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Chapter 9's

Chapter 9's

“ Mother, mother ... next week I go home huh ? Later I go home where mom, it seems like dad no longer cares about me. And again I should have graduated from elementary school, surely father will be very angry when he met me ” I said while looking down

“ Impossible, your father must love you, because you are his son ” said mother “ But I am not his biological son, because you are his son, I'm just a pickling boy who is not his flesh and blood at all ” said I who suddenly began to cry

“ You are not his flesh blood ? ” Ask mom

“ iyah, so father said, when I was about 3 months old, my father and biological mother had an accident, and only me and my mother survived, because the balloon in front of my father's steering wheel did not appear out so my father's head was hit hard so that it could not be saved, then my mother married again because she could not take care of me alone, that's my father now. My real mother had cervical cancer, I didn't know what it was, and she died. And my new father remarried a rich girl, impressed elegant, beautiful then at first he looked very loving my father and it turns out his new wife cheated on me before my eyes, that's why I think no one will love me, because none of them have me ” obviously me while crying bitterly

“ Me, I also know you are not my son, and I know, too, if other children are not my children but I still love and love them as I love and love my child, even though there will be those who leave, I am sincerely born and inwardly, I am, because everything is just the care of God, so I believe that your father loves you like his son” explained mother yati while stroking - elus my hair.

The tears at the end of my eyes finally fell, and we hugged each other for the final farewell.

“ Ra, later in the afternoon join the mother to the police station yes, mother want to report your story, this is, but take it easy about your book it will be safe because I do not record it as proof ” said mother while rubbing clothes

“ Mother, which phone do I have ? Mommy promises me ” I said while reserve the hand “ Later after from the police station yes, later mama immediately love after the report ” said mother. Believe me I give to mother yati, haah ~ ~ ~ leganya I after so long have not heard the voice of Daniel. Maybe now he has voiced like grandpa – grandpa hi hi hi hi hi hi hi

At the police station, the police chief's office

I'm no stranger to this room, for some reason, like being in my own house. When mom is talking on the sofa that I sit in the chair of the head pack, Aah ~ ~ ~ turn right to left, waa ~ ~ cold

Suddenly someone came without knocking on the door, with a grim face then said “ Sir, we have found the criminal, he we have killed directly, so the case will not spread to the government sir, in accordance with what you ordered ” said the person who looks like an accomplice of the police father

Wait, what did he say ? Kill ? So the father of the police, which I think well this can kill people, waa ~ ~ I did not expect, indeed this world is cruel, without reason, an, I wonder how patient the victims are with such a security system

“ Eh... pskiater's mother who rehabilitates the victim huh ? relax ma'am, this case will be over, so I'm calm, we killed the culprit, even though it looks not him but, uh, fingerprints show that it's him ” said the newly arrived uncle.

“ Hey old uncle what do you mean? Who killed who ? ” I said while pointing at uncle “ Eh, there is the victim, how are you doing son ? Start to improve ? ” said the uncle while walking near me

“ Uncle ! ! ! ! Uncle killed Daniel ? Uncle killed my brother ? The innocent man ? You're crazy, aren't you ? I've said it many times, that he's not a murderer! Why don't you believe me, the chief also has read . . . . ” I said then stood up from the chair and walked towards the police chief

“ Father said you believe in me ! You've already said that Daniel and I are innocent but why did you punish him ? He ... he .. he father kill ! Father said I BELIEVE, I willingly obey my father to live with the mother yati, I follow the father's words that I have to admit in public that Daniel is a strange person ! But why is a father like that to me?, I guess the father is a person I can trust ” I said while crying and then sat holding his feet

“ Please, you must trust me that it is Daniel. He is Daniel, and he doesn't kill people, please turn him on, why doesn't anyone believe me, all I tell you is the truth ! ! ! mother trust me ? ” my tears at the police station.

“ I'm sorry Mr. Rachel, I forgot to ever give the task to my men, I didn't know it would be like this, I just want this case to be finished because I feel sorry for you, you also feel sorry for yourself, where no one believes in your father and you, I really regret it Rachel, I apologize, I really forgot \-right dad, I forgot, forgive father ” said the father of the police chief while prostrating in front of me, it seems he was right \-right regret it

“ What is this ? I don't understand what \- what's here ? Why is everyone crying ? What's up ? did I make a mistake, chief ? ” Ask the newly arrived uncle

Huaaaaa .... ..... .... .... .. \(my crying at the police station \) My mind is screwed, everything is ruined there is nothing more I can hope for in my life, me, me, I don't understand the situation, and I don't want to understand, what should I do ? What was my mistake ? Where can I lean in a situation like this ?

