Virgilio Girls
6

Just like yesterday, today I had breakfast with Erik, Girl and Erly. We tell a lot of first things about Karan's smile that they rarely see, second about Karan's behavior to me yesterday, Karan's behavior to me, they were surprised Karan who coldly rarely smiled and rarely spoke as pampered as that.

“It was really a very, very rare sight Karin, we who were here from childhood with her alone never saw her that spoiled” Girls are like gossipy mothers, he never misses the latest news here. “Sunday you really were the dream masters of the Guard”

Me, Erik and Erly nodded in agreement. It was a pleasure to have breakfast with those who always made me laugh.

After breakfast, they returned to their activities and I had no idea what to do today. As Karan said yesterday, he had a complete break in his room. I intended to go back to my room to sleep for a while but there was a female Guard calling out to me, they invited me to speak in the hallway of the classroom.

They are Karan fans, I think it's natural. Karan is handsome, strong and smart. They gave me an envelope containing a letter and a gift box that I had no idea what it contained.

“Karan was lucky to have a master like Karin” greeting that Guard girl and left while waving her hand.

‘I'm also lucky to have a reef as my Guard'

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Today is the day of the bond. Binding is done at night, I'm happy because Karan will be my guardian. Knowing how hard he tried for me and loved me. I hope Karan and I can be good friends.

Right now I am sitting under a fairly shady tree surrounded by beautiful lavender flowers, accompanied by very cool air. A great place to relax and throw away negative thoughts.

“Mother? Mom how can you be here?” I asked a 35-year-old woman, she looked so beautiful in a simple white dress. She smiled pretty.

I stood up and sat down from my seat, and immediately hugged her. I cried so much, I never met him just looking at the photos given by my father.

“Mother where have you been?” my voice was stinging because of my crying. “Did you never miss me? don't you want to see me get married? don't you want to see my graduation? don't you want to tie and comb my hair? My gun? wearing the same dress as you? and go on vacation every weekend with me? Do you love me?”

My crying did not stop. I want to ask him why he left me with my father. I also want to play laugh with her, I need her so much, I need the affection of a mother I have never felt.

“Mother's son is very beautiful” the first time I heard mother's voice so soft, she hugged me tightly and full of warmth.

My cry grew louder as my mother spoke, my breath was wheezing. I miss him so much. Hugely.

Dad was very nice to me, everything I wanted to obey but still, I needed a mother, to feel what other children felt.

Suddenly my embrace felt empty the figure I was hugging disappeared, a figure I really needed right. Mom just disappeared. “Where's mom? Mother?”

As my vision darkened, I reopened my eyes. I had unknowingly fallen asleep by leaning my back against the tree trunk.

“Means only dream”

My chest is so tight, a feeling of pain. The figure in the dream is still something I feel. I cried, I wanted to be hugged and leaned on someone's shoulder to forget this very sad feeling.

About 10 minutes I cried, my eyes were red, my nose was runny. Removing the rest of my tears on my cheeks. My breath was still wheezing, and my chest was still very claustrophobic.

I stood up and cleaned my clothes and skirts from the ground and dried leaves. I want to go to the bedroom so I don't feel sad anymore.

I passed through the lavendel, passing through several rooms and also the female Guard dormitory building. Then I entered the field, there were male Guards who were practicing physically.

“Here Karin” voices Master Laiz sitting on the sidelines, it seems like he is watching the male Guards for physical training.

I approached him and sat next to him. Master Laiz looked puzzled by the sight of my face. My eyes are still red and my nose is still swollen.

“What's Karin? is there a problem?”

I just shook my head. It felt unable to speak, slowly my tears came down, my tears instantly wiped away and smiled at Master Laiz.

Master Laiz immediately hugged me and I cried again and again. His embrace is very warm. For some reason I was so close to Master Laiz, he already considered me like his own son.

For nearly 5 minutes I cried in Master Laiz's arms, forcing me to stop crying. She let go of her embrace and wiped my tears, she stroked my hair gently. Master Laiz embraced me and rested my head on his shoulders.

I looked towards the field, I didn't realize Karan was there. Karan looked at me flatly, Karan and his friends were riding on horseback by holding rocks on their shoulders.

Karan and his friends bare-chested, their burly bodies there. Karan looks the youngest among his friends. Karan's body and height also sow his friends.

Master Laiz took off his embrace and he stood up to his students in the field. Master Laiz spoke to them to rest for a moment, as the others left the field. Master Laiz and Karan stayed there they seemed to be chatting about something yet I did not hear it.

After they finished talking Master Laiz waved his hand at me and walked towards a room while Karan walked up to me with a slight run, he still did not put on his clothes.

Karan was sitting next to me, where Master Laiz was sitting earlier. “so I saw you crying, did something happen?” a flat face becomes a face full of worry.

I just shook my head. There was a slight scream behind me, I looked back. There were 8 female guards there and one of them met me this morning.

“They like you so much Karan” I smiled at him but he looked at me flatly. “I'm fine no need to worry Karan”

“I'd love to hug you but I'm not wearing my clothes and sweat is still a lot”

I laughed hearing that. “Hai Karan by the way your body is pretty good” said I removed his worries. Karan smiled shyly, so he threw his face the other way. “No need to throw your face Karan, I can see your smile from here” I hold his head and leave it to me. I smiled seeing her red face.

Karan put his head on my shoulder, just like I did with Master Laiz earlier. “It looks like the girls will be jealous to see us let alone your girlfriend”

“I don't have a boyfriend”

“I heard you were close to when one of the girls was here”

“I just love you”