YOU AND ME
It's so good to see you

I came home with some groceries I brought for my sisters and my father. When I got home, everyone kept quiet and looked at me cynically. Not only my sister, Dad kept looking at me annoyed and then went to ignore me without saying a word.

" where the hell are you from ? Why are you home late ?! " sad Dicky was upset with me

" yes ngineplah.trus this morning I went with my friend, is it wrong ? "

" have dicky.it's your brother's business.he's an adult !! It's hard for me to get involved in "daddy's insinuation from his room makes me feel like I don't care about my family

" What does it mean ? Am I wrong if I have business ?!! I kept quiet at home and it went wrong ! I go constantly wrong !! I did not work wrong !! Don't-don't if I get a job right now is also wrong !! " i just slammed my groceries and left the house and went back to my grandparents' house to cry there.

At home I'm getting crowded, even though I currently have the capital to open a business again, but I was not given the opportunity to say it. Because I didn't want to continue to be a burden anymore, I decided to stay at my grandparents' house, and it seemed like I was going to open a small business to survive in this very annoying world.

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" Dinda... What's wrong ? Why are you crying ? " grandmother came with her weak and powerless voice because of her age

" .... " I just kept quiet and ignored Grandma because I didn't want her to worry

#Kring!!! (the ringing call from Fahmi made me speechless from my crying and immediately picked up the incoming phone )

" hello.. are you home ? "

" hm. I just got to mas "my answer and left grandma to not hear my talk

" kamh nangis ya din ? "

" ahh.. engga ko mas. mas again where ? " my answer diverted the conversation

" i'm on the way back to Bandung "

" you are Bandung mas ? "

" yes, I want to say it but I haven't had time to talk to you. Dinda.. "

" yes, why ? "

" next week.are we meeting again ? "

" well come on. I've missed you, too, but I hope you weren't as busy as you were.. "

The phone call from Fahmi shifted all my turmoil and gave a new spirit to be stronger in facing this life.we both encouraged each other even though the distance had separated us both.

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I haven't been home for 5 days, but they don't care and aren't looking for me at all. I tried to be ordinary and stay at my grandmother's house even though I secretly missed my family.

Tomorrow Fahmj will come to Bogor again, because I will go for two days with him I go home and save money for my brothers and sisters at home and also my father without them knowing. It's not much, but it's the money given by me to use little by little so that my father does not suspect me who has sold myself to others.

Tomorrow Fahmi will come again, but I honestly did not meet him because of money or anything. I came because I missed him and really wanted to see him again.

" sister. Why did you just come home ? "

" why aren't you looking for me ? " i ask you again to challenge Dicky who behaves as if he is always right in the eyes of this family

" Dad's sick.. Besides, you're in Grandma's house, right ? "

" whatever yes.want sister at home or hingga. y'all keep blaming me ! Daddy's sick ? You are selfish bgt ya. do you want to make sister gauli same family sister own ? Whatever you want wherever the brother who is still wrong" I said then brought some of my clothes and left.

" sister..where else are you going ? What is this money ? " tanya again

" i got a two-day job.Tomorrow there's a wedding out of town! That's money for you guys, sorry if it's not so much "

" you don't say goodbye to Dad ? " he shouted again but this time I ignored him and went back to my grandmother's house

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Today I waited for Fahmi's mas near the bus stop not far from Grandma's house. I can't wait for his presence and miss him once. Before Fahmi came a message coming in from Dad made me speechless

" You don't think of me anymore ? Is it hard to tell ? Is it hard to ask permission ? Don't be arrogant you can just give me money again ? I don't need your money if you behave like that, Dad !! It's hard for your father to educate you. But what did you get ?! Don't be so arrogant you're the same old man. This father is your parents !! "

Silence is the only way I can't go against my father's words. But can I hold this heart ? I was too sick.I was also wrong in his eyes.My tears can no longer be contained.

#Tin!!! (Mas Fahmi came and smiled sweetly greeting me as usual )

My tears were dripping right as I stared at Fahmi's face, my sadness I poured out just as he arrived. Although these tears kept flowing I got straight into the car and hugged her to vent my sadness on her.

Seriate....