Would I Deserve to Be Here
Story 01's

What do you imagine when you were a child did you imagine when adulthood would be beautiful, would be as expected when childhood ?

hahahaha ..it seems like the world is playing us here, not a single dream was realized when we were kids even though there was only a small-scale presentation that happened

even though the world is playing us, can we continue to be in the game by him ?

of course not when we follow the game are we happy?

can we live our childhood dreams ?

sometimes life slalu has many games that we have to complete such as puzzles when the puzzle is missing one or wrong placement of the game has 2 choices between them

win by continuing the remaining puzzle and placed in a random place but still using logic or lose in a random place ?

which puzzle will you choose when given 2 choices ?

for sure, 99% of people will choose to win even though the place is random but still uses logic

only a fool chooses to lose the game

only we who can play with life choose to lose or win even though the road is not easy

sometimes I think first when I was a child I want to grow up quickly want to understand what love, affection, and so on

but when I was an adult life changed, the dream I was supposed to wake up instantly disappeared like ash carried by the wind

starting from the character, nature, behavior, was changed that used to be said according to, well, etc somehow immediately changed

What does adult mean ?

Do we need to be strong ?

Can't we complain?

Can't we cry?

Will love be together until old age ?

Is the concern that we used to flatter still there in today's times?

Is the honor still there or is it gone?

sometimes life is confusing if the road we face is better or even we are wrong so we can get lost in a dark circle without any lighting at all

The road there are 3 that we have to go through is to choose a straight road without any turns, a road that turns without any fence limits to stop, or choose to settle in the middle of the road

when we choose a straight path without any right turn or stop will the life we live run smoothly according to the path or the road that there is no stop between smooth and malus

or we choose a path that turns without a straight path and there will be a stop what life on the road will be like, if he loses his direction, lost everything he's gained all this time or what ?

or even choose to just stay in the middle of the road between straight or turning, what will our lives be like when choosing the path whether we can achieve something just to dwell like a statue ? yes, of course not who wants to have that life?

there was only confusion in his brain would I choose a straight path or a turn?

when I choose one there must be a stone ranging from small to large that slalu blocked the road

can I choose that path? will I be able to reach a stopping point where there are no more roads ?

or can I just keep quiet on this road ?

sometimes there are thoughts that we should not think about

think negative one of them, why the hell is there negative thinking in me ?

do I not have positive thoughts ?

of course we have positive thinking, negative thinking arises when we feel guilty, weak, hopeless etc

Soo ... from now on think positive even though there is a little negative thinking quickly in the eradication with positive thinking

because positive thinking will determine the best path for us to go through is not like negative thinking

next ??