What If I Become A God
Chapter 4: Pieces Of The Soul
“Goodbye to me, so happy to see you here. I love you so much too, goodbye to me". The girl looked at me with a smile. He was holding a girl who had a face similar to him. The girl's smile made me feel so deeply sad as if they were a very precious person to me when I didn't know them.
And suddenly the girl shouted out loudly at something. I looked around but found nothing. I then heard a robot-like voice that I didn't know where the source was.
“Confirmation: seed picking process will start"
The bodies of the two girls slowly started to fade and became grains of light that formed something. And when they completely disappeared the voice appeared again.
“Confirmation: Seed retrieval process has been completed. The seeds obtained are two, do you want to install both?”
I haven't been able to answer the question from that unknown voice without me realizing my body has answered it. I was confused as to why I could not control my body any more when the two girls died in front of me I was completely unable to move my body. What the hell is going on?. But when I couldn't digest everything that happened, the voice came back.
Confirmation: Seed planting will begin. Perform astral body and seed matching. Counting all possibilities".
A moment after hearing that voice my body felt hot, my body continued to heat up as if it wanted to explode but not until there I slowly began to have difficulty breathing. My chest is tight, cold sweat is coming out of my body. I spewed out a large amount of blood, my head ached. Because I couldn't control my body I didn't realize my right hand was breaking. I only realized it when blood came out of my right hand along with the blood I spewed. Physically and mentally very tortured. I feel an incredible pain. Both my left leg and hand began to numb. My right hand continues to flow blood nonstop. The inside of my body feels ruffled by something. My body suffocates me. My body started turning blue. Sinews started popping up all over my body. It was like I was on the verge of death.
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“Kring kring kring . . . . .”. My alarm suddenly rang and made me realize. When I realized my body was covered in sweat. I panicked for a moment because I thought it was all real. I then calmed back down when I looked around and then I woke up in my bed and turned off the alarm. I sat down and thought about what had happened.
“Is that a dream? Looks like the last few nights I kept dreaming of a bad thing”. Yep, this is not the first time I have experienced something like this. 4 days ago I dreamed of being pushed by someone and falling into a very dark place.
“Maybe this is just a nightmare. I'd better not think about it too much".
My name is Ivy Shyrasa, I am a 1st grade high school student. Actually I just graduated from junior high school and today is the first day I went to school as a high school child. I enrolled at High School Kitawa because High School Kitawa was close to my apartment. For some reason I live alone in an apartment. My mom and dad died in a plane crash while coming home from vacation in Hawaii.
When I wake up I will put my bed back together and go to the kitchen. I looked inside the fridge and saw what could be cooked. Then I took some eggs and pasta to cook. I cooked egg omelets for my breakfast and also made egg rolls and pasta for my lunch. When I have everything ready I then go to take a shower and get ready to go to school. After getting ready I went to the dining room for breakfast and after breakfast I put my provisions in the bag. I put on my shoes and went out.
“I leave”. After greeting, I locked the door and left. I went to the bike park near my apartment and took my bike and went to school.
After I got to school I parked my bike in the bike parking lot. After that I walked towards the notice board to take a look at the class I was going to occupy.
“Hey look at the boy, he's so beautiful".
“Hey Look isn't she very cute".
“I want him to be my girlfriend".
“Hey hey try to get close to him who knows he wants to be your girlfriend”.
While standing on the notice board a lot of people were talking about me. I've been used to it since I was a kid because a lot of people praised me so I didn't feel anything when they talked about me.
After finding out which class I was in, I went straight to that class. When I got to class everyone in the class talked about me again until the teacher got into our class.
“All right everyone please sit in their respective places. I'm your homeroom teacher for 1st grade. My name is Marie please guide her for the next year”.
We all answered yes. After that, we started introducing our names. And when my mind got to my feet and I introduced myself.
“Good morning everyone, introduce my name is Ivy Shyrasa. I was born in Kyoto and raised in Tokyo. Hobobah is cooking. That's just an introduction from me, everyone please help him to the future".
Everyone put on a very happy face when they heard the introduction from me. They talked about me with the people around them. After introducing myself I sat back down and continued with the next person. My seat is at the far right end of the back when viewed from the front of the class. My seat was very close to the window so I liked it a lot.
After all finished introducing ourselves our homeroom teacher came out and was replaced with the first subject teacher. The first subject is literature. We all took lessons with enthusiasm. And a few hours passed the subjects of literary works were finally finished and continued with hours of rest. During the break many of my classmates' daughters invited me to lunch together in the cafeteria but I refused.
Because seeing me reject some of the calls of some people who want to invite me also undo their intentions. They were disappointed when they saw me pull out my provisions and walk out of class with their friends. I did not care about that and continued to eat my provisions. Finished eating the entrance bell had not rang so I went to the bathroom for a while. I went into one of those empty toilet cubicles over there. While on the toilet I accidentally heard the talk of some upperclassmen who came in after me. They talk in front of the sink while washing their hands. From what I hear it looks like they're talking about someone.
