WHEN MY HEART IS BROKEN
Always think about you
Evely...
Overnight the pride drove me home, somehow I felt something strange every time there was near, the performance of my heart faster than usual, making me a bit short of breath made...
This morning I, the princess and the lady decided to go to the beach, honestly I was afraid if I had to leave by car again, which is why I prefer to be alone and stay at home for a long time, he said, because there are still deep trauma scratches on my mind...
Geck... Geck... Geck... I heard someone knocking on my door, and I walked up to the door.
"heyyy are u ready for today?" angga
"mmm I'm proud I don't seem to be coming" I replied
"why eve's? Come on eve, we'll ride my bike in peace" answered angga reassured me
"are you sure you're angga? The distance is quite far can be 2 to 3 hours" I said
"calm eve I used to ride my bike longer than this, let's go, the princess is waiting for us there" he asked as he gently pulled my hand
On the way I felt comfortable, like I wanted to scream to release all my pain, and soon took pride in pulling the bike away.
"sorry eve but you have to hold, if not the old town of the boat" he led my hand to roll my hand to his waist.
After that, he returned to running the bike...
(yes god... Why is my heart pounding) my mind.
Along the way I felt awkward.
After 2 hours of driving we also came to one of the beaches in the Jakarta area..
"heyyy kaliaaaaan a long time huh " shouted the princess
"sorry your son found out I was carrying a motorcycle and not maybe speeding because I was with a girl" said Proud, I felt he was teasing me a little...
"*hahaha, let's play" said the princess
We played together on that beach...
*****...
I see eve and the princess laughing, we laugh together, it's nice to spend time with them, I wish this would happen forever, I mean, I'm a princess and eve I want to spend a lot of my time with them, especially eve...
It was so cool to see him smile and laugh...
It's like making my life spirit higher than it is now...
"yes I want to, but I have permission to my parents first I will tell ya" replied the princess
"how's eve going, are you coming?" much
"i have permission to om and aunt first be proud, because now they are my guardian" replied eve....
"all right, I'll wait for you guys in 1 week" I explained.
Princesses...
I'm grateful that my best friend has finally started smiling again at this time, and I'm sure it's because the persistent pride persuaded him, I salute to see the pride, though we have not been friends for long but it feels comfortable and understand each other, like a friend for a long time.
I see that the young man steals the field to evelyn, I think he likes my sweet friend... I was thinking how to get them closer
"guys rich I have to go home first, papa telpn I have to be home before 7 pm" I said lying
"but the sunset will be put soon" answered eve
"sorry yes eve, tau sendiran jakarta jammed in the mallm day I was afraid late because the word papa important" said convinced eve
"well put you first carefully on the road" said the mangga while waving his hand
I hugged Evelyn for a moment, and ran towards my car...
(hahahaha please enjoy the romantic honeeey atmosphere) I said in the car.
Evely...
The princess left the two of us, the atmosphere turned awkward, wanted to go home but unfortunately soon sunset, I have not seen the sunset, for a long time, last year my parents and I went to Bali for my son Alex's birthday...
"evee... What is your mind" asked angga suddenly
"me? I used to want to be a doctor because I wanted to help and care for the sick, save their lives with my abilities, but not anymore." I replied.
"why? Why not now?" ask her
"whether it was me and my parents, I imagined what if I failed, I couldn't save them and heal them, it would be a little claustrophobic to think of it" I answered while looking at the beautiful sun that began to sink
"hey eve's... Do you know, the life of death of someone is destined to be the creator, we as humans can only try, our business form is to pursue what we want to try to get the maximum we want, we can get what we want, so if you really want to be a doctor, reach out, reach out, and try to be a good doctor, do not make your trauma a barrier to your future... We do not know until when we live and when God takes our lives, so now try to make more use of our time while there" said Proud while looking at me...
After sunset we went back home... Along the way I thought of all the prideful words, for some reason I felt that they were disturbing my mind as well as my heart...
To be continue...