World Wedding Arkha & Ervina
Part 45: Loving Him That Time

Arkha got into his bed first and made room for his wife. While Vina looks doubtful because of course her feelings are very nervous.

"Sir, I'm coming for the moon" Vina said.

Arkha was silent and wanted to laugh. What Vina was worried about was definitely on her mind. However, he hid it with a smile that did not seem to bother.

"I'm just asking you to sleep with me. Are you the one who really misses my body?" arkha Reply.

Vina glared at me. "NO!"

"Promise yes, don't force it." Pinta Vina.

Arkha chuckled until he lowered his head.

"Yeah, here's a spit. Do you want to sleep standing still?" ask Arkha.

Vina grinned the horse with her fingers firmly grasped.

With doubt and fear, Vina finally got into bed with Arkha. After that, Arkha changed the lights in his room so as not to be too bright.

"Do you really believe that love exists?" ask Arkha.

The two were getting ready to go to sleep, but, they were still leaning on his back with a blanket covering his legs.

Vina looked over while smiling.

"I strongly believe that love exists, sir" he replied.

Arkha was still staring at Vina. While Vina took a deep breath, she looked back at her husband again.

"All normal people feel and believe what love is, sir."

"Only, from the stories I've read, is there something that makes normal humans are still reluctant to establish relationships with others in a bond of love."

"Not that he doesn't believe it, but, he has a story or a story that traumatizes him. Examples such as once betrayed, or in staying his partner gone forever. Well, it's all just the person himself can manage his time. He himself knows how his heart condition when the love grows without the shadow of the story in the past."

Arkha smiled faintly while nodding vaguely.

"Sorry, are you in that condition?" ask Vina carefully.

Arkha looked down inside without giving an answer. A few seconds later, he lifted his head and looked at Vina.

"Yes, yes, it looks like I'm in that phase" he said.

Arkha stared straight ahead, his face which was in that faint light still looking holding back a fury.

Vina did not dare to immediately respond with words, she rubbed the back of her husband's hand.

"If you need a place to tell a story, I'm ready to listen. Maybe I don't give you a solution that suits you. But, at least it can reduce the burden that has been on your mind all this time" said Vina.

Vina who was afraid that Arkha would vent her emotions to him also turned astonished as Arkha smiled as she stacked her hands.

"I once had a purpose to be serious with a woman, I loved her very much. But in the end I have to be disappointed."

"And everything doesn't stop there. I have to face that disappointment every day. I had to display my fake smile as if everything was fine, until that time could make me accept it by looking fine."

Vina was still digesting what Arkha said until her forehead frowned.

"The house of Micah's mother is my past. I loved him so much at that time. But, indeed our relationship is not known to the family because we are still teenagers and I have not been able to do anything that guarantees the future."

"Until the end, Micah's father told the family that he was in love with someone. At that moment, he showed me a photo."

"And, well, I've done nothing but endure sadness and anger. Moreover, not long after, the woman ended the relationship with me with her reason."

Vina hugged her husband without hesitation.

Arkha smiled faintly and returned a hug from Vina while getting closer. Shortly after, Arkha broke her embrace and looked at Vina.

"But, you don't worry how I am with Micah."

"I've accepted all that because after all we are family. So did Michael, I loved him as much as being my son."

"That I am a very good man, so is his wife. They are very compatible, unlike me who easily provoked emotions. And, God predestined them to be a couple. While I was still given the chance to live this life."

"Master, be patient. There is no sadness that is not accompanied by wisdom." Vina replied in a soft voice.

Arkha nodded, then looked at the clock on the wall, it was already over.

"Thank you for listening to my story. Now we're sleeping." said Arkha.

Vina nodded, nor did she dare to speak at length for fear of even mispronouncing. Maybe this time Arkha just needed a listener.

Vina who was about to move back to the edge was held by Arkha. Arkha took Vina's pillow and lined it with her pillow.

"Sleep." tell Arkha who's still sitting.

Vina nodded while covering the blanket up to her nose.