“Do you guys know there's a very pretty first-class kid? They're all at school talking about dia”.
“Ahh I know, that very pretty first-class kid. My classmates were talking a lot about that first grader".
“If not wrongly named is sara?”.
“What's right is Shyrasa isn't it? Ivy Shyrasa".
“Well that's how did you know his name?”.
“She was a famous student when I was still a smp. What happened to the kid?”.
“No I was just curious about the boy, who knew he would snatch my dream senior”.
I'm the one who heard their conversation went quiet for a while. I just realized they were talking about me. After they were talking, the bell came in and suddenly rang. They then got out of the toilet and ran towards their class. I was silent then got up and came out of the toilet room and washed my hands. After I finished washing my hands I walked back to my class and continued my next lesson.
After I finished, I put all my books and stationery in my bag and walked out of the classroom to my shoe locker. When I opened the shoe locker suddenly an envelope fell from my locker. I picked it up and looked at the envelope. While looking for who the owner of this envelope I saw a letter ‘ to Ivy Shyrasa’ contained in front of the envelope. In a hurry, I did not open the envelope and saw the contents, but I put the envelope in my pocket.
I put on my shoes quickly then ran to the bike parking lot to pick up my bike then went to the mini market and bought materials for dinner. I bought some beef, and some potatoes to cook curry. After buying groceries I went straight back to my apartment.
On the way back to the apartment I felt followed by someone out of curiosity I looked back but there was no one. I seem to be stalking me from behind. I pedaled my bike as fast as I could to get to my apartment without any problems. After pedaling for quite a while I finally arrived at my apartment without any problems.
When I met at the apartment, I changed clothes and started cooking dinner. After cooking dinner I took a shower and ate my dinner while watching television. I kept watching television until late at night and then went to bed.
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“Confirmation: The soul of an individual named Shyr has disappeared. Process cannot be continued. You need a soul that has the same frequency! Start a Soul quest with the same frequency".
“Starting search for souls that have the same frequency. Counting the number of worlds. Viewing data from a world that has possibilities".
“Confirmation: Soul fragment of an individual named Shyr was found. Pay attention to the state of the soul!”.
“Failure: Soul fragments cannot be moved. Soul still has a physical body in the world of origin”.
“Confirmation: Waiting for soul fragments to come out of the corporeal body".
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The voice came back in my dreams. I woke up and my body was covered in cold sweat. I looked around because I thought there was someone who might be in my room but found nothing.
Because there was nothing I won myself for a moment and then looked at my alarm. It turned out to be 05:46 and it was still very early in the morning. Because it was not time for me to lie back in bed and try to sleep for a while longer. I slowly calmed down and finally fell asleep again.
When I got ready, something fell off my shirt. I picked it up and saw it and finally I remembered that yesterday I saw a letter in a shoe locker in my name that I picked up yesterday. Out of curiosity I looked at the contents of the letter for a moment.
‘For Ivy Shyrasa
I want to talk to you. When I first saw you on the first day of school I was so fascinated and instantly in love with you. Do you want to be my girlfriend?. You can give the answer tomorrow afternoon when you go home from school behind the gym.
Sinohara Sasaki.’
When I saw the letter, I had no interest in it at all. Since that person will probably wait for my answer then I will answer him shortly after school.
After I finished getting ready, I immediately ate breakfast and went straight to school. Once at school I parked my bike and went to my shoe locker and changed shoes to sandals and went to my class.
“Good morning Ivy”.
“Good morning too, Ashida”.
When I arrived at my class I was greeted by a friend beside me and after I returned my greeting I immediately sat in my chair while waiting for the teacher to enter the class.
“Good morning kids it's time to start our lesson today".
Our teacher entered the classroom holding a textbook. When finished greeting our teacher immediately opened the absent book that he held together with his textbook and checked our presence one by one.
The lesson went well until the hour came home. When the clock came home I immediately cleaned up my things and went to the shoe locker. After putting on my shoes I went straight to the place written in the letter, which was behind the sports hall.
When it got to the back of the gymnasium someone was waiting. She's a girl. Out of curiosity who the person he was waiting for me went straight to him.
“Excuse me, are you waiting for someone?”
“Ah, yes I am waiting for you".
Huh huh? I was shocked when he said he was waiting for me. I was confused as to what he was waiting for me. I then asked again.
“Why are you waiting for me? I don't remember making an appointment to see you”.
“Ah, forgive me. I put the letter in your shoe locker and I'm here to hear your answer.”.
When I heard the answer, I was confused. I thought the one who sent this letter was a man but it wasn't. The person who sent this letter turned out to be a girl, her height might be 145cm, her hair length was shoulder-length and deep black, her face was round and small making her look cute. But I know I can't accept her feelings because we're both women.
“I know you may like it so much that you can to dare to write a letter to me but I'm sorry I can't accept your feelings. We can't be together".
“Like that well. Then I'm sorry if the letter I gave makes you anxious".
