VERLORENS
Chapters 10

Chapters 10

“ Rachel now you can go home but remember, take the medicine yes !” the doctor said with a smile

“ Guardian Rachel, Suryati's mother, so Rachel is experiencing DIMENSIA SENELIS because she often thinks that she is very lonely, and that is bad for her and her growth, she said, I was afraid that this would threaten his psychological well-being, so make sure someone was always loyal to him to reduce the chances that he would become a little confused. I give some drugs to reduce the symptoms of frequent fainting, always confine themselves in the room, and his appetite is not as usual, please control ya bu. ” said the doctor

“ Thank you doc ” said mother then we came out of the doctor's room and went home “ Inget Ra, if anything - what to say with mother, mother, mother is ready to make you dreadin ” said mother when the trip home

Arriving at the dormitory.

“ Rachel ! ! ” “ Hi ! Rachel ” “ Rachel ” “ You where to ra ? We miss you ” I answered their questions – with a smile

“ Oh yes bun, which phone am I on ? ” my question while suggesting my hand “ Momentarily take it first yes ” said mother. I want to sleep in the room ah. .. I have a headache as if - will be squeezed – squeeze

Tok tok tok... (someone knocking on the door) “ Rachel, mom find you where to go ? It turns out that in the room, here, the phone hand, you are confused how you can have such a sophisticated object it turns out because your father is capable anyway.The battery is still there, because the mother lives in a state of death, because the mother is still in a state of death, mother come out first yes, want to make a child bath – children, so you rest first just here, in the hospital you have a bath, right, mother stay yes ” said mother while giving my phone

Hah .. (sighs ) should have been, Daniel don't go, he should have stayed by my side, here ! eh ... how many of these messages from HAH ! ! ! From Daniel ?

From: Daniel

. Ra, actually I didn't go far, I just wanted you to be safe, which they were after it was me ! it's not you, so I just want to keep a little distance from you you know I can't be without you

. Rachel, how are you there ? In that big house ?

. How many children ra ?

. Rachel ! You're not bales? Oo .. maybe low battery because I do not give the charger, sorry yes, minjem people first, later I love by post

. Tungu yaa ! ! !

. Where have I sent you ?

. Ra, now I see you playing with other kids, until you get wet

. My routine is now in the library and reading ra books, and our rich story should be a book !

. Must be awesome ! ! !

. Ra, how could you not find the charger that I sent ya, would I send again? My money is still aaaaaak

. Ra, crashing?

. Ra dang, I'm starting puberty ! I'm starting to think about slovenly things, how is that ?

, I finally read romance books deh, abisnya make deg - deg an

. Today I got a job but as a street sweeper, nothing to continue my school

. Said the book I read yesterday, I can take the school package ! ! !

. But take school in the form of a package where is it ? You know ?

. Oh yeah, you never got out of that house ? You're not in school ?

. How's your graduate ?

. Don't you want to walk with me ?

. I miss that old house in the middle of the woods. How are you ?

. You seem to like that big house so much, you've forgotten me ra ?

. There was a mature woman like she was my age, she named me, I was born what year, I have to answer how many ra ?

. He said my face looks young

. Looks like this woman likes me, did I just leave you ?

. Ha ha ha ha quiet - calm down, I am a loyal man

. Eh, he expressed his feelings to me, how should I?

. Ah, sorry ra, I accepted her to be my girlfriend

. I'm not lying, I may have left my beloved sister

. Our age is far away now.

. Uh .. This morning I was helping mothers who were moving junk and helping her, she told me, I'm a good kid, I'm a good kid, handsome and he said that if I had a wife, my wife would be very happy

Do I look old ra? So mom – mom thought that I was married

. Here's my picture when I take a picture in the park in the middle of town

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. Ra, what else?

. Come on, come home from work

You have not enjoyed my salary, yes, .. dong exit I wait in front of the road ya

Ra, you don't want a way out, raaaaa

. Uda malem, you gamau out I wait loh .. yaudah deh I go home yes, drugs..

. Ra, I was in an accident. So I took the streets again, uh …. The handle of the broom panjag was hit by a car my body was rejected and hit by a car behind him, so it hurts

. But it's in bandages, so you don't worry about it,

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. See it sacrificed?

. The doctor said I can't walk first, so wait for me to heal and then get out of the big house

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. This is a good view of the hospital …

Free again, due to an accident while working

. Ra, our forest is burning ra ! ! ! the woods that had his old house, how is this ? in 1 hour if you do not come out I will go to the forest alone, for me the house is very valuable ra,

. I finally got a taxi, I got in first …

Huaaaa ~ ~ ~ ~ our old house also burned, how dong Ra? The important thing is that you are safe love you Ra!

. Ra, there are those who follow me from yesterday, from my pass to the forest

. You ?

. Poliddsssd

. Policeman

. Well, even though it's been two months, why are they still ngincer me anyway ?

. Ra help me, I'm here in your big house

. Ra please ! !

. I trust you ra ! ! !

. Raaa ! ! ! I ran to the highway well, make nyamar ! in the crowd - people

Babai .. love you Rachel Sandiaangan

Uh ? Daniel ? Daniel ?

