
Heeemmm where is she.. ??
From the time I finished the bath earlier, I did not see the Lord, hmmm... did he go back to the castle..?? but why not tell me first?.
I walked to the window and saw the twinkling stars, I pondered in the night.
I don't think he likes it when I talk about kids, heem. I feel like I'm really pathetic.
My heart ached and my breath felt tight wanting it to feel like I was screaming as hard as I could.
Though I wanted to be more useful for her, whereas I wanted to erase her suffering but why, why can't I..!! I always bother him and keep him hurt.
No use...!!! I'm really useless..!!!
And finally the tears that I could not bear spilled from between my eyes, tonight I decorate with my sobs.
" hiks. hyix.. Lord what... what should I do.. ??! " i was talking moaning while looking up at the sky.
" i have to how...?! "
I kept crying in the dim moonlight, until suddenly there was a voice that made me stop.
" lucky "
I was shocked instead of playing, the Lord who suddenly appeared hugging me from behind, instantly with a reflex I immediately turned to him.
" Lord.. a. I thought you were back at the castle.. ?? " i'm a little embarrassed because I was caught crying bitterly.
" how can I go if my queen here is so sad.. "
I was immediately bowed to God's words, he tilted his head trying to look at me with his sweet smile.
But I was too embarrassed to see it, so I kept my head down.
" Maya look at me.. "
I kept my head down, my sadness was controlling me at this moment.
God narrowed his eyes.
" aac.. The lord..! "
Suddenly he carried me and took me flying up.
" God where are you taking me.. ?? "
" sstd.. Shut up "he said with a smile on me.
And we finally stopped.
" Maya look. "I turned my head.
As soon as I was so amazed to see it, the whole moon that shone beautifully and felt very close, was able to make my eyes lulled, the warm light hit us plus a twinkle of stars that add to his senses, I until the gawk made him.
" you like.. ?? " ask Lord.
" e eem. "I replied with a cheerful nod still enjoying the beauty in front of me.
Beautiful, the view is indeed very beautiful, I can even see everything from up here.
She smiled sweetly at me.
" Maya embrace my neck.. "
I did exactly what he told me to do.
" eemmd.. "
I was wide-eyed Lord feeling and slowly kissing me, until long ago I began to enjoy the warmth that God gave me, I closed my eyes enjoying the kiss of God.
" Mayas.. "
" yes. ?? "
" are you really serious about that kid... ?? " God is staring hard at me.
For a moment I was silent.
" well Lord.I'm serious, I want to be more useful to you.. "
" do you know the risk.. ?? " said the Lord with a sharp look towards me.
" i know, but I've convinced myself, I don't want you to be alone anymore, so before I die, I'll do my best.. "
God just kept quiet and looked at me sharply with his red eyes, I really did not know the meaning of that gaze.
" all right, " said the Lord in a heavy voice.
Instantly I was very shocked by the Lord's reply which I really did not expect.
" but listen to this well, "I was serious about listening to what he wanted to say.
" if you lose your life because of that child, I will be the first creature to hate you the most. Even to your generation and you reincarnate thousands of times, I will still hate you, I will curse you to the end of the world.. "
How shocked I was, God said such a thing, I was really shocked to hear it.
Maybe he was so scared if I lost my life and he would definitely blame himself.
" Lord..? "
" i really hate you for forcing me Maya, I can't see you sad, so I'll do it for you.. "
I see there's fear on God's face, I know what he's feeling and I'm taking a big risk but I'm not going to back down, it's my decision.
I immediately caressed the Lord's face and tried to convince him.
" it's okay Lord, I'm sure I can do whatever the risk is I'm ready." I smiled at him.
" Maya are you really sure.. ?? please think again.. " God looks sad.
" yes, I'm sure "my answer remains chuckle.
The Lord was silent for a moment by continuing to stare intently at me, then in a heavy voice he uttered it again.
" alright.. "