of me, hahhh?", asked Nara with a tone that began to rise.

"I'm sorry, I should be honest from the beginning if I already love other women, you know from the first I was very difficult to fall in love only Shasha can melt my heart ra" said Vano

Vano was always too blunt never liked the stale, nor in situations like this he could not apologize gently from the heart of kehati.

"Sir vano, sis vano, have the heart of you brother, continue to do kak, brother as if to accept me, brother, is it because the same kasian sister I sis after Kaka knew I harbored deep feelings for Kaka for many years, is it because it ka, because sister kasian", asked Nara sadly

"I also don't know Ra, I'm sorry", said Vano briefly

"Are you just gonna let me vent my sister" asked Nara back

"I'm sorry Ra, you want to hate me please but I really can't continue our relationship, I want to fight for Shasha back, my heart can't lie Ra, Ra, I love him so much, I can't love any woman other than him" said Vano honestly

"If the best way is to cancel this engagement, I cancel Ra today I will call your parents, free Ra if we are together, you will not be happy, you will not be happy, can you marry someone who doesn't love you at all",

The vano speech was very painful for Nara

"I will never cancel this engagement ka, never, never will" Nara said then left the vano.

His deep and long love made him unwilling if he had to cancel the engagement.

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...Dr. Derryl's House...

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

"Oh, sorry my non master has no intention of interrupting" said bi Desi when she saw Dr. Derryl and Shasha hugging.

They instantly become awkward

"What's the matter, what's the matter?", asked Dr. Derryl

"That master has a guest, he said he wants to meet non Shasha" said bi Desi

"Who, don't don't Vano's brother Raka come here mas" said Shasha guessing

"I also don't know sha, yu we see" said Dr. Derryl

They went to the living room to see who came and wanted to meet shasha after arriving in the living room, arriving..

The jebrids..

When just arrived in the living room arrived the guest slapped Shasha tightly until Until Shasha almost fell, fortunately beside him there was Dr. Derryl who was quick to catch Shasha, it was unexpected that the guest was none other than Nara..

"Rho? why did you slap me?", asked Shasha, who was grimacing in pain because of Nara's slap

"You're still sha? why did I slap you? because I hate you sha" answered Nara

Seriate...