I ran crying and holding my phone, I cried hard, hard, when I needed Daniel, Daniel was always there, and when Daniel needed me, I was never by his side, how is this ? Akkh .. This TIRED feeling again, me, me

brugh ! (i fell down)

Ah ... My head hurts, though,

Mother came and immediately hugged me, “ You are okay - what ra ? Mommy is worried, why the hell are you running - run while crying so ? ” Ask mom while stroking my head

“ Mother ~ ~ ~ oh, my phone where bun ? ” asku “ Oh, your phone is damaged, mother service first deh, because of the power you love very same phone so mother directly service ” said mother, mother, then mother asked again “ Indeed what is Ra ? Try the story first with mother ”

“ Bundaaa ~ it turns out Daniel sent me a message, he had a lot of distress because of me, because I .. he got hit by a car, then alone, he got a new lover, then our old house fires, and, he's been stalking me all along, he's watching me, he's loyal, even he's waited a long time, oh ! ! ! so the bush that likes to move on its own is it ? oh, my God, I didn't realize it. He was lonely, while I was playing with – children, and in the message, there was the last he sent written, ‘I love you Rachel Pandiangan’ destroyed me ! I feel I am useless to live, why am I not the only one who is dead ? … .” said me while crying sniffled – sedu

“ Eits ! ! don't talk like that, it's all fate, you have to accept it with grace, Rachel knows that Daniel loves Rachel so much, that he sacrificed himself, so that you ! Rachel look at ! to be able to live safely and comfortably, that's what Daniel wants, so you just have to make it happen, which is to live safely and comfortably, you have to realize Daniel's wish, that's his last wish, that's his last wish, that's your absolute duty in this case, so Rachel should be healthy, don't make Rachel's life disturbed because this thing understands ? ” said mother, then I nodded

“ This mother graduated psychopath huh ? ” Ask me “ Not a psychopath, but a psychologist ” replied mom with a smile

“ Rachel know ? ” Ask mom “ No, why ? ” answer

“ Mother, also a writer loh, mother wants to make your story into a book, and you can determine what title you want to give or whatever it is, can you allow it to mother ? ” Ask mom

“ Em... wait until home yes, Rachel thought first ” I said while stylized thinking, mommy smiled implied saying that ‘ yes, this child ’

“ How to Ra ? May ? ” Ask your mother when breakfast “ Wait a minute ya bun, ” answer me and immediately run to my room,

“ Can kok bun, but do not forget to put this ” I said while giving a paper tear “ What is this Ra ? ” Ask your mother while looking - look at that piece of paper “ That was the first poem made by Daniel, but it uses our language. ” answer me “ can I know what the meaning of this symbol – ? ” Ask mom

“ May, but when mom posted my story, do not write it means, it's a secret ” answered me, then mom nodded

I saw you again today

On the streets of crowds

Put your hair behind your ear

Can I put you in my mind ?

I put my feelings in this book

After the moon, early in the morning

These words are heading towards you

“ Wah, but it seems like it is not a poem ” said mother “ I also do not know mother hehe .. ” said I

“ Mother my phone is healed ? because I want to write a message to Daniel message in my ledger ” more while continuing breakfast “ Later mom check first yes to the store, he said anyway not long, should now be finished ? ” says mother

“ Where's bun ? Not healed yet ? ” my question when you come home from the store “ Ra, try to be honest with mother where you can a phone as sophisticated as that ? omnya said that this phone should not have been bought, and there you ? try to explain to mother ” said mother “ Kan mother knows that this phone from Daniel, Daniel took it from the store, then gave it to me, so Daniel just put his money near his phone, so Daniel just put his phone, maybe, but do not know also, how about bun ? Gabisa's back on my phone ? ” Ask me

Mother shook her head, then unconsciously tears fell and rolled down my cheeks.

“ How can bun ? Not if we hold the phone, the phone becomes ours ? How can bun? That's the only proof that Daniel cares about me so much, mother please ! come, we go to the store bun, ayoo, aaa ~ ~ ” my tears

I don't understand why the world would separate me and Daniel ? what a mess, I feel aakh .. Tired of this again

“ Come on, let's mama temenin, but you don't cry yes, don't ever think that you are yourself ” take the mother and the mother pulled me into the car and we went to the store

“ Sorry son, we can not, tomorrow this phone we will hand over to the center to reset ” said om “ I beg om, just my phone only, only my phone, how much the hell is it? I buy kok .. ” my request “it is not a matter of price, if you want to buy, we have to give a new one, therefore, this phone we reset first, if you want to buy, we have to give you a new one, ” replied his om who sounded very rational

“ Not ! ! ! Do not reset, DO NOT ! ! I just need it, that's it, I just want his chatan, his chatan ! ! I just want that ! Can't you copy the message ? I just need the message, the message from Daniel I beg you, I beg you, om don't know huh ? my life has been very complicated and I want to complicate it again ? Want to listen to my life ? maybe only 100 people of the human population on earth experience life as complicated as my life, look ! ! I'm only 12 years old 9 months and 1 week, but the way I say the word is like an adult isn't it ? I was also surprised om, even I did not graduate from elementary school because of this problem!! Now you want to complicate it ? ” said

This is the most annoying thing in life, when you are angry - angry, and angry - angry. When your tears fall, you must be very upset by such an incident. Me too

Mother cried behind me then a woman came out of nowhere she listened to my story and said “ They only need a copy, only a copy, can you ? I'm sorry about this kid ”

“ Alright, om will give you a copy, you do not cry again yes son, wait here a minute om barking it first behind ” said om while stroking – smooth my hair

I smiled at my mother, and only realized that she was really crying

“ Nih, do not lose ya, because I will not give a copy again ” said om it “ Thanks om, we go home first yes, drugs ! ” I said while waving - hand wave “ Heart – hearts ! ” says om

Asik, dapet a copy of chat from Daniel, later at home can directly temple deh .. haa. Got stuff to remind me of Daniel

Ah ~ ~ it is time I separated from mother yati, my father has picked up and said the case is finished, heavy to release mother yati, he is a good person, understanding and very loving, he is a good person, I am so proud of mother yati, that I promoted mother yati to father, and father just said

Your happiness is your happiness

I don't know what it means, but it seems like a good news note, it turns out that my mother was right, that my father loved me very much, even though I wasn't his real son. Mother is right about everything, everything, maybe because she is a psychopath, eh .. not ..