
"A long time ago, since we were a class. And until you get married, we also lose contact. Now, you're alone again. Repot doesn't take care of Zidan alone, without your husband?"
Nina looked at the bead of Ben's fixed eyes looking at her face. Then he breathed and saw the fish pond.
"We're doing fine. There are many people who love Zidan. At least he's not lacking in affection and I don't feel bothered. I'm happy to be living this situation, Ben." Reply Nina who began to feel again a different feeling from Ben.
"Nina, until now, have you not picked up on the signal I sent?"
The deg!
The thing Nina was most afraid of, when she was too close to a man. And the part he wanted to avoid the most until now. Is now.
The signal, of course, Nina felt, Ben's eyes and attitude revealed everything. Without men having to speak verbally.
Even so, Nina did not want to keep their friendship distance. Because even Nina didn't have enough reason to stay away.
"Ben... I'm..." Nina floated her sentence, not knowing what language to say so as not to hurt her good friend.
"Can we not talk about this?"
Ben looked at Nina getting closer and closer.
"Don't you like me?"
"No. It's not. You're a good man... And I'm comfortable with you. Even with Zidan you can blend in. Just... I don't want to date Ben..."
"I didn't ask you to date Nina. If you want to marry. I'm marrying you now."
Nina sighed, replacing the oxygen that kept her chest tight.
"Mas Ozan's... It's still here Ben." Nina touched his chest.
Ben Arfa closed his eyes, took a deep breath and exhaled. Ben gulped down his gulped saliva in his throat, then opened his eyes again. Looking closely at Nina. Hopeful gaze.
"I don't mind."
"Ben!" Nina looked desperate and begged. "It's sin... You want me to wish my husband a second time with someone who's already dead?"
"Nina, I don't want to replace Ozan in your heart. Not wanting at all. If there's room left in your heart for her. I don't mind, he's Zidan's father, try to open your heart to this nice guy Nin. Didn't you say I'm a good man? Am I not good enough to be there until you close your heart?"
Nina's tears are dripping. So much love for Ozan that he does not want to marry again, even though many men come to him. He knocked on the door but refused to open it.
Nina continued to reason, not wanting to share her husband's heart later with Zidan's father who had gone home first. Until he decided to close his heart. Although someone tried to break through to his heart, but he immediately expelled before growing and filling the space of his heart.
Nina stepped into Flori's resto courtyard. At the other end Zidan waved beside Ozil's bike. Ben still accompanies her until a meeting between Ben and Ozil leaves the two men who have the same heart for Nina shocked.
"Ozeil! Are you here?" Ben was surprised to see one of his suppliers in the restaurant court with Zidan.
"Yes, get Nina's mom."
Ben looked at Nina. Nina also seemed surprised Ben Arfa knew Ozil.
Ozil smiled a little. While Ben glanced at Nina.
"Ummm... This is Ozil, Ozan's brother. About Zidan. It just so happened that last night I was staying at the home of abis's father-in-law on a pilgrimage to Ozan's grave. And Ozil's got business around here, so skalian." Nina explained honestly.
"Ooh...." Ben scratched his head."very tight, huh?" Forced and clumsy smile.
"You know each other?" Nina now demanded an explanation from the two men around her.
"Yes mbak. So the resto that has a lot of catfish messages is the same I have a mas Be..."
"Yes, where I work there. It's Nin." Cut Ben fast. Ozil frowned."yes, zil?"
Ozil did not answer, he still felt something was wrong in his heart. Ozil's difficult feelings spelled out his deepest heart.
"Aren't you kanfasing?" Nina is confused by Ben's reasoning. It is hard to work in two places. Managing time and energy.
"Yes, I'll take two jobs."
"At the same resto as kanfasing?"
"Yes, that's it."
"Can that be it?"
"Can dong." Answer Ben quickly."oiya you want to go back with Ozil right?"
Nina nodded slowly with a million questions on her head.
"Yes already. Be careful."
While on the way. Ozil did not speak. Only Zidan's babbling was heard. Ozil responded only when Zidan asked who had arrived twice.
At Nina's house in Sleman.
"Aren't you Papa Oz? Just keep quiet." Nina was a little worried about Ozil's sudden change being quiet.
Ozil smiled, though it didn't reach his eyes.
"No papa mbak."
"Sit down first, let me make some tea."
"I'm going straight back, ma'am. Afraid of kesorean ntar off his seed." Pamit Ozil's.
"Yes, be careful, until the cabarin house."
Nina releases Ozil's return in front of the terrace. Looking at his sister-in-law who has grown up. Ozil's change is how Nina feels. Moreover, Ozil usually talk a lot, suddenly become very quiet. And it was very disturbing to Nina's mind.
"Why the hell deck?" Nina muttered that she no longer saw Ozil's missing back at the end of the alley.