WE ARE TOGETHER BUT NOT THE SAME
Part. 77

We always feel that the trials in life are too heavy, but there are heavier than what we feel.

"Gue also does not want to be born into this world, if I can choose better I was not born not to see this cruel world".

Do not accept if said son*****, son of a whore despite the fact, not the wish I was born like this, do not have a whole family since childhood, but not have a whole family, never lived a quiet life because terror and terror kept coming that made my mother depressed.

"Istigfar mbak, Astagfirullohalazim don't be rich in gini", holding Shanum's hand, this woman's body continued to tremble because of crying fear of anger mixed into one.

"Gue tired of living like this continues, pretending to be healthy and tough to do everything as if fine, I'm tired of Dira I'm tired".

"The same story I mbak to be calmer, I am ready to listen to everything, do not feel for yourself many good people in this world do not continue to close ourselves which ultimately makes us feel alone".

"Lo's not exactly the same as me?, you're not angry?", looked at Dira.

Dira shook his head, "No, because I know now that good people are actually just circumstances that are always pressing so that what is according to rights and property should not be taken anymore".

Right what Dira said, Shanum felt Kevin and Raka belonged to him, because he was never close to anyone and only Kevin Raka was willing to accept it.

"I'm sorry Nadira for my mistakes over the years".

"Forgot that, mbak, I'll speak well with Brother Han later, I'm sure Brother Han can forgive everything and can accept mbak as his sister".

Shanum shook his head uncertainly, Han was stubborn and he naturally did everything to avenge his heartache.

Shanum did not know that these two friends turned out to be good shabat Han, a man whose mother had robbed her of the happiness and wholeness of her family.

Hugging Dira tightly spilling her cries, they were in the apartment of Dira and Kevin, Raka who delivered it earlier, if they continue to be near Han both will continue to be provoked by emotions.

Without hesitation Shanum told Dira everything, he also joined in crying the journey of Shanum's life was not as smooth as he imagined.

"Yes cry, promise not to want to be with my husband again hehee" said Dira as she wiped her tears and chuckled.

Shanum shook his head, laughing blandly, "Sorry I've had a lot of pain in women as good as you, you want to be my friend?", Shanum asked in doubt, where maybe the people we have hurt want to be friends with us, only 1/10% of people who have a clean and forgiving heart that much.

"Don't want hahahaa", Dira hugged Shanum, "Don't want our friend to be a sodara, don't hesitate to assume I'm a sister or friend up to you".

"Thank you Nadira, it's worth Kevin choosing and fighting for you, you're a champion, you're a good and beautiful woman".

"But I'm not as beautiful as mbak", Shanum is a beautiful body like model, has smooth white skin.

"You're still prettier than me".

"Sleeping here first, do not think about things that will disturb you mentally and harm you mbak, love and improve yourself".

Nodding affirms, if he is not healthy then who is caring for and nurturing his mother's treatment, exhaling violently encouraging, self-energizing, during this time although many trials can survive why not strengthened again defense.

"Sorry troublesome", not good-natured.

"I don't bother mbak", if the big baby is again working, the inner Dira is different if it is already at home.

Shanum fell asleep, tired for sure after weeks of taking care of his mother who was increasingly unable to calm down other than using sleeping pills, flight from S to here directly meet Kevin and jedarrrrrrrr to meet Han the human figure that Shanum had avoided all this time.

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Kevin got a call from Dira and wanted to talk to Han, not long after the four parties came out of the office at the same time, leaving Kevin's room which was like a broken ship.

Until their apartment sits together and even makes a difference, Dira has permission on Kevin and Kevin to agree, whatever Dira does especially for the truth to unite Shanum and Han, actually, Raka and Kevin's intention to unite the two, it's just that Han always rampaged when talking about it.

"Sister Han may I speak?", asked Dira heartily, Han nodded at once Dira's soothing soothing speech.

"Is there no word of apology for them brother?", Han shook his head, they destroyed his family took his Papi, killed his sister made his mami sick sick until now, what do they deserve to forgive?.

"Sister I'm not in the position of Brother Han, but I feel what Brother Han feels, try to forgive each other brother, sorry if I was careless to get into personal problems".

Again Han shook his head, "It's hard for me to forgive them, a dozen years have tried it, but always remember what they did".

"I know and understand, brother, no need not now not to rush, slowly think not mbak Shanum also suffered all this time, no one wants to be born into the world in a big mistake, no one wants to be born into the world, shanum's mom wasn't wrong she didn't know what".

Han nodded, but still because of her papi left her right.

"Ikhlas accepts the path and destiny that God has laid out for us, out there are many more painful stories of his life, not me comparing between the lives of his brother and them".

Han nodded again, only this time talking about the past so calm, Dira's aura was really a positive aura so it did not provoke his emotions, even though Raka and Kevin had often told him, but their words are different from the words of Dira that make him calm.

"Don't have to be close like a sister, slowly get used to her and emotional control, not will life be calm if there is no longer a sense of revenge in us".

Galang nodded, right said Dira if we expand our hearts to forgive the mistakes of people who have made us broken it is calmer and feels peaceful.

Galang patted Han on the shoulder, giving him encouragement.

Raka silently listened word by word to Dira saying to Han, Raka felt Dira was a unifier and influential person was in their circle.

Now not an influential Kevin, the man was gradually eliminated by his wife Dira, the presence of Dira in their circle brings a positive side and a big influence.

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