
"That's it, man. When someone tries hard to live, someone tries hard to die!" utari.
Utari imagines himself always wanting to die and hunting the deadliest missiles to kill himself to a country that is on the brink of war. No matter how many times his body exploded, he was still able to breathe again and came back intact.
Utari stepped slowly towards the large window in the luxurious room. Those almost teary eyes looked out of the room sadly.
"You should still refuse my request!" said the old man.
"Just like you, I used to want to change things, but there's nothing we can change!" utari.
Her tears were now dripping from her eye patch and wetting her cheeks.
"Day, don't be sad I'm sure the almighty must have written a good destiny for you!" said the old man.
The man's spirit drew closer to Utari and hugged the beautiful woman from behind.
"I'll be waiting for you there!" said the old man.
Utari turned around and hugged the old man's spirit body and the girl scolded a hiccup in the old man's arms.
A man who has given so much meaning to life to Utari, a man who has been disinclined by all humans on this earth.
His struggle, his sacrifice for his country, and who knows the secret that the old man has hidden can strike Utari's heart as hard as a rock.
It starts with a little girl trying to save her brother from a forced marriage. With an ill-fated fate, the little girl was able to meet Utari. The little girl with a request wants to be the leader in her war-torn country, making the girl turn into a man.
Because in his country only men can speak and can fight, and women in angap do not have any power. An ignorant Parminangan will change the little girl's whole life. He changed himself into a man and ended up marrying his own brother and sacrificing the two people he loved the most to stop the war in his country.
But until now the war cannot stop, it will not stop and it will not stop. Might as well.
Utari closed her ancient book and looked at the old man who had been in the care of doctors and nurses, in various ways they tried to help the old man. But no one will be able to help him.
Utari was still sobbing, as her unwilling cries stopped almost all the thick makeup on her face had worn off.
"You why?" ask Ask.
Aska immediately approached her sad girl, who was walking in the hallway of the VIP ward.
"I'm hungry!" utari said, she couldn't say if she was rebuking because of an old man.
"Well, we'll eat after this!" said Aska.
Inside the Aska car, laughing softly because he saw Utari was shaking a hiccup to scream. Utari looks very different than usual. The image of a classy woman who is strong and strong is now gone, replaced with a sweet and sweet woman who is whiny and spoiled.
Wipes were scattered in every corner in the car, Utari's face became swollen but it looks funny in Aska's eyes.
"What do you want to eat?" ask Aska, she stroked Utari's messy hair.
"Can you cook?" utari asked Ask Aska, her swollen eyes staring at the man beside her.
"Instant noodles!" said Aska.
"I can't get out in this situation!" utari.
She was indeed messed up, but she still looked sweet and pretty in Aska's eyes.
"Then I'll buy instant noodles at the minimarket and I'll cook them after we get home!" aska said, he stroked the plan Utari's head and refocused with the steering wheel.
Utari was a little stunned by the gentle treatment from Aska, Utari tread looked at Aska's face carefully while thinking about Salendra.
"You why?" ask Ask Ask, Aska knew that Utari was observing him.
"Squeen!" utari said, the girl sneered towards Aska.
"What's so weird?" ask Ask.
"You!" reply Utari.
"Why are you being nice to me?" tanya Utari was confused.
"I didn't tell you to stroke my head, only my family can stroke my head !. If you stroke my head again, I'll make sure you lose one of your arms!" utari Bentak.
Aska just nodded, hearing the ceremony from Utari. He knew Utari liked being treated so sweetly, only he wouldn't admit it.
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Utari and Aska had arrived at the house both entered the house but there was no ghost in the house Utari.
"Where is everyone?" ask Ask.
"They'll leave if it's night!" utari.
"Where?" ask Ask.
"Come away!" utari said, he walked up the stairs and was followed by Aska.
"Aren't you going to cook?" utari asked, she turned around in the middle of the stairs to reprimand Aska.
"I'm scared,!" Aska makes excuses.
"I think I mistakenly recognized you as Salendra!" utari ketus.
Aska just kept quiet, she had just hoped. If he is not Salendra, he has a soul mate even with someone else, not Utari. But this is his wish to meet again with his lover first.
Finished Utari shower they went to the kitchen and cooked noodles together. Utari seemed to be just standing and looking at Aska who was busy preparing all by herself.
"You like vegetables!" aska said, Utari only nodded with a sumringah face.
"You don't like it too much!" aska said, she always looked at Utari with a smile between her cooking process.
"Do you like crushed eggs or whole eggs?" ask Ask.
"Noooo!" utari.
Aska also put the egg at the end and approached Utari who was standing not far from him. Thin sleeping pajamas with transparent long kimonos that caress beautifully on Utari's body. Plain face without makeup polish that is very liked by Aska, making Aska's heart beat uncalled.
"How about I stay here, at night you'll be alone and lonely!" said Aska.
"If I'm bored I'm gone too!" utari.
"Where?" ask Ask.
"To look like a friend, or to drink intoxication!" utari.
"You drink alcohol?" ask Ask in shock.
"That's all that makes me forget this world for a moment!" sigh Utari.
"Don't drink anymore!" said Aska.
"Your noodles are ripe!" utari said as she pointed at the stove with her chin.
"You can put the dishes on the table!" said Aska.
Utari took the plate and the glass and the cutlery and brought it to the dining table, the girl immediately sat down and enthusiastically looked at the instant noodles made by Aska who had just been placed in front of her.
"Where's mine?" ask Aska, there are no plates on her desk yet.
"Take it yourself!" utari said, the sweet girl had already taken her noodles from the pot.
Aska seemed to want to get angry, but when he saw Utari's priesthood when eating hot noodles he immediately shut up.
"I think I can be full when I see you eat!" said Aska.
Utari with her mouth full said, "Don't eat then!" Utari without caring about Aska's gaze at her continued to feed the hot noodles into her mouth.