
Humans can fall in love because there are instinctive urges or emotions that involve lust, anger, and pleasure. But not only that, there are also conscious processes that involve reflection, trust, empathy, attention, and long-term planning.
Jealousy is an emotion experienced when a person feels a relationship with a partner is threatened and results in loss of ownership, usually this will arise if there is a third party in the relationship.
And both are the feelings that Reza is experiencing at the moment while at Villa, which is in love and jealousy. Fall in love because you can be close and see Riska at all times without stretching a distance. Jealous of the fact that there are other rivals who also like Riska while at Villa.
Today's plan will return to Jakarta around 10, and previously they will work together first so that when leaving Villa, Villa is already in a clean state. Counting mitigates Pa Didin and Bi Ipop's work to clean up the Villa today.
When all was on to look beautiful and handsome, because it was on the morning bath all, filial work began. Riska and Zia chose to clean the area around the front garden. As Riska was crouching against the fallen leaves and was already dry, Riska was startled by Reza's voice calling her name. Reza was also faced with Riska do not be asked if her heart rhythm beats irregularly, and need to take breaths many times so as not to look nervous. A Reza who used to appear in front of the podium with full confidence, it turns out that this does not apply when dealing with Riska.
"Risc... " Said Reza.
"Eh yes Ka" Riska answered while setting her head towards Reza.
"Deggg... Deggs... Deggs... '
Riska and Reza's heart both suddenly beat fast.
" Can I talk to you? "Ask Reza.
" Can Ka, we just sit here ya Ka" replied Riska who then invited Reza to sit on a bench in the front garden. Seeing Reza who approached Riska, Zia also stopped her activities cutting branches of flowers that had been irregular growth. Zia approached Riska and Zia and sat down with them.
"Yeah... This is Zia why even follow sitting" Reza said in her heart while staring dislike because of Zia's presence.
"Riss... Can't we just talk alone?? " Tanya Reza's.
"Sorry Ka, Riska and Zia are one package" replied Zia.
" One package???? "
" It's like the food menu at the restaurant, use all packages"
"What package??? Complete package?? Combo package??? Savings package??? Or family package?? " Tanya Reza's.
"If we're a complete package Ka"
"Where there is Riska there must be Zia" Zia replied with a chuckle.
"Ziii.... " Say Riska, remind Zia not to be too bar-bar.
"Viiiiiaapppp.... Commander" Zia replied while acting like a respectful person but with a wide smile.
Reza rolled her eyes, feeling strange with Zia's attitude that was contrary to Riska's attitude, but Reza also realized if you want to get Riska, then you should also be able to approach her best friend.
"Take it easy Ka Reza consider Zia an invisible creature, hihihiiii" said Zia while chuckling. Riska could not help but laugh when she heard Zia's words.
"Deggg... Deggs... Deggg"
Just by looking at Riska who was laughing at Zia's words, Reza's heart beat instantly. Reza took a long breath.
"Riska, I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you."
"Meeting you is fate, being your friend is a choice, but falling in love with you is completely out of my day."
"I chose you. And I will choose you again, again and again. Unceasingly, without hesitation, in an instant, I will continue to choose you."
"Will you be my girlfriend Ris" Reza said as she looked at Riska intensely expectantly.
At once Riska was fascinated by the words of the cradle that came out of Reza's mouth, then Riska chose to take her eyes off and take a stand.
"His words were so good, it was unexpected that Ka Reza could express such words"
"Ehhhh... Astagfirullah, remember Riska Istighfar so as not to dissolve in your mind" Riska said in her heart.
"Yaaa pardon nga nga ngiraaa Ka Reza a poet, will sometime want to ask to make words like that also ahhh" Said Zi in his heart still with his attitude that pretended to be an invisible creature while playing his phone.
Then before answering a question from Reza, Riska had closed her eyes first while exhaling slowly.
" Ka Reza, the words that just came out of Ka Reza's mouth are beautiful, even difficult for Riska to say no, butiiii. Riska feels comfortable without dating. Sorry, yes Ka.... "
His mouth and heart are not in line, his heart is betrayed... Sick when he had to answer like that, but Riska did not want to ruin the trust of her parents not to date.
"Dduuuarrrrr"
Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight. His heart felt shredded for a moment. Reza did not expect her expression of feelings to be rejected outright by Riska. Reza originally thought getting Riska would be as easy as when he used to get Tasya, even many schoolgirls in line to be Reza's girlfriend. But it was different with Riska. Rejection is a painful thing. Reza then rushed to leave Riska with a heart that felt fragile.