Something came to my mind, that I. Rachel Pandiangan who just turned 12 years and 9 months old. I've experienced something heavy like this. I don't understand anymore, all I think about is that I. JUST ME. Who's been through the most chaotic mess in life. Who experienced the most absurd event in this life

Fall prostrate I made that situation, everything, everything has been taken! Deprived, can time not turn when I am with Daniel ? chaos !

Aaaagh .. I am tired, tired, from the death of my father, my new father who was super busy, my mother's death because of cancer, and I myself, who was a good friend, then became a friend, being my lover, then after that happiness, the happiness that comes from such a simple person

The world forbids me to be happy, the world stretches our time, our age, and now the world separates us, we are completely separated and we will never see each other again. I'M TIRED of all this tired ! ! ! I'm not strong yet, and I won't be strong I'm very TIRED

.We keep this love in a photograph, we made this memories for ourselves and time forever frozen still.

BGS: Photograph – Ed Sheeran

Rachel:

Daniel:

No one can rewrite the star, how can you say you’ll be mine?, everything keep us apart. And I am not the one you were meant to find … …

Rachel:

You know I want you, it’s not a secret I try to hide, but I can’ have you, we’ to break and my hands are tied

BGS: Rewrite The Star – James Arthur, Anne Marie

Kresek … . Where, you are ..... empty feels my life without you, whether ... kresek kresek …

Sound: Hollow

Sound, I heard a sound, like the sound of a broken cassette, akh .. please turn it off, ish ... how bright, where is this ? white blanket, hose, infusan, a mother - mother, uh .. not this mother yati. How is there a mother? It's like

Hospital

I grabbed my mother's hand located in my stomach, “ Bun, ” I said “Emh ... You are aware, ah ~ thank goodness .. ” said mother while smiling at me

“ How can I get here bun ? Can you play the song bun ? Looks like the radio signal is ugly ” I said while pointing towards the source of the sound then, I tried to sit, akh .. felt very heavy. Mother turned off an object in the corner of this room, then sat back by my side

“ Yesterday, at the police station you passed out, and everyone panicked, including the police chief, this is his apology letter to you ” explained mother yati “ Did my father come bun ? ” my question while tidying up my hair sam random – scramble. “ Yesterday he came, but you are not yet awake, so he entrusts you to mother ” explained mother while tying my hair

Tok tok tok .. (the sound of someone knocking on the door) then a beautiful nurse came in carrying a tray containing food on it “Excuse me, this is lunch, spent yes. Don't forget to take the medicine ” the nurse said then just leave

“ Bun, am I alone here ? Why this room only has 1 bed, it is wasteful, there ! Should be able to bed again, even there is a tv - it's huge. Eh... is that a flower for me to bun ? ” asku while pointing at – nintu and see all corners of the room

“ Mother also does not know, as far as mother, the fewer rooms the more expensive the payment, maybe the police chief feels very guilty to you, so he gave an invisible apology, he said, if the matter of the flower you do not know, maybe it is just a decoration here, not for you ” Obviously mother while pulling the table and put food in front of me

“ Ha ? The chief of police who paid ? but why ? Is my father among the capable ? ” my question, then mother feed me, and my mouth is full. Mother just shrugged both shoulders simultaneously, like saying that she did not know

After running out of this unclear porridge, my mother told me to drink the soup that had not been touched at all, reflected my face into that tasteless soup

“ Mother ! ! ! How do my eyes swell ? ” my question while looking for a mirror. “ You were crying yesterday, so swollen, mother aja wonder if there are people who can cry when sleeping. Hadeh .. You are ” said mother while tidying up the tableware, and removing it from my presence

Aah ! ! So while dreaming that I cry, but the backsound of my dream is very good, do not understand anymore, as if – will I am the character of the song.

“ You rest first, later you wake up in 10 minutes to take medicine ” Mother said then pulled the blanket towards me

While sleeping I looked at the mother who was tying her hair, it crossed my mind to thank the mother, the mother who at first I thought was evil for injecting me, it turned out she was good, very good

“ Oh yes mother, our dorm how bun ? Who takes care of it ? ” Ask me “ Mother friend has handled it ra, so do not worry okay ! ” said mother while stroking my hair, “ Mother, thank you yes, so long mother very good with me, mother is married yet ? ” Ask me while pitched funny

“ New year yesterday mother passed, the time to want to marry directly, besides also rich no one wants to be the same mother ” replied Mother Yati “ Maybe my new father wants ” said that remains funny

Mother shook her head with a smile then walked towards the toilet