Trapped in the Desire of Sister-in-law
Age we never knew

While Mrs Paulo was still struggling with her grief, Felix sat staring at the wreath that lined the room of the mansion.

Around him people are seen and passing around endlessly saying condolences for the death of his twin brother.

Never did he expect his return this time to the Paulo family home would end like this, even he did not expect yesterday was the last time he saw Helix enjoying the breath of his life well.

Who knows the age of man? The age of man is an unseen matter and is the secret of Allah SWT. No one knows how much age he's been rationed. 

Then the question is why do many people waste their lives at an age that never knows until when?!.

Who knows when we sleep tonight, tomorrow morning we are already in the cafeteria right, who knows today we are still gathered in the world with our beloved family, but tomorrow we have gathered in the barza nature?!.

Then why are so many people wasting their lives with bad things?!.

Youth and adulthood are the most important phases of human life. On the importance of youth, a wise man said, "If you cannot attain glory in your youth, it will not be glorious to live old".

What is very important to remember, everyone will be held accountable about the age granted to him. The Prophet said,

"Will not shift the two legs of man on the day of the apocalypse until it is asked about four things, namely about his age, spent for what; about his youth, used for what; about his wealth, about what, where it is obtained and what it is spent for; and about its knowledge, whether it has been practiced". (HR At-Tarmidhi).

Felix sighed softly, the man momentarily staring at something in his hand.

A locket in which there is a picture of him and Helix inside.

One memory hit him about his twin brother.

"Have you ever been in love with someone?"

Felix asked as he sat right beside Helix, they stared at the vast expanse of grasslands behind the house.

"She made me think the world and the rest of it were so beautiful"

Helix spoke while raising his smile.

"Who?"

Felix asked as he glanced towards himself.

"Didn't you know my heart best?"

Getting that question at once Felix chuckled.

"I know, but I'm afraid I'm guessing wrong, you know I'm a lousy brother'

Helix chuckles.

"Elia Pratama"

The line of names still remembered Felix from the lips of his younger brother.

Felix nodded his head, he looked back straight ahead, enjoying the breeze that hit his face.

The atmosphere of the afternoon momentarily changed, Felix's eyeballs captured the silhouette of twilight featuring the shadows of the trees on the left and right sides with such a beautiful scenery

"But he hates me for a million reasons"

Suddenly Helix's voice sounded so soft.

Felix turned back to his twin brother.

"No, he doesn't hate you at all, it's just that he still can't open his heart to you"

Felix hurriedly spoke while gently touching Helix's back.

"He hated me because I killed Chriss"

Helix again.

Felix hurriedly shook his head.

"It's not you who did it, I know it's not you who did it, throw away such thoughts and let's live with new memories"