To You 2 (Greatest Love)
108. Losing yourself.

Zein sees Rival only crying over Yara. Her sister-in-law was so lost and fucked. Every look at Abrian would immediately cry and regret blaming himself.

"This heart also hurts like Brother, but we have to move on. Poor sister Yara must be restrained because we cry" he said soothing when his own heart crumbled dimly because of loss.

Can't imagine if this happened to him. Zein also loved Mutia very much.

"Kill brother Zein..!! Yara is gone. What is Brother living for. Brother's world has been destroyed" pinta Rival.

His brother kept crying. He just saw the fragility of a Rival. Rival's body is very thin, there is no passion for life. Even doing his job seems unable to do.

"Yaraaaa.. go home baby!!!" his screams roared unable to return. That's what happens to his brother if he remembers Yara.

"Camebut bang..!! Conscious.pity children"

Many times Rival was unconscious and had to 'troubles' himself like this.

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"Sister.you should be proud there. Your husband loves you more than anything. I lost you so much, but it seems like your husband is devastated by your departure" Zein murmured inwardly.

"Bang, drink first. You're tired, aren't you?" ask Mutia.

"Yes dear" he replied in a choked voice.

Mutia hugged Zein in her arms. Zein's tears instantly slid without being asked.

"He's my only brother. My dear brother. Can I ask him to come back too?" ask Zein in her fragility.

"Let the one go.. My brother still has a future to live. Yara's son Brother's son too. Happy they bang" said Mutia.

Now Zein's cries poured out in Mutia's arms.

"He was just my childhood friend. I lost her" cried Zein weakened in Mutia's embrace.

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Rival holds Abrian, alone in the middle of the night nursing Abrian. Rival's eyes closed against the wall.

Abrian was crying, probably feeling the sadness of his papa.

"What do you want to say, son?" asked Rival with his voice.

"Papa's strong prayers raise you. Even though we are men, we should be able to. Isn't this shoulder always strong to bear the burden?"

The sound of the ticking clock accompanied Rival tonight. Abrian was sleeping in his baby box. Arben hugged his bow. Rival pulled the bolster too.

"One month I was lonely. Come to your dream for a moment. I really miss you"

Rival wrestled hugging his roll. Restless and agitated he felt, forcing him to sleep but his eyes did not want to sleep. Rival opens Yara's mobile gallery. Many voice messages are stored in the sound recording gallery, and it makes her so long.

"Yaraaaa..why is our destiny so bitter" she cried frustratedly beating the mattress under her pillow.

"Mas wants to catch up with you just die Yaraaaaa" Rival leaned over the pillow screaming as loudly as he took off the weight in his heart.

Finally at half-four in the morning Rival fell asleep with a face full of wounds in the heart.

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Zein sows flowers on Yara's grave.

"Sometimes we will meet again, brother. Those of us who are still in the world will be fine. The calm, brother. Calm down in God's paradise" Zein said.

Rival this time did not get out of the car. He looked at his wife's grave. His heart had tried sincerely but still felt heavy when he saw Yara's tomb. His hand was only able to squeeze his own chest withstanding the excruciating pain.

"GOODBYE DARLING, GOODBYE, HEAVENLY QUEEN RIVAL"

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