WHEN MY HEART IS BROKEN
Just watching you in the silence
Goslings...
Today me and eve as usual, to school together, but this morning I saw the man who was yesterday afternoon still in his house, I don't know who because eve had not introduced him to me, there was a little bit of suspicion towards the man because yesterday I saw the look in his eyes was very different on eve, cold but save into a very deep longing...
"eve... That guy yesterday was still at your house? Who is she ?" ask me..
"man? Wh who? Which one, and why are you in Eve's house?" said the princess brushed a myriad of questions
"aaa... Yes... What's?" eve answered awkwardly and confusedly when I saw her from earlier she was just daydreaming and not hearing our questions...
"eve... The princess and I asked, who was the man who came yesterday and why did I see him in your house this morning, did he spend the night there? Say slowly....
" ohhh my goodness I'm sorry I didn't focus this morning, and yes iti is brother andreas, kaka my cousin, son om alex, son om alex, yesterday he just told me that while for a while brother andy will hold over papa's company and stay with me, that's what he and alex explained yesterday" replied evelyn...
"ohh that, thank God now at least you have friends at home eve, friends eating and chatting" said the princess...
"oh ya gimna put already dapet permission yet for a vacation to Bali next week? Don't tell me you forgot your parents' permission again" I asked
"oh Iyah almost forgot, I yesterday had permission to my papa mama and they agreed to it as long as it is on the condition of no alcohol, no bikini, no drugs" he replied
"okay good job... Obviously those 3 points will never be on our solace, there I have a villa so there is no need to worry and my villa happens to be facing the sea so it will be very beautiful so you do not need to worry to find a villa or car again" I explained
"and you little princess? Already calling alex for next week's event? Or am I just gonna call Alex?" I said in a slightly seductive tone to eve...
"ahhh sorry I forgot my permission yet, later go home to school let me tell om alex and aunt regina yaa" he replied...
"okay I wait for the answer yes" I said...
Evely...
Today I feel unfocused, thinking about your explanation last night, how can he stay at home? Yes, even just to sleep but really this will be very awkward for me, especially with the tone and attitude of yesterday... My speech.
"evee.... What was? Why is it that since school you are not focused, like thinking of something!? Let's talk to me" asked angga, breaking my daydream...
And I saw that I was in front of the gate of my house....
"ahhhh has arrived" I said without answering the question...
I saw ka andy in the car, ahhh tumben this afternoon has gone home, he said yesterday he will go home late at night, why the afternoon has come home... I said in my heart
I went inside leaving the pride, without explaining what I was thinking
After dinner I saw brother andy sitting reading the file in the living room
"sister... There's something I want to talk about." I said
"talk" he replied with eyes still glued to the sheet of paper...
"next week I, and my best friend intend to take a vacation to Bali, and I had already called om alex and aunt regina, but they said the authority was on kaka, but they said, because kaka is home with me now" I said at length.
"mmm just go" he replied with eyes that had looked at me at a glance...
"well thank you" I said, after that I went to the room and sent a message in our whatsapp group, yes I'm proud and princess, putri created a group chat for us with the aim to facilitate the communication of the three of us..
Andrew....
Today was my first day at the office, and I saw Evelyn being picked up by a stranger I saw yesterday at home and in the grave of om and aunt...
My heart burned to see my Evelyn sitting on a motorcycle with her....
You're such a coward and... You're jealous but you can't do anything. Even my attitude towards her is very conflicted with my heart... I said in my heart...
And when I came home from the office again I saw the two of them, even I saw the man take the helmet off Evee's head....
But again I just kept quiet without doing anything, because I think just seeing it was enough to make me happy. Yes, although I am not the cause of his smile and not with me also in a happy smile.... This is me, trying to watch him in silence, with the opposite attitude to my heart...
After dinner finished eve approached me he asked permission for a vacation with his best friend to Bali and I'm sure one of his best friends was the man who always attached to my eveku....
It feels like refusing and not letting her go, but what right do I have?....
To be continue*....