Widow is only my Status
JHS - Heart Fill Tiara
Tiara and Syifa walked out of the office towards Parkiran...
"Nearby...." A woman's voice is quite loud..
"yes?" Tiara said astonished at Sarah who was running, seen from her breath that was panting
"i want to apologize" Sarah said.
"I'm sorry? About what?" Tiara asked curiously
"hemm I don't know you're Mr. Barry's fiance, so I wasn't good enough.." Sarah said with her head down
you've even spread us betrothed bars..
"Oh yes no problem really.you are a new secretary so do not know me" said Tiara with a smile.
Sarah nodded
"Once again I'm sorry Tiara, if so I go first..." Sarah then left...
Tiara walked towards Syifa's car
"Wait Tii..." Syifa
"what's more Ifaaaaaaaa" said Tiara who seemed to be feeling tired
"Where do you know Sarah's new secretary????" Ask Syifa curiously
Tiara rounded her natas, starting to get nervous with the syifa question
"Ohh... Barry said" Tiara said in disbelief
"ohh I thought you wanted to be the same old secretary Barry" Syifa said then walked over to her car..
oh yes I forgot that all day long they were often alone, surely Barry had also told about Sarah and Prasetya.
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Silent...
Slender....
By ourselves....
It was quite a tiring night for Tiara...
Many times he sighed remembering the events of today..
The man he loved he missed today kissed him...
Tiara was only able to ponder, her heartfelt face started to stare at the sky of her room..
Help me, O Allah...Calm this heart...
diabolical? am I that bad?
the wound? am I going to cut the wound?
die off? does this feel like it's gonna die?
Oh God, I love him..
I'm sorry, today and I don't know how long I have to cover up the condition of my memories that have returned...
Sorry. Maybe with this you will be happy bar, I don't want mama disappointed with my status.. Of course it hurt when I remembered the incident.Mama clearly rejected me...
It hurts my heart Bar, seeing all the videos you've made...
It's ruined!! perhaps the word Destroyed proper represents my current feelings Bar...
Honestly, I can't be around you while I have to hold back my love..
But maybe with my current attitude will make you give up the bar, or maybe you will hate me, at that time I will feel easier apart from you...
If I could choose, I certainly wouldn't want to be in this difficult world..
love or obedience to parents..
maybe right now I should hurt you bar but right now I'm just keeping my mom feeling...
Tiara looked at the sky of her room, her tears had soaked her hair up to her pillow...
Again it was that cry that sent Tiara asleep in her sleep..
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barry's residence
"How did Tiara do today, Syifa said today she started working?" Risa's asking who approached Barry in the garden behind his house
"Prophetically, I'm sure soon he will want you" Tiara said with confidence....
"Aamin... Brother will not give up!" barry said with passion..
Risapun chuckled at Barry's words which Risa said was a very disgusting thing that ever said u tuk a woman...
"You guys here?"
Barry and Risa looked over..
"eh mah, here mah" Take Risa while shifting her sitting position
Barry's relationship with Erna's mother has not improved.. Barry misses his mother's warm embrace, only that the annoyance is still eating away at Barry's heart..
"I want to take a break" said Barry rising from his seat
"Barry wait! how long are you gonna avoid Barry's mom?" Said Erna's mother in her high tone
"Barry's tired, want to rest!" barry said firmly
"Happore mama Barr.. Mama admitted the mistake, the loss of Mama... Mama has also accepted the current state of Tiara... Mama please son forgive mama..mama quite tormented with your attitude..." Erna's mother said as she shed her tears
"You think Barry hasn't been tormented all this time? you know, three months Barry was tormented seeing Tiara lying weak, unconscious, full of tools, and now Tiara doesn't want who Barry mah is!! we're both tormented so mama don't have to Drama like mama is the most tormented... Tiara mah, Tiara is the most tormented man!" Said Barry
"Quite kaaa!" Said Risa who had been approaching Mother Erna and hugged her
"You want me to stay here, Stop demanding my attitude back to the way it was. And Stop meddling with urusa. Barry!" Bary said with his anger and went away leaving Risa and Erna's mother who was crying in Risa's embrace..
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Morning Day..
This morning Barry rushed to Tiara's house, today he intends to leave with Tiara, whatever Tiara's reaction will be later, Barry thought...
Without breakfast Barry left his residence...
The journey was quite smooth as it was still very early morning for the workers....
Barry had previously informed Sulis' mother, since Tiara was in a coma, Barry and Sulis's relationship was very close, even the comfort Barry felt when he was on his side...
"Where's Mum" said Barry, who was sitting on the dining table chair
"That's it" Mother Sulis said hearing the approaching footsteps..
"Barry??????? Why here?" said Tiara who was very upset about the arrival of Barry
"Breakfast with you" Ucsp Barry with his happy face
"sudsh let's eat" Her mother told Tiara about to deny Barry's words
"Honey take the fried rice for Barry, I take the crackers first" Sulis' mother told Tiara
with the look of his face that Jutek Tiara took twice the portion of Barry
"oh want to eat both yes" said Barry then moved to sit next to Tiara, if previously they faced each other...
"kok moved" asked Sulis' mother, carrying a jar of crackers
"Yes buu, Tiara wants to eat a plate together, let's be romantic" Barry said, Tiara just rounded her eyes in shock at Barry's words
"duh mama seneng see it. oh yes this is the blue one for you yes, the red one Syifa and Fardhan, well this is for Anwar" said Sulis Mother, said, referring to the multi-storey lunch box for the couple and the single lunch box for Anwar who just waited for Sahah....
"thank you Buu" Barry smiled
"Tomorrow does not need to be packed with ma'am, Tiara wants to eat outside" said Tiara
"Who's the love?" Ask Sulis's mother curiously
"Just like Barry ma'am.. I'm calm" said Barry with his pede...
"oh thank God, let's continue eating it..." Ibu Sulis said then in a nod to the two humans...
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On the way
"Cock this way?" Tiara asked in wonder
"We're not going to the office, I want to tell you something..." Said Barry Smiling..
"Barry please don't be weird" Tiara said resentfully
"I'm not weird" Barry said
Hmh! even the last time he took to the beach on the grounds of meeting. continue now I have to believe?! hemm...
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