
It has been almost 1 week Kevin and Dira do not communicate well, but the task as a wife always Dira do well without complaining.
Even tonight nginep in the house of Sarah's mother and Kevin as if masabodo no looking for it in the form of messages or phone calls.
Usually at 8 o'clock there is nothing in Kevin's apartment immediately look for him even pick him up, but this time nil is almost 10 no phone call or message that Kevin sent him.
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You are too hopeful for humans, he said.
Dira opened the balcony curtains, there was a gust of wind that hit his face, in the face of the road that had begun to quiet.
Hugging a small pillow and pulling a chair, take it near the balcony window.
Sitting while holding a pillow staring at the road, a quiet cold silence.
Place love on the actual portion, there is no need to pay excessive attention so as not to make excessive expectations as well.
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Excessive attention, excessive love, excessive neglect, by Nadira.
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I want to be free from this feeling, I want to go back to how I used to be, I just want to love my Lord, both my parents and myself.
Fasting into a zone of wanting to endure the power of love and do'a, or recoil, burying deep in a feeling that has grown so great.
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Kevin who just got to the apartment directly into his room, feeling tired sometimes problems come in a row, even 1 problem he has not solved.
Kevin actually knew Nadira was not at home, for tonight he felt tired, it was not going to be able to pick Dira to the house of Sarah's mother.
After the shower, she sent a message to her mom.
...Mamma....
"Ma Nadira is there, right?".
"For tonight I'll drop him first ma".
"I just got home from the office feeling really tired, tomorrow I'll pick him up there".
Kevin claps his face, dizzy tired.
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...Kevin👪's...
"Yes here, this afternoon the tumben he asked to pick up the driver".
"You got a problem?".
"If there's a problem, don't let it drag on Kevin".
"Mama does not know what to advise you in what way, son, hopefully you are getting older and can bring your household better".
Do'a a mother when she does not know how to advise her child.
Now just do'a so Kevin's heart softens to become a better person.
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What if later the evidence that has been collected is true that Dira's father is guilty.
Should choose a traitor for maintaining marriage, or should choose a poor friend who has suffered but destroyed his household.
...Kevin👪's...
"There's a little ma, I'll tell my mom when it's time".
"Thank you ma".
"I'm sorry I always involve my mom with my personal and domestic problems".
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Dira to fall asleep while sitting until 3 am, the right way and time to prostrate and surrender to the creator.
Again Dira only believes in the power of do'a.
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This morning Dira made breakfast at her in-laws' house, this was her first stay there, although she had many times planned.
Seeing her in-laws who had already walked to the dining table for breakfast, immediately greeted the two.
"Good morning Ma, Pa", greet Dira with her distinctive smile, like without any burden behind her smile.
"Mantu's magi", papa Raden patted his daughter-in-law's back.
It was as if his daughter-in-law needed encouragement and support.
"For Dira, is this you who cooked?", stroking her daughter-in-law's cheeks with a smile.
"Yes ma, the taste of Dira cuisine yes, sorry if it is not good", there is a fear implied in his heart.
"It must be delicious dong, mama heard Kevin also often bring lunch to the office, it's your cooking right?".
"Yes ma", trying to smile, aaa remembering Kevin her heart stuck again.
"You know Kevin likes all kinds of food, but he's picky about who he accepts or not".
Huwhhh saw papa Raden feed food into his mouth, Dira closed his eyes, this family is not a careless family in his mind, what if he does not like it.
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Seriate.........💋
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