
"It turns out, Kak Chen's affection for us makes no difference. I was too baper apparently. Brother Aisyah forgive me." regretted Gwen in heart.
Shortly thereafter, Gwen also got word that her future mother-in-law had died before her marriage took place. Inevitably, Agam had to fly to China that morning. Gwen is increasingly agitated, she is afraid that her marriage will fail, because the marriage is also for Umi.
"Sorry, I haven't been able to see your brother, Dek. I must immediately take care of Umi's body and her funeral. It may take a long time, please be patient for a moment, yes," said Agam with a sullen word.
"Umi ... Our marriage ...," Gwen worried about everything.
"Bismilahbornrahmanirrahim, our marriage will still be carried out. You calm down, yeah. I'll let you know soon if I can bring Umi's body home, hm?" said Agam with his smile.
Gwen nodded slowly. Currently, besides his own family, Agam is the backstop for him. Although not married, Gwen has begun to feel comfortable near Agam.
"We're gonna keep getting some news, Dek. I live first, take care of my health, keep my diet as well, yes. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh," said Agam.
"Wa'alaikumsallam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Careful, yes, my mother."
Hiding his sadness, Agam can still smile so that his future wife does not feel anxious anymore. Agam tried to make Gwen not more sad because of the misfortune that befell her brother.
~God, I am indeed a girl who is not as good as Aisyah. Why do you test him this big. Being a pediatrician was her dream since childhood. Why did you punish him for my mistake? Lord, is this what is called being forced into adulthood by circumstances? Conscious of reality? Why do You obey the wishes of my brother who is getting tired of being an adult in this way? It's hurting my heart, God. Please, at least make my brother's memory come back as it was, Aamiin.~
Chen and Yusuf tried to make Aisyah remember everything by showing real evidence, photos and videos during their meetings in Bangkok as well as China.
Despite not remembering it fully, Aisyah was finally able to accept the fact that Chen was her biological brother. Because the evidence is very real. There are some photos that Aisyah can remember that.
"This guy, who?" tanya Aisyah pointed at the portrait of Assistant Dishi who was washing the dishes.
"Ha, this photo you took. She is Dishi's Assistant. She's my personal assistant, Ai. During your time in China, you were very familiar with it. In fact, just here .. You and him are also very familiar, you remember him?" chen asked expectantly.
Aisyah continued to take the portrait of Assistant Dishi seriously. Then he scratched his head and said, "Sister, you speak English too soon. I don't understand."
"Gosh, Ai. My sister, my dear, my love. Huh, be patient, I have to be patient. Relax, I need to stay calm. I want to strangle myself!" aspir Chen gnawed.
"Sorry, brother. I am indeed a fool, seha-" Aisyah's words came to a halt with Chen's index finger.
"Don't say that bad thing again. Forever, you're my smartest brother. It's just that your memory is being disrupted today" Chen said firmly.
"What if we assume, this calamity is your cut form for the next few months?" chen is very different when he talks to his two sisters compared to the family who raised him.
"But if I don't recover how? I don't even remember who you are, despite the fact that you are my brother. Hiks, I'm so useless. Why should my memory be lost, Brother Chen. Actually, which memory does God want to erase from my mind, brother?"
Aisyah's cry made Chen's heart ache even more. She was sad to see her sister grieving, blaming herself while patting her head constantly.
"Ai, enough!"
"You know how much it hurts me to see your current condition, huh? I'm like a useless brother!" snapped Chen slammed the hospital plate, he also patted his own chest hard.
A tuar!
The sound was clear, making Joseph and Adam who were there shocked. They ran into the room occupied by Aisyah.
"Astaghfirullah hal'adzim, what's wrong?" ask Yusuf.
"Sister Chen why is it so fast. I haven't even deciphered the meaning of your words yet," Aisyah covered her ears.
"My head hurts to think, brother. Please speak in the language I understand." Aisyah's silent cry of grief rendered her helpless.
Joseph tried to calm Aisha. Chen could only be silent, clenching his hands with a sharp look toward his sister. Not felt, her tears dripping. His eyelids can't hold him anymore.
It's so sweet, a sister can love her sister so much. A missed childhood made Chen very angry. He gritted his teeth, then walked out of the room.
"Damn!" objurgation.
"Chen," said Adam.
"Drink first, son. If you want to cry, let's cry. Just let out his voice, no papa. It must be really hard, right if held like this?" joseph's words made Aisha cry out.
"I made Brother Chen angry, Father. Please, make him understand, Dad. I really want to remember everything, I don't know where my basic language skills are, but I'm heartbroken to see Brother Chen disappointed like that, Dad." whined Aisyah.
Joseph hugged his daughter tightly. Didn't expect a princess who had always looked so tough, could be fragile in front of her brother. Aisha really changed that day. Like a little girl who wants to be noticed by everyone.
Adam caught up with Chen who was very upset. In fact, until the vase was kicked by Chen. Saying by swearing came out of Chen's mouth.
"God has never been fair to me. He separated me from my biological family first, then kept me from the Wang family all the way to America. Not to mention, right now my Ai is forgetting me. Is it not worth living, God? his gerrick.
"Well, if this will be You . I will raise the flag of war. Come on, let's see who it is!" Chen said that, because he did not have any faith.
He is an agnostic, but often doubts that God or God is real. Chen could only hold the wound alone. Adam's voice came from behind the wall of the hospital. "Patience, this is the hospital, Chen." said Adam.
Chen just wanted healing from Aisyah. Recollecting all the memories of being with him in Bangkok and China long ago.
"All of this requires a process. We should enjoy the process sincerely. If the doctor says so, surely Aisyah can recover and will soon remember you back. So please, just be patient for a minute" Adam said.
"process? Ai will heal long if she is in this hospital! I'll take him overseas!" ketus Chen's.
Adam knew that Chen was red because Aisyah had temporary memory loss. However, Adam also refused if Aisha wanted to be taken abroad. Adam tried to make Chen not rash by taking an action.