Would I Deserve to Be Here
adiba
Adiba Afia Aisyah is usually called Aisyah or Adiba 22 years old has a good character, polite, smart, beautiful, beautiful, the genius of a woman who has a beautiful face but is inferior to her circumstances a person who feels himself like no other person
slalu felt he could not be as he imagined, slalu felt failed in him when they saw he was a perfect figure so they wanted to be like him
she is a woman who feels the wrong way in her life
what makes him like that ?
is it because of the environment he lives in like a tosix ?
Too much pressure that he occupies so inevitably he will have a nature that makes him slalu failed and guilty in any case
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19 Years ago
a child who has a lot of potential, beautiful, smart, can in any case turn into a quiet child, easy to cry, easy to feel guilty even the world like closing his eyes as if he ignored his help
" Adiba what will you do after graduation whether you will continue your school or work" said one of his friends
" hmm I don't know if I'm still confused, I'll think about it later when I can make my current decision "
" hhhmmm well I just hope you can continue your school" said one of his friends
" then what about you Sarah ? " say Adiba
" hhmmm .. insyaallah I will continue my school at one of the universities but I am confused where" said Sarah
" have you seen the university? how about his learning, facilities, environment, etc ? " say Adiba
" just a few, I have not seen the others but no one is interested as well as the majors that I will take" said Sarah
"hhhmmm .. I hope we can continue together" said Sarah
Days passed very quickly and there were so many changes in Adiba's experience ranging from his character to the life he lived did not feel 3 years more he had gone through
" Adiba I want you to marry the candidate I prepared for you" said Adiba's father
" dadahhh .. I told you that I don't want to get married why you forced me to get married" said Adiba
" is married my life going to be happy ? not my father's life is what I will live so I I know which one can make me happy, but not by marrying yah" said Adiba
" but son, I make sure your candidate is the best" said father
" no .. I don't want to and I refuse that" Adiba said
" no rejection!!! you will marry me will tell me when and what day you are married and for your candidate you will know later "said the father firmly sign there is no rejection of his speech
" why don't you just get married then ? " said Adiba with a annoyed tone
" What !!! you don't joke yeah it's not funny you know it's "said dad angry
" i'm not kidding you slalu's father forced this it's without my consent I want it or not, slalu's father said it was for my good but what father had also and slalu promised things but he also shalu denied it" said Adiba
" father only thinks of Zena whose note bag is NOT DAD'S REAL CHILD, while I ? do you know what I think etc ? " said Adiba angrily
" Open !! pay attention to the tone of your speech to your father" said Ratih stepmother
" You shut up, you're not the one* here you're just the woman j**** that my mother took into the family, because you're my mother going " adiba said with an angry tone
lahmk ... plaakkk ....
" ohanbaa !!! is it like this you talk to the parents "said dad
" father .. You slapped me, for the sake of the woman" said Adiba in disappointment
" do you know because * the woman the mother went from the house and brought my sister, because * the woman the father and mother divorced, and because * that woman I can't accept my mother's affection" Adiba said
" do you know the daughter of the girl you're now marrying I was bullied at school * she I slalu in jahui my friends even money that my usual loving father with a large nominal slalu taken by her ? I'm patient with everything I can accept this and that's the case in my life but not with this I'm very disappointed with you "he said in a disappointed, sad angry tone
" want to forgive father, father is only carried away by emotions" said father
" hahahaha you are satisfied now, because you and your son this family is destroyed, my life is smug" Adiba told stepmother in a furious tone
" (very satisfied dear, but this is not how much is still not happening) son, what do you mean?
nexyt ....