When My Wife Is No Longer Spoiled
Mental Down [Being Not Good]

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Sorry, the author has not been updated. Mentally down again, again sad. See the news about bullying, make the author remember the school past, from Elementary to High School in the bullies.

SD in the physical bully, once in a slap, in the same sitting some people until they have breathed.

SMP and High School are mentally bullied. Character murders, ostracized and humiliated.

Suddenly it immediately dropped, the spirit to write, disappeared instantly.

I was very angry when I read the news about bullying, because I was once in the position of victim. It feels afraid to go to school, afraid to meet new people, depressed, even to the point of wanting to b*nuhnuh yourself, almost also drop out of school.

Actually, it's been a long time and I've forgiven the perpetrators. However, there are times when I hate them, why should I be bullied? What wrong? Can't I be happy?

Moreover, if you see the viral news about bullying, immediately my chest tight, tears immediately came out without being able to stand it. Kayak felt Dejavu, as if I was still in the Toxic neighborhood.

Sorry to confide, everyone's sister.

Because I'm really sad again. Eyes until swollen due to crying.

Bismillah, I hope tomorrow I'll be happy and well.

And maybe I'll also do my own story novel, so that my heart is more relieved because people hear my story.

So that parents also know, if the child does not want to go to school, it may not be because of laziness. But, for fear of meeting those who bully her.

It is sad to remember those times. Fortunately, my faith is strong, and God still loves me. If not, maybe I can't be at this point.

Although now my life is better than before, but the name of the wound must have a mark. Acne scars alone have been lost, let alone inner scars?

It's hurt.

Moreover, no one knew how I tried desperately to survive, even though circumstances made me almost die.

Sorry if personal problems I vent here 🙏.

Because of this bully thing, I'm the only one who knows. Family no, years I've kept, and I'm not strong enough to keep it any longer.

For parents, please teach your children to repay the evil deeds of the people to him, so that your child grows up to be a child who dares to look after himself, keep his pride from being trampled.

Do not immediately teach to be forgiving, later he even become a coward, usually just give up, until it does not know what it feels like to win.

Later, when they grow up, just teach if there is another option to avenge the crimes of others is to be forgiving.

That way, children can be forgiving, but courageous.

And for my readers, especially teachers and parents, please care more about the child. Don't get busy at work, ask how she is at school, how she is related to her classmates. Frequently go to school suddenly, so that parents know how the child is in school.

Then for teachers, often monitor students during rest hours. Because at that time, usually prone to bully. Same with school hours.

Please distinguish between jokes of fellow friends and violence committed by friends.

Not to want to patronize, but only share my anxiety first when I became a victim of bully. The parents did not know because they were busy working so that I could eat, to the point that they did not have enough time to rest.

I don't blame my parents, because when I grow up I know how tired it is to make money. I love them, I love them very much.

Only, my little heart thirsts for attention, especially in my school days.

I hope, big brother's kids don't feel what I feel.

In the bullies it's not good. Very unpleasant.

Thank you to all who would listen to my curses.

May we all always be in the protection of God 🌹.

Make the parents once again please, pay more attention to the children. Especially for fathers, do not let your little daughter be hurt by evil hands 😊.

I wrote it while crying hehe.

See you in the next chapter of 🌹 please pray that I will be fine.