"Yes already Deh Ris then, I live first yes" said Reza. Reza's eyes look teary, because Reza just felt the pain was rejected.
"Yes Ka.... " Answer Riska.
Zia is surprised when Reza expresses her feelings to Riska, but Zia as a friend can already guess for sure Riska will reject Reza's request to be her boyfriend. Because Zia understands the rules in the Prasetyo Family that prohibits her three daughters from dating.
"Vaaahhh Ris.... Ka Reza seems to like you.... Ihhhh dear yes if you are allowed to date....... " Say Zia.
"Huzzzis... May you, remember Zi if we do not get what we want, do not say if I do so and so, surely …"
"The provisions on this matter have existed, it is impossible for it to be changed again. Such affairs had been established at Lauh Al Mahfuzh before the creation of the heavens and earth 50,000 years ago."
"Because a word if it can open the door of syaithon, it means that a word if in such circumstances will open the sense of anxiety, sadness, regret, and anxiety. As a result of this kind of sadness" Riska said even though her heart was not okay after the incident.
Reza then chose to re-enter the Villa to clean up his luggage, because around 10, they will all return to Jakarta.
Eka who saw the change in the look of Reza's face did not dare to ask anything to his best friend. Eka waits for Reza who will tell her story to ask her to find out what really happened, even though it is enough to see Reza's attitude and facial features that become different, Eka can guess everything.
Finally at exactly 10 o'clock, the mading group returned home to Jakarta. Accompanied by various feelings, some are happy, some are upset and some are even disappointed.
After Riska said goodbye to Pa Didin and Bi Ipop, Riska was accompanied by Zia into her car. Pa Didin and Bi Ipop are very happy if Villa is visited by members of the Prasetyo Family, so it feels crowded, different from the usual days, he said, Villa feels lonely at least occasionally Pa Didin and Bi Ipop bring his family to stay at the Villa, counting free entertainment, and, because Papa Pras does allow Pa Didin and Bi Ipop to use the Villa for his family as long as it is used for useful things.
On the road Zia had talked to Riska about it, about the contents of Reza's feelings.
"Riss... If Ka Reza never again reveals how she feels to you? " Task Zia.
"Yes no matter how Zi, that's not a match" Riska replied simply as she raised her eyebrows.
Then Riska asked Pa Yuda to stop at the rest area stop, Riska remembered that she had not performed the dhuha prayer, because her mind was too raging with what Reza said.
When a heartbreak, it feels jumbled and cannot be explained with words. A broken heart will cause deep pain that cannot be explained how the pain. Because of the pain, some people will even just lie in bed and do nothing all day.
Likewise with Reza, when traveling home did not make his voice at all, only occasionally he made that sound only when asked and Reza only answered as necessary. Even while on the road Reza plays the song 'Hampa', the song sung by the artist capital 'Ari Lasso' contains about heartbreak into a stifling thing, as if the heart that was originally filled now becomes empty. The song has a salacious feel that may be relevant to the feelings of people who are heartbroken.
Eka who was in a car with Reza would not want to listen to the lyrics for the lyrics of the song and try to guess the current mood of his best friend from the song that Reza plays.
I'm closing these eyes trying to forget all the good memories of you, of my dreams
The more I try your Shadow the more real it reaches down to the soul of God, help me
I don't know where you are How my life feels without you Is there you miss me? Like I've missed you always miss you
I can't deny You're the only One who can make my soul that once died meaningful
But now you're disappearing like you've been swallowed by the earth, never have you realized the meaning of your love for me?
I don't know where you're feeling my life without you Is there to miss me? Like I've missed you always miss you
I don't know where you are I feel like my life without you Is there to miss me? Like I've missed you always miss you
I don't know where you're feeling my life without you Is there to miss me? Like I've missed you always miss you
It is said that love is blind, making those who are in love ready to do anything. Not infrequently they fight desperately to be able to fight for his love.
The feeling of love is indescribable. The emotion of love can make you want to express what is in the heart. Wise words about love can be used to express feelings. But sometimes someone is confused about how to convey it and how to structure sentences well.
Love can not be explained how big, people might judge love as big as the world, the ocean, even the sky. But no one can measure how much he loves logic.
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