When My Wife Is No Longer Spoiled
Farewell Letter

For more info, Siska left and asked permission from Haikal through this letter. So did Haikal who was saddened by the departure of his wife. So, they're not divorced.

Similarly, a husband asks permission to wander to his wife, and vice versa and their marriage remains valid. Unless there is a word of talaq that comes out of the word Haikal, or Haikal does not want his wife to leave, then their marriage can be invalid again, must be married again if met later. 🙏🙏

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To My Beloved Husband, Mas Haikal.

Assalamualaikum, Mas.

Good morning, my husband. I'm sorry, well, when you wake up, I'm gone. Sorry also if I go without saying goodbye, not that I want to be an ungodly wife, for leaving without husband's permission.

But, for a while I needed some time alone, to keep my sanity awake.

By the way, three more days of our marriage even 8 years. It doesn't feel right, Mom. The new feeling yesterday we were dating and now we want to have two children. Hehe . ^_^

You used to chase after me, and after marriage I begged for love with you. Every second, every minute I think of you, Mom.

Whether you are there or not beside me. When you are at home or outside the home. Sure, my heart will wonder how you are.

Are you happy today? What about your work? Is there someone who made you sprain out there? Did you eat on time?

And ... There are many other questions about you. Although I know, if all this time I haven't been a good wife to you.

But, this year. I'm making progress, hihi. From the beginning I did not like cooking, for fear that my nails were broken and I smelled onions. Forced inevitably have to be able to cook so you like me.

I want to turn into an independent woman so that you fall in love with me again. Yes, although difficult, because from childhood my character was very spoiled and always pampered and in the queen by both my parents.

Not that with me learning to cook for you, I feel in babu right! Of course not. Because, after I learned about religion and I tried to improve my prayer.

I realize that cooking or serving the husband includes the act of pleasing the husband and his reward is great.

But now I realize. Want me spoiled or independent you still will not love me. Hihihim …

Because, my name and character are already ugly in your eyes. The love that you used to hold for me is not as great as my love for you.

We have survived to this very moment, because my love for you is so great, Mas. Just try if my love is only as big as a cat, surely we will divorce after two days of marriage.

I didn't leave because I hated it.

I didn't disappear because I didn't want to fight.

But, I went to calm myself and my soul. All this time I've been too dependent on you, Mom.

I realized that depending on humans is wrong. Because there will come a farewell. Be it separation by divorce, or by death.

In this world I only have you and Reihan, as well as the child in my womb right now. I'm afraid that we'll split up and I'll go crazy. Meanwhile, there are two angels that I must take care of and I educate.

I don't want that to happen, Mom. I must be strong and strong for my children.

I love you, Mas. Very ... even if I was given a choice, between me dead or you. Then I'll choose me who dies.

But, Mas. I realized that love could not be forced, I realized that I had wrongly forced you to marry me.

That's why I chose to leave for a while, so that I could think clearly and try to live life without you. Let it be someday, when farewell comes. I remained sane and used to your absence.

Take care of yourself, please take care of Reihan as well.

I'm going, Mas. Please ridhoi this departure of me and please! Don't look for me. Let me go for a moment and come back by myself.

I love you, My husband. Then, now and in the future.

Wassalam´s.

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Unknowingly, Haikal's tears came pouring down his cheeks. The man's feet slid to the floor. He cried without a sound while tightly grasping his wife's letter.

It hurts so much, God! Why does his wife have to leave? Why did they have to split up while Haikal had opened his heart again.

Why did Siska leave her behind with reason in order to maintain sanity! What about Haikal? Can he be sane without his wife?

Ten years with Siska, is not a short time to live the day without her.

Haikal punched the marble floor of his room. The man vented a vexation in his heart. He felt tormented with this sick bag.

Bugh.

Bugh.

"Akkk .. Siska, honey! Please don't leave me. I love you, Siska. I love you .. You heard that! I love you. So by, don't leave me, Baby!"

Haikal cried. He felt very lost his wife. Haikal roared, calling out Siska's name. I hope the wife comes back.

The expression of love he expressed was not heard by Siska. Maybe if there was a woman, she had fainted so happy.

But, what a pity. Haikal revealed it too late. His arrogant attitude and great prestige had destroyed himself.

"I'm sorry, honey! I was late to realize that you were important to me. Sorry .. sorry!"

Haikal whispered softly. He closed his eyes, then opened them and looked at the ceiling of the room.

"Be careful on the road, honey. Don't forget to go home, Dad! By Allah, I will have you gone, my wife. May God take care of you and our children!"

Haikal spoke as if his wife were there. The man chose to mourn Siska's departure so that his wife would be calm and peaceful.

"You're right! We need time to think and think clearly. Then then! Let's meet the best version of each of us."

Haikal sincerely his wife left for a while. The man still sends a living born, although far from his wife.

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Sometimes separation does not always bring sorrow and hardship. But it can also bring joy and blessings. It depends on how hard we accept it.

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