TWILIGHT
Chapter 22 "The Puzzle of My Life"

"Bang, not all loads can lift your own brother. Sometimes we need to share to ease the burden that we carry.tell all to me, if you know I can help, at least I can give advice." said Mayang while staring at Cloud pity.

The clouds were silent and still covered his face.

"Bang, same story Mayang bang. Honestly, Mayang heart also hurt my brother sad gini." said Mayang who began to glaze over.

"The nala de ... He prefers Nico over brother. Though the brother who has been with him for a long time, but the brother who is always beside him ... In just a month, he was able to break down my brother. Replacing brother position with Nico, a person he just knew. Although you know this will happen, but you think it will happen this aecepet." said the cloud who could not withstand tightness in his chest.

The cloud tears kept on dripping. He was really devastated by what was happening to him at this moment. Nala was the spirit of her life all this time. But on this day Nala destroyed it all.

"Abang ga know where to start de, this time really can not be covered up again. Even brother gatau way tears brother to not come out" said Awan now really crying.

"Bang, there's nothing wrong if you cry. This malem is all out. The expression all bang. Mayang is here to listen brother. Brother is not alone now, Brother has Mayang, brother also has a father. We're a family bang." said Mayang then let the clouds lean on his shoulder.

The clouds forget all their distress, telling quiet stories of good times with Nala. Condemning himself for being born a loser, and speaking whatever he thinks. Until finally Clouds fell asleep on Mayang's shoulders due to fatigue.

Occasionally Mayang gently rubbed the Cloud's head. Somehow mayang heart mayang felt broken, hear complaints and sadness Awan. He could feel what the clouds were feeling. Until finally Mayang fell asleep by leaning on the head of the Cloud.

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The clouds awaken after an hour of sleep. The cloud only realized that he was asleep on Mayang's shoulders. Gently the cloud tried to change position, and laid Mayang on the sofa. Clouds also cover the body of the mayang to keep warm.

Clouds looked at Mayang's face, visible traces of tears on him, which indicates Mayang also joined in crying when listening to the outpouring of his heart. The clouds smiled, then stroked Mayang's cheeks gently.

"Darling dear brother" said Mayang suddenly in a condition still asleep.

The smiling clouds looked at the delirious Mayang. The clouds decided to leave the room for a walk. The current time shows at 2 am. Somehow, the clouds want to get out of the room and a little walk.

'Crazy, this is a hospital. It turned out to be very quiet if the malem gini, even many dark alleys.' he murmured in his heart.

He walked down that dark hallway. Suddenly the air around became very cold. It turns out that the hallway leads to a park located in the middle of the hospital area.

The clouds watched the very quiet garden. There were only dim lights at a few corners. He began to play with his image, Awan imagines that this time the creepy ghosts of all the patients who died in this hospital.

There are ghostly figures with shattered faces, or there are ghosts of children who are running around, or also the figure of a female ghost in patient clothes, long hair, and a scary face.

'Akh... Why think of Satan. Where is so quiet like this. Udah ah back, serem also long ago.' said Cloud in the heart.

As Cloud turned right, he was suddenly startled by the figure of a middle-aged woman wearing a long-haired patient shirt, as well as carrying an infusion pole.

"YYYYYYY!!!" shouting Clouds.

The middle-aged woman quickly closed the Cloud's mouth.

"Sstt... Crazy you, this is a hospital. I am this human being." said the middle-aged woman.

"Sorry mom, I thought it was a ghost. I'm so sorry." said Awan apologized, with his heart still pounding.

"Yes, no papa. I also apologize for ngagetin masnya ... Em, look, I'd like to ask you a favor, the ac in my room is really cold. I don't understand the small way. Make me unable to sleep" said the middle-aged woman.

"Oh, can ma'am." said Clouds quickly.

"Let's go to mas ... It's the remot."

"Oh it's mom ... Well, this is enough ... It's done, ma'am. I went back to my father's place, ma'am." said Awan after the mastik room was not too cold and the beak woman was back lying in the patient's bed.

"Thank you a lot. If there is no you can not sleep me." said the middle-aged woman.

"She, good night. I closed the door." said Awan then left the room.

This time Awan stepped quickly towards the room of Mr. Yadi. Ever since that incident, he had become as brave as before. Especially when going through a dark hallway, all the imaginations about various forms and types of ghosts, dancing in his mind.

Arriving at the nursery of Mr. Yadi, Awan lang roll out a folding mattress, then he decided to sleep under the blanket.

'when I intend to be anxious in the dark of night, but instead become serem gini si ah.' murmured Clouds cry in his heart.

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"Wake up, it's 5 o'clock. You're still in school, right?" Mayang said trying to wake up Clouds who are still asleep.

"Oh, still so sleepy... Bari sleep this much" said the clouds are still very sleepy.

Apparently Clouds could not immediately sleep, while in the blanket, too much he thought, from Nala to imagine the ghost figure in this hospital.

"Bang banguuuun.." said Mayang who is now shaking the body of the clouds.

"Half hour please" said the cloud, who was still behind the covers.

"Udah aja aja nak, still sleepy like it." said Mr. Yadi.

"Yes, I don't want to wake up again" said Mayang grumbling.

In the end, the clouds were late to school. Luckily he did not get a sentence, because the teachers and staff were holding a meeting related to the national final exam.

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This is my first day not to care about her. After much thought and contemplation, I think I'm beginning to accept and understand.

It's not about him anymore. After I've been sickened by my time bomb yesterday, now I'm trying to rearrange my messy life puzzle.

This time I'll be the lead in my own life. Love is not just a heart. Love is in friendship and family.

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The clouds walked towards her class and passed through Nala's class. From inside the classroom, Nala looked at the Clouds. The difficult feeling of being expressed rippled in Nala's heart. From guilt to unwillingness. But again he realized, if he had chosen his own path by leaving the Cloud.

Time kept turning, now it was three days after Nala chose to leave the Clouds. For three days Nala had not received any greetings and smiles from the clouds. Even when they passed each other though, the clouds always throw their faces or talk to friends who are next to them.

'Wa, my heart hurts so much far from lo, do not get a greeting from lo, you smile towards me aja bergga. It's been three days lo cuekin I Wa, should until when gini continues?' muttered Nala in a heart that was staring at the back of the clouds from a distance.

Unlike Nala, Clouds actually feel better every day. Slowly, but surely, he was able to express his love for Nala. Clouds spend more time with family, studying and working in cafes.

Seriate...