When My Wife's Love is Over
Elis's Letters

Arjuna moved his feet towards the main room. His goal was his wife's closet. But before Arjuna reached the closet, his eyes fell on the bed. There is a green map toska.

Arjuna's heart seemed to run very fast, suddenly he broke out in cold sweat, the fear that had hugged him was now getting tighter and tighter against his chest.

With trembling hands Arjuna grabbed the map. Arjuna opened it with a single stomp, just opened Not yet read it but Arjuna was already shaking with a look of disbelief,

The logo of the court letter on the top side already answered everything. Also the signature of Elis neatly patrolled in the right corner as the plaintiff.

"This is impossible." Arjuna shook his head very quickly. "There's no way my woman could do this unfair thing to me."

Arjuna's legs were squeezed, his knees seemed to have just disappeared until he sat on the edge of the bed with regret that spread all over his body.

"No Elis. Until my breath is in my throat, I won't divorce you. You will forever be bound to be my wife." Zayn tore his divorce papers into small pieces, then Arjuna scattered them into the air. So that the debris flew to dirty the bed to the floor.

It's a nightmare.

Not only the map that was there, there was a piece of paper there, Elis' handwriting, Arjuna recognized the writing attached to the paper.

(Any writing that begins with a dot punctuation sign means Elis's writing, while if there is no dot it means author pov)

.Dear Papa of my daughters.

Not to mention Elis already considered him as his father's children not her husband anymore. A tear had now escaped the corner of Arjuna's eyes, not only a flabby man, Arjuna was also a crybaby and easy to cry.

.Sorry my farewells seem impolite. But I wanted to prove what I said that night, when you were about to go to meet Aida, didn't I say I was going to go and bring the kids. I'm honestly disappointed, but it's not like you're lying to me. In fact I have prepared myself to also plan my departure from your side. It's just that I shortened my time by four days.

"I guessed it. But I didn't think you were this bad about me." Arjuna sobbed, it felt like he could not continue reading a letter from his wife.

.I don't need to explain one by one your mistakes, do I? I'm sure you're aware of it, too.

"Yes, Elis. I realized everything. I'm sorry! I should have been more assertive to restrict Mama from getting too far into our family problems. I'm sorry I let so many things ruin our family."

.The Elis you've seen for the last three months is no longer the Elis you married seven years ago. The once-dead Elis was pierced by a dagger as you spoke the woman's name in front of the ruler. Isn't Elis now so disrespectful? I even called you by name. I get hurt every time you go to that woman's house, I won't even mention her name.

.I sinned! When you came to me I was disgusted that even I was preparing some soil in the bathroom just to purify myself after you touched me. For God's sake every time you touch me your shadow comes at that woman the same way it makes me nauseous. You even thought I was pregnant when I vomited every time I made love to you, it's all because I felt disgusted to have to take turns with a guy. I disgusted Arjuna.

"If you had known Elis, I'd never have touched her, conscious. I'm sorry you must have been so hurt by this." Because honestly that night Arjuna did not remember anything.

.I am depressed about what I am going through. I have always been grateful for the fate of my life. But when you married her, for the first time I blamed God. I don't mind when Mama keeps yelling, insulting me and keeps forcing me to get pregnant with a boy, I'm fine when you still think of me as a wife. But when you presented it, all the colors of my life turned gray. You don't promise or owe me anything. That's why I'm not suing you for anything.

Arjuna bit his lower lip, too painful any wound he gave. In just three months Arjuna was able to destroy all of Elis' love for him.

.I'm not a shaliha woman for letting you remarry. I have Arjuna reason, I want to spend my remaining love towards you. I let you hurt me as you did, until the time I went my heart as lightly as it is now. You know, my love is over for you!

"No. Elis, no you still love me, you left because you were too disappointed in me. I'm sure your love is still the same. I'll find you, I'll take you and our kids home, I promise Elis." Arjuna roared lamenting his story, the heart's intention to be devoted to the mother now carrying him in endless regret.

Regret always comes last, many words if Arjuna wants to use now.

Arjuna again read his wife's writings, with eyes that had blurred, because it was blocked by tears that bore the river, not just tears that kept coming out, but tears that kept coming out, air hood Arjuna also participated and worked together to make Arjuna look sad.

.I want to bring the kids, I don't want them to be the gravel of your happiness to have a son. Oh yeah congratulations, the woman I didn't want to call her name came to us a while ago. She introduced herself as your wife in front of the children. He also showed off his distended stomach in front of us. And say if your son is a man what you want.

"I've never wanted a boy from any woman but you. Instead of every child you give me, I want and love her so much." Arjuna spoke in vain until his mouth was smoky and Elis would not hear him.

.I kicked her out of her husband's own house, not because I was mean or greedy, all I did because of a human being who wanted to protect her children from the influence of women like her.

"You should have dragged him Elis. I'm sorry I didn't know she was here, I should have protected you from that obsessed woman." Arjuna wiped away the salty taste of the tears that passed through the corners of his lips.

.I'm pampering. Happy always Arjuna, may God always bless your life. May you always be healthy and cheap.

"Even when I hurt you so much, you always wish me all the best. How can I be happy while my happiness you bring all of Elis."

.I'll bring this wounded heart over, I'll heal it myself.

"I will heal Elis, come back to me. I'll explain everything, clearly."

.I promise I'll bring the kids back to see you someday. That's why you have to stay rich, so that my children's share doesn't diminish.

A little corner of Arjuna lifted up.

.It's just that for the time I don't know. I need to heal my wounds first. I also brought some of the treasure you gave me. Of course to survive, out there I don't have any skills you always indulge?

Arjuna feels slapped with this, he did spoil Elis for 7 years but the last 3 months Elis changed independently.

.Don't try to find me. I'll be back when the time comes. Surely when I'm healed.

.I always count your mistakes. Also often pray that you do wrong to me, so that you will neglect and let me go. Apparently my prayer was granted by God tonight.

.I've hired a lawyer for our divorce, I hope the process is quick. Happy always Arjuna, say my greetings and apologies to Mama.

.Wassalam´s.

.Elisa Princess.

Arjuna took the letter that Elis left behind and carried it over his chest. "I'm sorry Elis. For God's sake I won't divorce you."

"Maybe now God has granted your prayers so you can escape me. But after this God will grant all my prayers. I'm sure with his own hands God will bring you back to my arms."