Virgin Tumbar
Baffled

This morning I woke up from my sleep, when I saw the clock that was on the nightstand turned out to show the time at 04.00 am.

I immediately got out of bed and stepped my feet towards the bathroom, I did my bathing ritual using warm water that directly poured from the top of the shower.

Warm and feels soothing, making my body that still feels sore can be even better.

Actually I still feel confused until now, how can I go through my first night unconsciously.

Only my body was hurting, even my bones were like a crumble. I was like a victim of a python but still survived death.

However, I don't want to dispute that anymore. Maybe it's because it's a result of me getting married without my blessing

Slowly I rubbed my body using a sponge that had been poured with liquid soap on it, as soon as my memory turned to mas Aldo.

I wonder in my heart, what is he doing now? Are you still asleep or awake?

I felt so guilty for ignoring my husband, I impatiently asked him to marry me.

However, with a stand I left him alone in his house without taking care of him at all.

However, all of this happened not solely because I wanted to be an ungodly wife. But, I was so afraid that my father would get angry and try to separate us back.

Even I was so afraid that my father would lock me up and not allow me to be reunited with Aldo.

"Sorry, Mas. Forgive Arumi," I said softly.

Hopefully Aldo can understand me, I rushed like this because I love him so much.

It only took me fifteen minutes to complete my bathing ritual, I immediately came out of the bathroom, dressed in full clothes and immediately prepared for dawn prayer.

For a long time I did not perform the congregational dawn prayer, I also took the initiative to immediately wear mukena and get out of my room.

I want to pray together with my father, hopefully he will wake up, I thought.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

I knock on the door slowly, I really hope that you wake up from your sleep.

Because I really want to pray together with my father, I really hope.

"Sir!" call slowly.

"Yes, wait!" I heard my voice coming from inside.

Shortly afterwards, he was seen opening the door to his room. He looks very handsome using a cocoa shirt complete with a sheath.

Even he also used a white peci on his head, very handsome.

"Well, how did you tumben you to your father's room so early in the morning?" asked the father while watching my appearance, he smiled when he saw me who was wearing a mukena.

"Pengen salat with the Father" I said.

The father smiled, and then he invited me to pray in the mosque behind the house.

"We pray in the mosque then, so that we can all the three points together," said the Father.

"Yes, sir," I replied.

I feel that with my attitude like this, it can make me closer to my father.

Although not able to comply with his desire to marry Reihan's brother, a man who according to my father was very good for me.

Actually, I can see if Reihan's brother is a good man, caring and understanding.

Unfortunately his attitude could not touch my heart, I somehow did not know. I can only think of her as a sister, nothing more.

I'm trying to forget the mistake you've made for me, which is to marry without my blessing to Aldo.

At 05.30 am we just came out of the mosque, of course after prayer we did tadarus together.

I really feel happy because I can see the joy of the father again, while in the prayer the father does not stop developing his smile.

It really makes me proud and happy, at least I do not feel guilty if I see the smile of the father decorated with sincerity.

"Want to make tea or coffee?" ask me to father.

"That's all, son. You just want to go to the room, want to do the job," said the father.

"Well, I went to the kitchen to make breakfast for you and me" I said.

He smiled at my words, not long after he nodded his head.

"Yes, cook a special fried rice for you. Make also pickles and eggploknya," said the father.

I really feel happy because the father is now smiling warmly while asking to make his favorite fried rice.

"alright, Sir. I'll make some very special fried rice for you" I replied.

He smiled, and then he gently ruffled the top of my hair. Then he said back.

"Yes, make the most delicious fried rice."

"Ready, Sir!" I replied while saluting, You immediately laughed.

After chatting with me, I chose to walk into his room. Because there is still a lot of work that he has not finished.

Unlike me who directly walked to the kitchen, because I had to immediately make a special fried rice for you.

It only takes less than thirty minutes, the special dishes I made for you are ripe.

I immediately arranged my cooking on the table, special fried rice, eggs and pickles that I have made now look so appetizing when neatly arranged on the table.

"It's ready! It seems like I need to prepare first, in order to enjoy my food in peace. After breakfast I can immediately go to work," I said lirih.

I went straight into my room, dressed in my usual work suit. Then, I stuck myself in front of the mirror for a bit.

I just smeared thin powder, pigtailed my long hair horse and smeared a nude-colored lipstick on my lips.

For a moment I looked at my lips from the reflection of the mirror, I gently rubbed. I miss the kiss of mas Aldo, I miss the kiss full of desire and also exciting from mas Aldo.

Mas Aldo always shrewd in provoking my passion when giving his kiss. I thought back to my first night, but I immediately shook my head.

"Here you go, there's no need to remember anything that doesn't matter to Arumi." I try to encourage myself.

Not wanting to bother, I immediately took my tote bag and then came out of the room to the dining room.

Up there I was stunned, because I saw the father and brother Reihan who was chatting. They seem to be very engrossed, whether talking about what problems.

For a moment when I saw Reihan's brother, I smiled and nodded my head.

However, somehow Reihan's brother looks flat expression. Unlike usual, he even looks to break his eyes and turn his gaze to the father.

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Still Continues.

Good morning, happy activities. Don't forget to leave a trace....