Wendy And Boys
The Last Scene (4)

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Kyungsoo stared blankly at the thing in front of him. He still could not believe it, it was too sudden. In front of him was a chest and in the chest Seungwan lay, he fell asleep in peace among the chrysanthemums. The person who had disappeared for a long time had finally returned, yet now there was only a void. Seungwan comes home lifeless.

Kyungsoo felt devastated, he did not know what happened. Mrs Son has explained the reason her only child went to Australia, the reason the friend told her for months. But still Kyungsoo doesn't understand, why would Seungwan do this? Why would his little friend lie to him? Why is Seungwan keeping his illness a secret? Why is he really so? Kyungsoo really doesn't understand any of this.

"Sir Kyungie," someone called his name, he stood in front of Kyungsoo. His state was not far away like it was, an equally messy state, even traces of tears were clearly visible on his face. " Wannie leave something for you." That person, Madame Son clasped Kyungsoo's hand, tucking the letter between the young man's palm.

"Read boy, that's Seungwannie's last message," he said, leaving Kyungsoo to help.

The handsome owner of the flat face stared at the red enveloped letter in his hand, slowly opening the letter and starting to read each word. At first the writing in the letter seemed normal but the lower the more messy, as if the writing was experiencing pain that was very painful. Kyungsoo only grimaced when he saw the form of his writing, as if he could feel the pain Seungwan suffered while writing this letter.

To: My Sunshine ♡

Kyungie oppa how are><

I hope you're always okay, I miss you so much oppa.

I have something to say, by the way.

Actually, I had cancer and now I'm in Australia for treatment. I'm sorry oppa, I lied to you and kept my illness a secret. Oppa, I don't mean to be a liar, but I don't want to make you sad, so I didn't tell you or anything else.

The treatment I did was very torturing to me. I often vomited and my hair fell out, now I'm bald oppa. You often call me ugly, oppa hehe, if you know my situation, bad calls will be even more. But I know the call must not be from your heart, I know you actually love me.

Oppa, it hurts a lot, I often want to give up, it feels really very painful.

If I give up, and I die. I hope you live your life as usual and I hope my departure doesn't change anything. This is my hope, oppa. You can grant it, right? Ouh yeah! Don't forget me, Dad!! Don't you want me too, oppa? Thank you for the time we spent together and sorry, I can't be with you any longer.

Don't you give me tears!! I guess this is the end.

Me, Son Seungwan always love you, Do Kyungsoo ♡

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The man squeezed the paper in his grasp, the tears meteoric with a rush, falling wet his hands. Seungwan, Kyungsoo really didn't think that person was so cruel. Son Seungwan is the cruelest person he has ever known.

"You are evil, very evil." he cried incessantly.

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The sheet of paper stained in red, I squeezed it in my grasp. The stain is now brownish in color, has long dried apparently. If you remember, this letter is 4 years old and that's when I didn't hear a noise that made me ride apoplexy. Sometimes I feel like something is missing, I'm not used to it or I can never really let go of you.

In your letter, you said that; I must not give you tears. But in fact, I was crying a lot. You with your fakes make me want to pin your brown head. Fucking olaf! Why besides the pieces of memories we went through, you only told me a letter? Last time, you wouldn't meet me when you said you wanted to make my face the end of your vision.

What is the most fun thing this spring? Tracing the path decorated with pink carpets of sakura petals falling and inhaling the scent of blooming flowers. I walked in between, kicking the small pile of clusters of flowers. Loneliness brings me back to remembering you. The old memory will occasionally play back and surface.

"Do you love me?"

That flash, that springtime pervert and that question of yours, I remember it. I didn't answer your question at the time, did I? Then let me answer right now. Sorry for answering too late even too late. But now that I have no doubt, I already understand what I feel for you.

"Well, yeah,.. I love you so much, Seungwan-ah Until whenever I've always loved you" said I spoke to myself under the cherry tree of the same place where you asked questions I haven't answered. "Thank you for being in my life."

If it's like this I'm really missing you. Your brother, your silly behavior, your flirtatious voice, and everything about you, I miss you.

In the spring before me, you should also enjoy the shape of the flowers or the weather. Unfortunately this time you missed the beauty. Even you also ignore the various seasons with its own character.

The weather forecast shows that there is no rain today, but the spots below me show the wetness of the water and I hope that point is real rain.

Wearing it! You can laugh at me from another realm because I've been bragging about the rain. The sky above is certainly blue with a little thin clouds, it is impossible to rain in good weather like this. And that water? My eyes are blurred, apparently from the eyes. My tears can't stop, I want to meet you. Hey, I can't say goodbye to you. You're a real jerk, SEUNGWAN!!

Then even if you're gone, I'm still living my life as usual. As you requested in the letter that is now in my ward. As long as you live, I can't give more and this is your last wish and this is all I can keep. It's really troublesome what you've asked for and unfortunately I've agreed to it. Then you changed me to never be honest in your feelings, just like you were. If I remember that I wanted to laugh, I thought I already knew you well but in fact you were better at faking expressions.

Talking about you just makes me feel sick, I don't want to fall deeper. Let you die in body and soul, but I will not let you die in every memory of everyone, especially for my memory. You will live there, in my heart and in my mind because you are the one I love at all times.

I Love You and Love You too...

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Partly taken from the lyrics of the song 'Last Scene-Ikimono Gakari'

Remake @Gulasagu @Bananaa97__