Widow is only my Status
JHS - MUST BE STRONG
I have to get up, pity my mother, pity my father...
Brother Adam..I will rise, I will try to return my smile that you have always liked.I will try to return my cherries as you have always longed for...
Tiara stepped her foot down the stairs of her home ....
"Dear girl.......Your son???" Sulis saw his son coming down from the stairs already looked fresh, the moorings were let down and the bando material adorned his head...
navy t-shirts and jeans make Tiara like she's back...
"buuu, cook what? I'm going to the campus and cafe ma'am" Tiara said to her mother..
"honey, are you okay? I don't want you to go to campus let alone to the cafe" said Sulis amazed to see Tiara look so excited
"mom, I will try to slowly accept this, even though here, here and here there is still a shadow of Brother Adam..."
tiara said pointing at her eyes, head and chest...
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Tears glistened on the cheeks of Sulis.like not believing his son had tried to interact again after almost two months of bragging, silence and distanced himself from the crowd...
"buu don't cry, Adam's brother will be sad" said Tiara while removing the tear that fell on Mother Sulis' cheeks...
"forgive me son, I will help you, I will continue to be beside you" said Sulis' mother who then grabbed her daughter's body and hugged her tightly...
"mom, tomorrow we go to the house that brother Adam bought for me, yes,, I want to see what it's like. today I want to go to the campus and look at the cafe, so that the day after tomorrow can open again" tiara said with a smile...
"pleasantly, dear, I will accompany you, if you need to now accompany me?"
"not buu today I'm with Syifaa buu we want to give up longing" said Tiara cengegesan
"all right, let's eat.. Mom just cook fried rice, do you want the other masakin mother?"
"no ma'am this is enough." said Tiara while giving her best smile....
mommy why I'm so sick to see mom crying ..does mom always cry all this time.I'm sorry mom, I'll try to toughen up....
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"Allhamdulillah yes the lecturer still wants to receive me who has two months of guidance" Tiara told Syifa
"you're going to pinter Ti, where can the lecturer be angry" Syifa said chuckling...
"what the fuck, you are also pinter, the proof is that I like to cheat the same task you are"
"it's not because you're stupid! because you're busy staying up late while calling the same sister ad......"
Syifa turned to Tiara, as did Tiara.
"I'm sorry I wasn't intentional and didn't mean for you to be sad" Syifa said.
"why is it true,, canteen yu I wear syif" Invite Tiara, syifa just nods...
the campus canteen
"tomorrow will you go to your new home?" ask syifa
"so I'll go with mom" Tiara said as she threw her smile
"hmm even though I want to come, but there is no way I'm skipping work again." said Syifa a little disappointed because he wanted to accompany his best friend..
"we can still go there again during the week faa, just calm down" said Tiara Sanbil drinking juice in front of him..
Before long the noise came...
"wawaw there's a widow flower here. eh Tiara hmm how does it feel to be a widow....?"
DENGS!!!!!!
Tiara tried to hold back her tears, she tried not to get emotional..
"Nely lo what the fuck, how do you ga nintuin lo a student!!!" syifa
"sorry Nely I gabisa recount, maybe one day you can feel. that's even if you are strong in the eyes of God..."
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The thunderous sound of applause, the canteen residents were very salute with Tiara's reply and attitude...
although Tiara was very anxious to cry hearing Nely's words...
"excuse me excuse Nel I have to go, my business is done on campus." said Tiara then holding Syifa who was still staring at Tiara's calm demeanor...
car park
"want me to drive your car?" syifa said that she was worried that Tiara was still in shock after the incident in the canteen...
"no need, I can.. We go to the cafe?" tiara said then got into the car...
Sis you see, I am strong brother I managed to fight my first ordeal today .. I hope you are happy brother. continue to love me spirit yes brother... I'm sorry I haven't been so hard on all of this...
"Tii... Tiaraaaaaa"
tiara's daydreams were awakened by the scorching of Syifa who kept calling her name...
"faaaa ihh, make me shocked." said Tiara rubbed her chest.
"are you daydreaming, I'm so worried.. let's run the car.. are we going to continue in this parking lot and hope directly until the cafe?" sifa said laughing
"hahahaha magic dong, triyingg directly nyampe" said Tiara who had run his car slowly ....
Tiara uses a car that is in her home but not specifically belongs to yes, yes it can be said to belong together...
Although Adam has left a unit of the Luxury Sedan car but Tiara is reluctant to use it, he prefers to use the Brio....
The Cloud Caffe n Resto
Tiara silently looked at the cafe she and Adam founded 2 years ago after Adam proposed to Tiara ..
tiara stiffly took the Cafe's key and opened it. She began to blame her Ac and sat on the corner sofa where her Favorite and Adam were chatting...
The sadness radiates clearly to Tiara, her mind begins to play back the footage of a very beautiful past but becomes a wound now in Tiara's heart...
"Tii. cry if it makes your heart calm." said Syifa who was already beside him, gently rubbing his shoulder...
"i am strong coca faa, brother Adam must be seneng" said Tiara who very clearly held back her cries
tears were brought down by Syifa, her heart was so broken that it was a clear misery on the face of Tiara that she had always hidden...
seeing Syifa menngis Tiara instead left him to walk towards the pantry.he did not want to join in late in Syifa's cry even though he really wanted to cry.
After feeling enough, Tiara invites Syifa to return home.Tiara calmly drives Syifa back to her house, although Syifa initially refuses but Tiara insists on dropping her off...
Tiara recalled the address of the House held by Adam.he searched the address on his phone.It turned out to be close to the house of Syifa.
Although it was almost evening Tiarapun decided to stop by the house that Adam bought it....
After entering the complex that is quite elite, Tiara noticed one by one the name and block of the house he was referring to, plus the direction given satapam when entering earlier...
Salsa arrived at the Black gate with a towering white wall...
looks like a very fire-covered house...
Tiara entered the house by parking her car on the shoulder of the road in front of the house...
Tiara's eyes were wide open when the first leg entered, the atmosphere was so quiet and cold. has been installed photos of Tiara and Adam....
The tightness in the chest increasingly makes his mind open the memory in the past together.Hatinya tightness and pain, his body is very cold and trembling...
"arghhhh, kaaakkkkkk kembaliaahhhh"
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