
..."Wants me to run away-"...
...- Forgot lyrics....
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Diajeng is now sitting in front of a long table where the order reception is in his restaurant, he has just performed Islamic prayers because he had returned from the office he got to the apartment before magrib.
Actually this restaurant was closed in the afternoon initially but because of the increasingly crowded visitors, finally the restaurant was opened until ten pm.
Diajeng stroked her own stomach, now she was pregnant indeed and she was sure this was Danu's son, but there was something still in her heart.
"Will it be that when my son is born, he will be Li'an's son because he has no recognition from his own father?"
Diajeng thought about this, how not all speech there is a law in Islam, so can not just drop the word, even the word talakpun can come out just because of the intention to drop talak.
And Diajeng always pray that there is no talaq intention in Danu's heart to him.
Diajeng had heard that the child that was not recognized by his father before birth was the son of Li'an because his father accused his mother of adultery with others who made the child's nasab break from his father, even if it is not a child out of wedlock.
This is still holding the head of Diajeng, maybe Diajeng will find a religious figure after this and ask him because Diajeng needs a clear source.
As Diajeng sat thinking about all this, a bell rang from the top of the restaurant door that signaled someone entering the restaurant.
"Diandra!" said someone who made Diajeng turn his body towards him.
Diajeng had seen this person, he was the personal doctor of Danu the other day, and he was Han.
Han stood in front of Diajeng, only limited by the long table between them.
"Doctor, run me?"
"Yes, who else."
"My name, Diajeng."
"Whoever it is, I want to talk to you, you know Danu's condition is not okay now, are you not kasian to him?"
Actually Diajeng kasian but Danu himself refused to be pitied. "He's too arrogant to be pitied."
"And you're a good guy, he's just stuck in his illness, you know, Danu suffers from post-traumatic syndrome disorder, because of the deaths of his son and his wife, he's always hated himself and the circumstances, he's always been, he's been, he's been, he still can't make peace with the situation."
Diajeng looked seriously at Doctor Han, Diajeng finally knew that Danu had this disease.
"You're not aware? Danu was afraid of losing you, she loved you, she always said that to you, right?"
"In an unconscious state."
Doctor Han let out a long breath. "He said that from his heart, he wouldn't have said that if there were no triggers, in an unconscious state indeed but that's from his heart, Danu loves you, he's afraid of losing you, you know, only he can't present everything in the real world, he's afraid of the events that traumatized him to be real, and you know only the trigger can make Danu recover."
"I mean, me?"
"Who else can calm him down when that PTSD comes attacking him."
"While yelling in the yard and raining, well her PTSD relapsed."
"When?"
"Well, what do you think is the reason I came here?"
"Why not say?"
"You didn't ask well, don't blame me" replied Doctor Han cuek.
Finally Doctor Han also invited Diajeng to immediately check the condition of Danu and Diajeng only realized it was outside in heavy rain.
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Danu was still sitting in her wheelchair, in the rain she lamented her fate, the trauma was coming back, whereas Glen, she could do nothing but stare at him from the terrace.
"BASIC USELESS MAN! WHY RAINDAH! WHY DON'T YOU TAKE ME ALONG WITH OUR SON!"
"I MISS YOU GUYS! I MISS DION CALLING ME WITH DADDY'S CALL, WHY ARE YOU TWO LEAVING DADDY HAH! DADDY'S WRONG WHAT!"
Raindah was Danu's wife's name and Dion was Danu's three-year-old son at the time of the accident.
Danu was crying in the rain, it felt like she rarely cried but her mind was being depressed.
Rainwater seemed to have faded his tears that fell until he felt that the rain no longer fell.
"Not is it wrong to remember the past, but the wrong thing is to play and dissolve in the past."
Danu turned her head, it turned out that it was Diajeng wearing an umbrella and covering Danu.
"Know what you are about me huh! Do you know what you feel about me?" said Danu stared blankly ahead while the rain still dripped hard outside the umbrella area.
"I'll never know what happened, because it's the past, can you repeat the past with this, can you come back and join them?" diajeng. "You should be aware that you are not in the past, but you are in the present, and what you should look forward to is your future."
Danu smiled wryly, he then dropped himself to the ground and sat there, Diajeng took off the umbrella he was holding and walked in front of Danu.
Diajeng sat in front of Danu and cupped her husband's face. "You have so much to do, and lamenting is not an option on that list."
"I feel tired."
"Everybody's tired, right?" diajeng said give a pause.
"Everything, ever broken and fallen, all of them ever failed and hurt, because what? We will never learn patience and courage if the plot in the scenario of our lives there is only happiness," explained Diajeng cupped her husband's face.
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TB
Assalamualaikum says.