Was it wrong of me to love you?

Was it wrong of me to love you?
Just barely!


If the heart could scream, maybe he would scream “Hi don't make myself run! I'm so tired of following him!” indeed the heart seems to be working hard at the moment, controlling it not to be too timid, and can condition what happens, but it turns out that the owner of the heart cannot be compromised, he said, he just has to get back to working hard.


Emran may not be the first man to know a woman and instead he has experience, but somehow he seems like the first time he knows a woman. There's no distance to Aurelia, it's intimate. Their breaths were already fused in the air, warm but tickling amused when touched on the face.


Netra Emran was glued to look at the beautiful babysitter, her tongue was weak to talk like that, really like she was hypnotized with the look of the young woman's shady eyes.


While Aurelia who had been stunned, unable to see the handsome face of her employer who was not far away, their sharp nose was swiped. The masculine aroma mixed with wood is very exciting to smell in his sense of smell. No doubt although Aurelia had no sense, only respect for her employer, still this condition made her heart beat quickly and she could not neutralize it as if her heart could not be conditioned.


The young woman clasped her hands on the man's shoulders, she began to lower her gaze, but Emran's fingers clamped her chin and raised Aurelia's face to avoid turning away from her gaze.


“Let me stare at your face, Aurelia,” Emran said her baritone voice softened.


Netra Aurelia gnawed repeatedly, her lungs now pausing as if deprived of oxygen, the memory of Emran kissing her lips as she sank began to playfully gnaw in her eyes. For anything new this time Aurelia felt this condition, apparently very stifling but not tight due to heartache, but tightness that Aurelia could not guess, her heart was confused.


From the look of Emran's eyes, it could be seen that his gaze was so warm that there was a spark of twinkle, but when he entered the room his gaze was very cold, and it made Aurelia more confused and clumsy.


“Do not bow your face again, as I stare at you.”


Aurelia still could not say anything, now that there was Aurelia's gaze actually down to Eman's lips as well as Emran who was originally blind to Aurelia's netra.


“Yes Allah what I have in mind at the moment, please throw my mind at the moment,” Inner Aurelia is mixed in flavor. If the heart wants to stay away, but his body is frozen to betray his own heart.


The man got closer and slightly tilted his head, Aurelia's heart instead prayed but did not avoid what would happen, and it is true that Emran's lips touched Aurelia's lips again, but ...


BRAKK!!


So loud was the sound of the room door opening forcefully, until the door leaf hit the wall.


“EMBAK ... HU ... HU ... HU!” athallah shouted in his cries as he ran towards the bed.


Emran immediately pulled his face and turned his face back along with a sigh of disappointment.


“EMMBAAAK ... HU ... HU!”


With agility, the little boy immediately went up to the bed and hit his tiny body into Aurelia.


“Mbak macih 'turn on, not turn off'kan?” athallah asked still as if he was crying.


Emran again sighed to see the presence of his son who had disrupted the romantic situation that had occurred, while Aurelia immediately turned her eyes away from Emran's gaze, her heart was happy her prayer was answered, she sighed the leg, she sighed, then hugged his little master tightly.


“Mbak is still alive Brother, fortunately Daddy Abang tolongi Mbak earlier,” replied Aurelia while gently rubbing the back of his small employer who was still up and down because of a bit of aversion.


Mama Syifa who followed after entering, rather glanced at Emran who suddenly looked lethargic because her son without permission immediately selonong into the room.


“From yesterday Athalah wanted to see your condition, and finally he cried again,” said Mama Syifa.


The old woman smiled warmly. “No pa-pa whose name is calamity no one can refuse, thank God you survived. Yes Atha yuk back to the room, it's bobo time, let the mother rest first,” pinta Mama Syifa while extending both hands.


Athallah even more drowned his head into Aurelia's chest in the woman's arms. “Ndak want, Atha want bobo cama Mbak in here, Atha ndak want to go to the room,” replied Atha back in tears.


Aurelia smiled anxiously, then gently stroked the back of her little master. “Let Athallah sleep here only Madam is my same, pity for sure from earlier she was tired of crying,” replied Aurelia.


“But your legs are again sore, Aurel!” timpal Emran, as if disagree with the decision of the woman.


The young woman looked at Emran. “No pa-pa Sir, anyways only in bed, not going anywhere,” replied Aurelia trying to convince if his feet are fine.


Emran could only sigh, not twitch anymore plus his son still wrapped his hands around Aurelia's waist tightly.


“Ya is already Mah, let Athallah sleep here only, Mama now just rest,” pinta Emran.


“Alright, then Mama back to the room,” say goodbye Mama Syifa.


“Ya Mah.” Emran got up from his seat on the bed, then drove Mama Syifa out of Aurelia's room. And upon their arrival out of the doorway, Mama Syifa's hand immediately pulled Emran's hand away from Aurelia's room door.


The old woman looked at her son's face before speaking.


“What's Mah?” emran asked with his gaze.


“You like ya same Aurel?” Mama Syifa shot.


Emran bergeming ...


Mama Syifa smiled as she rubbed her son's arm. “Aurelia is a good woman and very motherly as Athallah, if you really like her, love it from your heart not because Aurelia is so good at taking care of Athallah, don't like it on the basis that the woman can take care of it and be close to Athallah. She's a traumatized woman in the household, if she ever again meets a man with a different purpose, only on the basis of needing it because of a child. Mama can be sure, Aurelia will arise antipathy with any man. And it's the same that you splashed the wound back to Aurelia,” said Mama Syifa.


The man lowered his head and digested Mama Syifa's words which indeed had a point.


Mama Syifa rubbed her child's arm gently again. “Aurelia is 18 years old, and you are 32 years old. Ask your heart if you want to get close to Aurelia? Really because you like it without frills behind it, and also far from pity. Because what Aurelia needs right now is comfort, attention and calmness for the recovery of her soul, not the figure of a new man to replace her husband. Aurelia took some time to receive it.”


Emran raised his face. “Iya Mah, I totally understand, thanks for entering it. And does Mama agree if I'm close to Aurelia, or more than that?”


The old woman smiled warmly. “You've fallen in love with Aurelia?” The man pulled the corner of his lips.


“As Mama said earlier, ask your heart and God willing Mama will surely bless it, if you are really serious with Aurelia,” said Mama Syifa back.


Emran immediately hugged the body of Mama Syifa and kissed the tip of the old woman's head. In the heart of the man there is relief after hearing it, because armed first when connecting with Soraya, Mama Syifa had not approved of it.


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