
Zila is now in the backyard of the house, this place for him is comfortable to calm down. In front of him lay a variety of colorful flower plants, so as to cool the eyes.
Suddenly Bi Rani came to bring a glass of warm lemon tea complete with a snack. Zila was shocked and moved, as Bi Rani approached she immediately hugged him while crying. Zila was crying so hard there. Bi Rani was confused as to what made Zila cry.
"I miss Mom, Bi Rani. All this time I always expected the affection of a mother, but I never got it. After marriage I wish my mother-in-law could love me as much as she loved her child. But all of this was not in line with my expectations. Only aunty Zuli in my hometown still had time to feel his affection, he was always good and considered me a child. But now it's far away, and I no longer feel his affection." The spontaneous outpouring of Zila's heart he poured out on Bi Rani while crying.
Bi Rani could only rub Zila's back affectionately. She also had a child of Zila's age, so she felt Zila was like her daughter too.
"Non Zila don't be sad, just think of Bi Rani or Bi Rana Miss's parents. I also have a girl the same age as Miss, so Auntie if you like to see Non Zila and Non Hilda. A little longing Aunty treated if you have seen you," said Bi Rani while rubbing Zila's back which was still shaking because she was still crying.
"Already, Non. Don't cry anymore. There is still an Aunt who loves Non Zila. Does Non Zila not mind if Bibi considers Non Zila a child of her own?" tanya Bi Rani continued her words.
Zila did not reply, she was still crying bitterly. His heart was very sad, he felt his life was so poor. Since childhood, the family was set aside from his biological father. Fortunately, his mother's older sister, Kobar, was willing to take care of Zila, even to the point of sacrificing her household until divorce, because the wife of Kobar did not want her husband to share the same affection of his own nephew.
And now after marriage, it seems good luck has not been willing to greet him sincerely. Just yesterday getting the attention of her mother-in-law for her first pregnancy, now the attention disappears again changed with a cold attitude. Even when Bu Hilsa was being so gentle and warm to Sila, Zila felt very jealous. As a daughter-in-law she also wants to be loved and cared for by her mother-in-law.
If it's like this, it feels like he's back at Kobar's house. Kobar is able to be a father and mother to him, Kobar is very sincere with him loving Zila as she is, educating and caring for her.
"Uncle, thank you for the kindness of uncle all this time. May Allah repay all the goodness of uncle with an abundance of goodness more than uncle gave me" his prayer in a heart that was suddenly very sensitive. For him Kobar was the hero of his life. Without Kobar somehow his fate is now.
"I'm sorry, Bi ... "Zila's speech faltered because of sobs. Bi Rani frowned in surprise. "I regret knowing this family and being part of this family if I end up not being accepted by this family" he continued. Bi Rani gasped to hear Zila say that.
"Miss don't talk like that. I'm sure the attitude of the Madam and this family who turned cold on Miss is just a fleeting momentary emotion that will gradually disappear. They are only sad because they have lost a prospective grandchild who was highly anticipated all this time. Aunty is sure the big madam will be back as warm as ever."
Bi Rani paused for a moment while unceasingly rubbing Zila's head affectionately. "Let's just say the Madam's cold demeanor is a test for the Miss household. If Miss faces it with sincerity, then Miss will pass the test and be raised by God. Think of it as a challenge in Non Zila's life. Don't give up easily, Non Zila's life isn't as bad as others. The others were even worse than Miss," Bi Rani persuaded still not desperate to provide support for Zila.
Dragon who had been eavesdropping and watching the two of them from behind the door, was surprised to hear the confession of Zila who felt sorry to have known this family, meaning Zila regretted also marrying him.
"Den Dragon!" his surprise while unraveling his embrace to Zila. Zila was similarly shocked, but she did not care if the Dragon had heard all of her words, after all she was now sorry to have become part of this family if in the end she had to accept the cold attitude.
"Bi, leave us alone" the Dragon told Bi Rani. Bi Rani understands and immediately excuses to leave Dragon and Zila who now seem to be in a cold war.
"Zi, let's go inside. You should rest in the room," take the Dragon to Zila's hand. But Zila brushed it off.
"Leave me alone here. I don't need anyone right now. I want to be alone." Zila drove away the beaver dragon.
"Why are you so upset? I know you're angry about our attitude. But all because we have a reason. We don't want you to take a pregnancy for granted. Because the first trimester of pregnancy is very vulnerable and must be careful in carrying out activities." The dragon finally revealed the reason why his family behaved so coldly.
The dragon grabbed Zila's shoulder which was immediately pushed back by Zila's oleg. Zila stood up and forcefully stared at the Dragon with eyes that were completely wet with tears.
"Give me back to Uncle Kobar, and our relationship is quite up here" he said in tears of emotion. The dragon was shocked then grabbed Zila's hand.
"Zi, what the fuck? What the hell are you saying? Why are you saying that? I love you so much. And about my attitude that you think is cold is because I have a lot of work in the office and there is a little problem. So, please don't act like that," prevent Dragon from approaching Zila again.
"I keep asking to give me back to Uncle Kobar. I just realized that I do not deserve to be in this family," he said again as he moved and entered leaving the Dragon.
The dragon chased after Zila who was being overcome with emotion. The dragon realized, himself and his family too long to punish Zila for the incident that happened to Zila.
Zila arrived at her room, and she quickly prepared a large bag and opened her closet and was about to put her clothes in the bag.
"Stop!" prevent the Dragon while embracing Zila very tightly for fear of Zila leaving.