
"Sorry Zil, actually, Nina's been preached."
Ozil's body felt limp for a moment. The hope that he had hung high suddenly had to fall to earth.
'I fell before I could even fly. Why is the fate of my love for her this stragic?' inner Ozil stared at the woman who had been in every prayer.
This situation made Nina speechless, only her mother was still speaking.
"We don't mean to refuse. But, last night there was a family who came to propose." Clearly Mother.
Mr. Bahdim and Ms. Ana also seemed a little disappointed, but it was not as obvious as the facial expression Ozil showed.
They were very receptive to even still smiling in a friendly manner.
"Well, looks like we lost this start..." Kekeh father thawed the atmosphere that felt very awkward.
"What a shame Zil?" Mother Anna also voiced, slightly turning to the silent Ozil. Then back to see mom.
MM-M... By the way, which person last night proposed to Nina?"
Mother smiled little, relieved also because the besan family can receive well even though it looks disappointed. "Nina High School Friend. Stay in Turi."
"Ooohh, high school friend. What was the reunion yesterday with Nin? What's that name?" Ask Mr. Bahdim to remember.
"Ben Arfa." Lirih Ozil opened the voice that was silent.
"Yes Ben, just remember you..."
Nina looked disappointed in the face of Ozil who tried to be mastered.
"Loh, Ozil knows it too?"
Ozil tried to lift the corner of his lips to look fine even though his heart was broken.
"Mas Ben is one of Ozil's customers."
Mother knitted her eyebrows,
"He can order catfish my place." Clearly Ozil with a slightly quivering voice, resisting the suffocating sense of tightness.
"Well, it's narrow too..." Mom looked at Nina and Ozil alternately.
"Nin, if you're married, take Zidan home?" Pinta Bu Ana, "busy can't if you don't meet Zidan. Once a week is also not what Nin."
"Yes, nothing will change." Nina lirih.
"Sir Nina...." Call Ozil with a face that still looks sad. Ozil stared fixedly at Nina, Nina had met a look at him, but immediately turned her eyes away.
"Mbak Nina's... What's..."
"Zil, remember what you said, whatever Nina's decision, you have to accept it and iklas." It was Sela Pak Bahdim who seemed to understand what his son was going to say.
Speech from Mr. Bahdim silencing Ozil. In reality, everything is not as easy as speech. His heart and hope remain broken and broken. Although he continued to try to iklas.
"Zidan wants to go for a walk?" Ozil looked at his older son who was still on his lap.
"You!"
"I'm going out for a minute, mother...." Finally, Ozil prefers to dodge."Sister Nina..."
"Yes, it's okay Ozil, be careful and don't go far." Message mother feel sorry for Ozil who looks very disappointed. "Zidan don't be naughty, son." Change his gaze to his grandson.
"Yes my grandma."
Ozil and Zidan went out, somewhere. Nina took a deep breath. Mom and mom talk relaxed.
Nina was still staring at Ozil's back which was seen holding her son. Infused with pity, also the pain in his heart saw Ozil as sad and disappointed as that.
Nina does consider Ozil her sister, until now and many things they have been through, is it possible that the feeling remains the same? If so, it shouldn't be as complicated as it is now. He doesn't even know what Nina feels.
It used to be possible that Nina wanted to be Ozil's spirit to move forward. But in fact, Ozil is now actually proposing to him.
Nina looked at both her ex-husband's father and mother, Ozan. They also hide the sadness behind the smiles and jokes that are thrown. There was also disappointment between their laughter and prayers for Nina to be happy with her future husband.
"Yes Nin. Just follow it." Say it with a thin smile on her face.
"Let alone Nin, Ozil was used to ngatasin Zidan. I think he needs space to organize his heart and mind." Gentle father.
"Yes Nin. If you go there later he's even more unable to make ads and accept." Typhoon ibuk Ana.
Nina squeezed her own hands. Where is his mind? Where is his heart too? He doesn't know what he feels for Ozil or Ben Arfa. What Nina knows, in her heart is Ozan. And it would still be that way, but, why is he hesitating now?
Nina stand. "Nina go back first, mom, sir, buk."
The three old men nodded and let. Nina rushed in deeper. Nina herself did not understand her feelings at this moment. Nina took a glass, filled it with water and drank it to the end. Then he walked through the back and past the side of the house. I don't know what led him to catch up with Ozil and Zidan.
In the distance Ozil was holding Zidan looking at the direction of the rice field that began to turn yellow.
"Ozeil!"
Ozil's not budging. Nina stepped closer.
"Ozeil!"
"Don't come here, mbak."
Nina stopped her steps just behind Ozil.
"Don't come here mbak. I'm calming down."
"Ozeal..." Ogre Nina...
"Bak promised to wait for Ozil, why now..."
"Om Ozil is crying?" Zidan's voice rubbed Ozil's cheek.
"No papa Zidan, o'm eyes are just mosquito inflows. Confirm." Kill Ozil lyrics force a smile.
"Hugely..." Zidan held out his hands to his mother to ask for a hold.
After Zidaan moved the sling to Nina. Ozil walked a little away. Pity made Nina follow. Ozil turned his head and smiled bitterly.
"I'm all right, ma'am. Don't pity me. I just need time to take care. If I can't follow me, I can't even advertise and accept." Ozil then continued his steps.
Nina was in her place.
"Mother.... Ozil's angry?"
"No dear..." Oozing Nina with a smile on her son."let's go home."
It's best to let Ozil alone first. He really needs space. Like himself. Nina needs space.
The day was getting noon, the family of Mr. Bahdim said goodbye after Ozil returned with a fresher face despite looking sad on his face but still smiling.
"Son Ozil." Call Mother when her iron family is about to enter the rental car.
"Nina is already on the sermon and cannot accept your proposal. But, Nina still hasn't given an answer."
Ozil is still tight-lipped waiting for you to finish, he said.
"He asked for a week to pray istikharah..."
Ozil smiled meaningfully. "Thank you mother, for her hope..."
"The spirit of Ozil!" Excited dila behind the mother raised her hand.
Mother smiled, too,
"No, Zil ! Nina hasn't received the tablets, you still have a chance. Pake your ultimate move." Mr. Bahdim chimed in not forgetting the smile on his face.
"Yes sir."
"During that time, I hope you and Ben will temporarily not contact Nina first, so that she is not confused."