
Mitha once thought about Tama and a woman who was recognized as her friend, despite the absurdity of Mitha.
As long as he knew Tama, he had never seen Tama as familiar and to be alone with a girl friend, if possible with the client was still a natural thing and indeed his job.
However, it was quite different and made her feel uncomfortable. Although after that their relationship remained as usual, there was nothing different at all, but he was worried and felt anxious.
If Tama is cheating, why when their relationship goes to a serious place, when Tama should marry her. Why not just the beginning? Or maybe Tama began to feel bored because they had been together for two years but he did not give much response if asked about marriage.
Sometimes Mitha felt there was a mistake there, but how else, she could not avoid all that. The condition of the mother also makes it not much can do anything.
Moreover, all this time he was not honest with himself, he stalled until this time and the mother was quite severe, although the doctor said the condition of his mother was much better.
Mitha recalled that when she accompanied the control mama the other day, she had a one-on-one conversation with the doctor who discussed her mother's condition.
The doctor said that maybe at this time if he was honest it would add to the problems and burden of mind for his mother, then the only solution is to wait until the condition of his mother is completely recovered.
The doctor also told Mitha that he was too long to buy time that should not be, but to tell everything to the mother was not wrong.
That is why we feel that all the things that happen in his life he himself who seeks his problems is not out of conflict but he brings everyone into the conflict.
Mita realized that from what she had done she sacrificed her lover and also her mother.
"Why daydream?" tanya Windy broke Mitha's daydream.
"You don't think it's natural that guys who already have girlfriends go with other girls?" ask Mitha back to Windy.
"Who? Tama?" Mitha nodded with Windy's question. "What's the same with him? It's not that you guys are okay I see, your relationship is fine too, is it?"
"Yes, our relationship didn't have any problems, it's just that I found Mama control the other day, I saw her in the hospital with the girl, who I don't know who the girl is," mitha said telling me what she saw that day.
"The client may, or they may discuss something about lending funds to the hospital," Windy said, trying to make Mitha think positively.
"No, Win. Tama said the girl was his friend, not his client. If it's a client I'd understand, if it's his friend, which friend try, I just don't know."
Mita re-thinks about what happened to Tama and a woman she recognizes as her friend. It looked strange indeed, but he couldn't possibly ask Tama more.
"I'm jealous, Win," Mitha continued later. "I'm worried and anxious that Tama cheated on me."
"Why about it?"
"According to what I know, usually a man who starts cheating, at first he will be very nice with his girlfriend to cover up his affair, later if you feel he is safe, then, surely the feeling just disappeared and his attitude turned around as if attacking us," Windy replied to Mitha's question.
"If I think there's no problem whatsoever, Tama remains as usual, nothing has changed, his attitude is the Tama I know," Mitha said.
"That means no problem, maybe it's true what he said, if it's just a friend. Do not let our jealousy make what we have built since the beginning just destroyed," said Windy.
Mitha thought about what Windy said. Maybe there was a point, Mitha was too jealous and suspicious of Tama, or maybe because all this time she felt that their relationship was fine, then when there was a gap to suspect Mitha did it.
"Oh well, maybe I'm the one who's suspicious." So Mitha said to calm herself. "By the way you talk, there's something different, what's going on?"
Hearing Mitha's question, Windy just smiled shyly. Moreover, the question reminded him of Doctor Doni.
"Today I was with Doctor Doni to meet again and the relationship was getting closer, and also I did not marry," said Windy with a smile.
"Continue?" mitha asked curious about the continuation of the story.
"Keep I refuse. That's not to say I don't want to accept him, but I want us to think, because we just knew, '" said Windy.
"But you say he's a good guy and your type is really, there's no problem even if you just know. If you think it's appropriate, why not, than later he married another woman."
"Don't dong say Mita I want us to both think first how good it is going forward, about marriage I am agreeing tomorrow also I want, I want to, I'd be cheap if I was with Dr. Doni. You're the same you should think about it even though it's been a relationship for so long."
"But if it's the same thing as me, Windy."
"Same. What difference? You can't get married now with Tama, because aunt Melda is still sick, while I think a million times about getting married and having a partner because I had a trauma if I chose my mama's partner the wrong way, I don't want to do it but I'm afraid it must be there, right," windy again.
Mitha just nodded hearing what Windy said, it was true that all this time she had also said that she would think a thousand times to get married. Moreover, being in a relationship with a man, if one of the consequences will be fatal as what happened with his mother first due to his marriage with the father.
They also talked to each other long enough until finally the break was finished and they returned to where they worked, even though they did not immediately do their work, because the two of them still had time to chat with each other.
Recalling the conversation with Windy, Mitha was currently trying to throw her thoughts and curiosities away at Tama because she did not want her curiosity to destroy everything, he wants his relationship to be fine without an excess of jealousy, he knows Tama and should know her nature as well. The unchanging nature of Tama from the time they were first known to this day.