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Danu opened the door of Diajeng's ward, silent, there was no one in there, except Diajeng.
Seeming bristling, due to the closed room window and the day that had started late in the afternoon as well, Danu walked slowly to the Diajeng bed because his legs and back still hurt.
Arriving next to Diajeng, Danu felt hurt to see the condition of his wife, Diajeng now assisted breathing apparatus and like the condition of a coma.
"Diajeng, sorry Mas yah," said Danu grabbed Diajeng's hand and kissed him. "Mas is a fool."
"Wake up baby, When you wake up, Mas promises to reveal all what Mas Rasain, about Mas's feelings, about Mas's heart, everything."
Danu's tears fell, the tears of regret of a husband, Danu kissed Diajeng's forehead then turned to kiss Diajeng's stomach, and, he never realized all this time that there was more important in his life finished reminiscing about the past, Danu never imagined if Diajeng left him.
Azan magrib's vegetables sounded from a distance, it made Danu wipe her tears, she never prayed but now she is determined to change for the better.
Danu moved from there, he called Glen into the treatment room of Diajeng, and now Danu was sitting on the sofa.
"What's up, Danu?" glen asked when he was in front of Danu.
"Prepare cocoa clothes, I want to pray," replied Danu who made Glen delicately. "Why surprised? You wanna follow?"
"Father, just surprised, want to follow me, yaudah I go home first to make your clothes," replied Glen.
"All you change clothes, I want to stay here, Han may also want to pray" Danu told Glen.
"Wouldn't want him, he's more a demon than a demon" Glen replied. "After all, Han is non-Muslim, Danu."
Almost Danu forgot, if his personal friend and doctor was different religion with him, Danu just kept quiet, while Glen had disappeared from his presence.
Shortly after, Han walked into the room and sat down beside Danu. "Is that a little good?"
"I want to do a PTSD test for your mastiin to be completely healed," Han replied, which made Danu look at him.
"What?"
"When did you first say love to Diajeng?" ask Han to Danu.
"Ehm-"
"In a conscious state," cut off Han who made Danu speechless instantly. "If you can answer that, this will be very important."
"By the side of the road to the hospital a few weeks ago" Danu replied.
"Insiden in the cooler?"
Danu nodded her head, Han thought for a moment, if it is true that Danu has said love to Diajeng for a long time, meaning that Danu has healed and the main trigger is still Diajeng.
"You have to thank your wife, she's a great woman, she can heal you more than I can myself who in fact is the doctor," Han explained patting Danu on the shoulder.
"Why am I sober now?"
Danu looks sorry. "Why should it be conditioned like this."
"Because you are always looking for love and happiness until you forget, love and happiness are not sought but must be realized."
Danu was speechless, all this time she just had not really realized that she loved Diajeng, because she was trapped in a dimension of her own past.
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