
Ever since Jimmy found out her husband was married, Nina became even more reserved. Although the problems she faced were very hurtful and her feelings but Nina wanted to remain strong. His journey is just beginning, there are many things he still has to do. Undenied tears at any time melted by itself considering the fate that overflowed him greatly hurt him.
"I'd better go to mom's house" Nina murmured.
Nina finally went to her mother's house. The heart that was like being sliced open, made Nina weakly helpless. The appetite disappeared. His eyes were empty, but Nina continued to live. It's heavy, but it's destiny. Nina believed that this was a piece of the story God had written for her.
"God is this my life" inwardly Nina.
Nina's mind was poking. Nina did not realize that a middle-aged man was pushing a cart to cross the street.
Gubrakk...
Nina hit the man's wagon. Luckily Nina was not in a speeding state so the wagon was just spinning in direction and the middle-aged man was just sitting on the road.
Nina's shocked not a reed. For a moment Nina seemed to lose consciousness. Nina woke up as people crowded around her car.
Nina got out of her car. Nina came straight to the man.
"Sorry sir, are you hurt?", asked Nina while watching the father from toe to toe.
"No neng, you're okay" said the man.
"Thank God it's okay, I thought you were hurt" Nina picked up something in her car.
"This sir is just a massage, forgive my mistakes sir" said Nina while giving five hundred thousand for the man.
"No need to neng father is okay" said the man refused.
"Receive this for my apology, please accept" Nina said, taking the middle-aged man's hand and slipping the money into the man's hand.
People helped the man and his cart to pull over to the side of the road. Nina got into her car and left the place.
Nina arrives at the mother's house. Seeing his mother Nina immediately squandered his mother's embrace. Nina was crying.
"Let's go in. Don't cry outside is not good when you see people" said Ratmi the mother.
Nina and her mother went into the house. Ratmi carried Nina duked in the middle room.
"Cry not to be held, after that you will feel more relieved and light" said the wise mother.
Nina was crying again. Ratmi hugged her eldest son. Ratmi was silent. Let Nina cry. After Nina calmed down a bit, Ratmi opened her voice.
"Mom understands your feelings. You are an adult, the continuation of your household is in your hands, mother can not do much. Jimmy loves you so much, the answer is you" said the mother.
"Sunday Jimmy wants me to join the party, this is a very embarrassing thing mom, I have not given an answer to Jimmy" said Nina.
"That means he does love you, still wants you by his side" the mother said.
"But it's embarrassing Mom" Nina said.
"Does this mean your household ends up here?you gave up, did you?", asked the mother.
Nina fell silent. He tried to digest every word of his mother.
"Do you still love her?", asked the mother carefully.
"It hurt me a lot" Nina said, not answering her mother's question.
"That means there's still love in your heart for her, be with her next week. Jimmy wants you by his side at the wedding, which means your relationship is already at the blessing of Jimmy's parents. Be patient, God is with those who are patient. All there is a silver lining ", said Ratmi the wise mother.
Nina let out her breath. The breath felt heavy. Nina's chest felt full.
"According to your husband's will. Do as you can. If you still want your household to be safe, hang out. I'm sure you can, you're strong. Stop crying, crying won't solve the problem. Pray and rise up. Don't slump. The future awaits you. Your life is long. Try to be strong and always optimistic. Only you can make you happy" Ratmi said.
Nina wiped the rest of her tears.
"Smile" said Ratmi.
"Well that's it, it's more relaxed" Ratmi said again.
"I don't think I'm strong Mom, I hate them, I'm sick of all this, I just want to die" Nina said. Tears flowed back on her cheeks.
"You must be strong. Fight love. After that you will have to work so that your mind is clear not focused on the problem, busy yourself" said the mother while wiping tears on Nina's cheeks.
Nina nodded. He hugged his mother back. Seeking strength from the mother.
Ratmi releases Nina's embrace. He held Nina's face.
"Everyone has their own problems, God will not give trials beyond the ability of his servant. Be patient" the mother advised.
Ratmi got up from her seat towards the back. He soon returned with a glass of water.
"Drink first, we eat later. I'm sure you haven't eaten" guess the mother.
Nina smiled wryly. Nina took over the glass from her mother's hand. Nina gulped down the water that was in the glass without any residue.
"Take a deep breath through your nose and exhale slowly through your mouth, do it a few times to let your chest plump" explained the mother.
Nina obeyed the mother. After that Nina closed her eyes for a while gathering all her strength.
"Would you?", asked the mother.
Nina nodded.
"That kind of thing makes you calmer. Oh yes how is your store already open?", asked the mother to switch the conversation.
"The plan today is starting to open but because I'm still not in the mood maybe tomorrow or the day after just starting to open" said Nina began to calm down.
"Find the employee let a friend talk" said the mother again.
"So Mom happened to come home around there too so even though the lid was a little night they were not afraid to go home" explained Nina.
"Yes you are right, today we are afraid that girls will come home at night. You also take care of your health, eat enough sleep" said the mother again.
"Yes Ma'am", Nina answered briefly.
"Yes, we ate first yuk, my mother was hungry" said the mother holding Nina's hand to the dining table.
"Don't you wait for Adel to eat?" asked Nina.
"Your sister came home in the afternoon, if we eat waiting for him first there we even fainted later. Moreover, the mother is old gini, if you are hungry the knee also shakes" said the mother joking.
Nina laughed at her mother's joke. Ratmi is happy to see Nina has started to cheer up again.
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