“It's okay because I don't feel like it” at all.
After saying that his face looked very disappointed and then left the place. I don't regret it because I didn't feel anything for her any more than she was a woman.
After that I went to the bike park and took my bike and went back to my apartment. When I got to the intersection near my apartment, my bike suddenly hit a van that came out turning at the intersection. I fell off my bike. When I fell my ass was very painful.
“Okay, it hurts so much". I grimaced in pain.
The car I hit also stopped. Someone got out of the car. He wore all-black clothes, was about 180cm tall, was muscular, and had no hair on his head.
The man came out and checked the state of his car. He saw the part where I hit him. After seeing the state of the car he then walked towards me. Seeing him walking towards me I immediately stood up while enduring the pain of a fall. And finally he came before me.
“I'm sorry I hit your car, I didn't see it at all. I'm so sorry".
I immediately apologized to that person when he arrived before me. When the man heard my apology he fell silent for a moment and then someone called him from the car. The man then walked back to his car and it seemed like he was talking to the person who called him.
After a while they spoke the man came to me again. He looked around and approached me.
“I'm sorry if the damage is big, I will be working part-time to compensate so please forgive me”.
A moment after they finished asking that they forgive me suddenly my eyes darkened. I lost my consciousness. I don't know what happened to me but why I suddenly lost consciousness.
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“Confirmation: Soul Shards will reach the life time limit".
“Souls will lose body in 1 hour later".
“Start counting down".
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“Are you sure you want to do it?”.
“Yes I'm sure why not. I'll get the person I love so don't interrupt my plans”.
Whatisthis? Where'sme? Is this in a car? Why am I in a car? What the hell happened to me?. When I woke up my hands and feet were tied with rope. I panicked and tried to find something that could help me but while searching I saw someone I knew talking in the front seat of the car. Out of curiosity I tried to see the interlocutor and I was very surprised when I managed to see the interlocutor. The person I met at the intersection was talking to Sinohara. Why is Sinohara talking to the black man? What is their relationship? But without realizing it I fell out of the car seat while thinking about it. Sinohara was aware of that and immediately turned his head back, he looked at me with a scary smile.
“Ah, Ivy have you realized yes? How are you feeling?”. Sinohara asked that Sinohara smiled again. His smile looks scary. Since I was wondering why he tied my legs and hands I wanted to ask him but it turned out that my mouth was also masked so as not to be able to scream for help.
“You must be curious, right? Why am I here? What are you gonna do to me? It's all obvious because I love you. But what do I get, huh? You refused and did not accept my love. You said we can't be together because we're fellow women I don't care about that. You may not understand how I love you. 3 years ago on a pedestrian bridge, when I was about to end my own life by jumping from there all of a sudden you came and held me back from jumping but since I've jumped you can only hold my hand. You tried to lift me up so as not to fall down but unfortunately when I got to the top your hands slipped and you fell down. You were directly hit by a car when it fell and bounced 2 meters away. I went upstairs and went to you. I ran as hard as I could while calling an ambulance. When until you can still say to me ‘I'm glad you're okay’. You said to me with a smile and that smile saved me. When you arrived at the hospital you were immediately taken to the icu room, I waited outside the room anxiously. After waiting 4 hours, the doctor came out. He told me that you had a broken handyman and you had forgotten your memory. The doctor said it was such great luck that you didn't die on the spot. Your family just got to the hospital. I immediately informed you while apologizing but I was immediately expelled by your family. They say I'm the unlucky bearer of your family. Therefore I can only pay attention from afar”.
“After 4 months hospitalized, you can finally recover and be allowed to go home. I kept watching you until one day you moved out of your old house without me knowing. I kept looking for where I was until a few days ago I saw you at the same school as me. And when I see you my life is unbearable. I wrote a letter and put it in your shoe locker. Then I came home I followed you from school, minimarket to your apartment”.
“And because you rejected me earlier I was very angry, the struggle to find it took a long time but you treated me like that. I didn't take it so I waited for you at the intersection and kidnapped you. And now let's do it Ivy”.
Sinohara moved from the front seat of the car to the back. He lifted my head then opened the tape in my mouth and with a flash he kissed my lips. It wasn't until there after he finished kissing me that he had a knife out of his bag and wanted to tear my shirt and skirt. I tried to rebel but I couldn't. He slowly cut my shirt. And when I got to the button near my chest, suddenly our car hit something. As a result of the shock from the collision the knife Sinohara held pierced my heart.
“Ivy are you okay?”. Sinohara panicked and immediately pulled out the knife. The moment the knife was plucked blood instantly gushed out from my chest. My chest feels hot. I slowly lost consciousness. Was there a mistake I made? Why do I have to experience all this? When I thought about all that, my body slowly went numb. Everything around me is starting to get cold.
“Confirmation: Individual Soul Shrapnel named Shyr has been obtained”.
“Individual confirmed to have separated from physical body”.
“Move Soul Shards to the original corporeal body”.
...~End Of Chapter 4~
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