You are My Sun
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" why are you wearing my shirt, Gon?". Ask me .

" you were gone a long time ago, so I missed you, and ... Wearing your clothes ", Gon said while grinning.

I randomized Gon's spiky hair with anxiety.

" killua, I don't understand you ". Say Gon .

" why?". Ask me for wonder .

" you're a rich man, your family loves you so much, whatever you want, just say it, but why did you choose to run away ?". Gon asked while looking at me .

" emm... Right too, so, what if we just stay here ? Do you agree?". Sayap .

[Gon is so innocent and naive, though I've said I ran away from home because I didn't want to be a hit man, but he still asked 'em , he thinks I'm kidding or how . plain base ] said I inwardly .

" if you don't mind ". Said Gon slowly.

" of course you don't mind, instead happily, you can be my personal servant ". I said with a smile .

" uh ... Why so". Said Gon confused .

" yes, because to stay here is not free Gon, so... Yep... You can work as my servant". I teased Gon.

" ah, it's easy . I agree ". Say Gon .

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~ Morning hari~

" lepard ... Wake up, it's noon". Said Gon shaking my body shake .

" we don't have to get up early to work ". I still close my eyes.

Suddenly my bedroom door was knocked on by someone who was outside.

" young master, are you awake yet?". there was a sound from out there.

" mmm.... Yeah ". Sayap .

" great master is waiting for you, get ready soon ".

" yes, I understand ". I sat down and looked at Gon who was beside me .

it seems Gon has taken a shower and already looks neat.

" where are you going? , as neat as that ". Ask me to raise one eyebrow.

" i'm used to it, get up early, then take a shower, then eat, by the way, I'm hungry, killua ". Said Gon with his plain eyes ..

" hehe, I take a shower first, then we eat, okay ". I said and rushed to shower .

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after I finished eating I told Gon to go back to my room, because after eating, I'll meet my father, I don't know what he'll talk to me about.

And I don't want to see Gon meet with mom, milluki, illumi, or anyone else in this house, maybe they'll plan something bad for Gon.

" i'm bored in my room, I want to walk ". Said Gon spoiled by installing puppy eyes .

Which I cannot refuse .

I let out a breath .

" well, but ... Gotoh will accompany you ". Sayap .

Gon grinning .

" goh, take care of Gon , don't let anything bad happen to him as long as I go ". Sayap .

" good young master ". Gotoh .

" kill, as you know, the only heir to the zoldyck family is you ". Zeno's grandfather.

" i've also told you dozens of times, I'm not interested , just have illumi or milluki , they're more obsessed in that position ". Sayap .

" kill.." mother's voice called me softly .

Tumben, soft, not rough as usual.

" we have several reasons why we chose you to kill ". Father say.

When Dad spoke, I was silent.

" we're sorry, if all this time you've been tortured with strenuous exercise, it's put you in danger. But you get past it all, it's proof that you deserve to be the heir to this family ". Father flat.

I'm still quiet . And it felt like screaming and then leaving that shitty room.

" i had a more colorful life after being with Gon. I don't want to kill or anything . I just want to live like an ordinary person ". My speech.

Everyone in the room seemed ordinary to hear my words.

But, somehow I feel like they're hiding something.

" well if it wants you to kill, we won't force it anymore ". Illumi .

" yes.. How else ". Zeno's grandfather .

" well, if your decision cannot be changed for now, but if you change your mind and accept this position, we will always be open to it". Say father..

I just nodded .