You are My Sun
inciting

dad's cell phone rings, man,

I picked up the phone from someone and walked away from the dining room.

After a while , dad came back .

" keep eating, I have a little business , ". Say father .

" i'm done too ". Grandfather uttered

We all nodded .

Then my father and grandfather left the dining room.

I glanced at Gon , his face becoming more and more pale .

I'm approaching Gon .

" you why? Your face is pale, you want to leave here right, the aura here is very gloomy ". My whisper in Gon's ear .

Gon looked at me .

" i'm done, come on Gon, go back to the room". I said while holding Gon's hand .

" kill... Why hunt so, sit down and joke with us first ". Illumi .

" right kill, I want to ask your lover something". Said kalluto while staring at Gon from top to bottom.

" the next time, Gon is not feeling well. He needs a lot of rest .

Then immediately left the dining room while holding Gon's hand tightly.

I caught a glimpse of my family member whispering in the living room .

I don't know what they're talking about, I don't care either.

Me and Gon arrived at my room .

Then Gon laid his body on the bed with resignation.

" Gon's... You look weak, are you okay? ". Ask me with a worried face.

" hmm. killua ". Gon Saying.

" yes, what's wrong?" . Ask me .

" was in the dining room, your mother told you your other lover? What's the max ? ". Said Gon with his slightly sad eyes staring at the sky of the room .

I'm silent for a moment.

" oh.. That's... I just want to talk, don't think.

" honestly, it was meal time, I was kind of goosebumps ". Say Gon .

no wonder Gon gets goosebumps, we're a zoldyck family, a family of sadistic hitmen. We can do anything to achieve our mission.

 even so... We have some rules, one of which is, it is forbidden to hurt family members on their own.

" hahahaha, I told you Gon, we're a zoldyck family, and you're still asking to eat together". I said with laughter.

" i didn't expect that his aura would be that bleak ". Said Gon who got up, then sat down .

" it's not how Gon is yet, it's still a polite fashion know, they can be gloomier than that. Especially when the target killing mode. Waahhh don't let you see her ". Say me .

" i'm going back to whale island". Gon's words arrived

Which of course managed to make me widen my eyes and surprised .

" i feel like I don't deserve to be in an elite family like yours". Said Gon lowered his head.

" uh... Come on Gon, where's my cheerful Gon, where's my sunny Gon like the sun? ". kata .

Then I shut up for a moment.

" does my brothers bother you? ". Ask me .

I cupped Gon 'em in the face, Gon's eyes closed. Like something he's hiding.

" quick said. Why are you being so grim like this, did anyone say anything to you that made you like this, Gon ? Answer!!". Ask me with a slightly raised tone .

And it made Gon cry .

I moved away from Gon and shouted in frustration .

" Gon, I'm sorry, and .. Could you stop crying and say something ". I approached Gon again and clasped his hand.

Gon was still crying

" i want to go home to the whale island..Mito's grandmother and aunt Still need me, I don't want my whole life to be here , or even , to end my life here ". Said Gon in the middle of his cry .

" jeez.why are you talking like that, try to explain to me, who's been inciting you and saying stupid things to you ". I tried to say it in the softest tone possible.

" just yesterday, when you met your father, all your brothers came to me . They say I'm just a burden to you, and if I'm still with you, they'll get rid of me no matter how . Then ... I took you out to eat with the zoldyck family this morning, my max so I could be close to your family, but instead .... So it's like this... ". said Gon then he cried again, and it was getting louder than before .

" jeez.. they are this .. ". I patted my forehead .

All of my brothers are like he does have an abnormality.

Illumi, who has always been obsessed with me.

He loves me, loves me, and doesn't want to see me hurt in the least.

Milluki, who is most happy if I am punished by my father or grandfather .

especially if the moment gives a physical punishment, Milluki is very happy to do it, whipping me, hitting me, stinging me with a high voltage power cord .

but since I've been used to the practice since childhood, so now, such punishment is not a problem for me.

Alluka, my sister is the most different among the other brothers. She had no expression of what, but I think she also loved me very much, in view of her eyes .

And lastly kalluto, my youngest brother was ... Always showing his jealous face when I'm near someone .

He did not hesitate to say what he did not like .

" Gon. Don't take their talk seriously, everything they say to you is nonsense, Gon. Trust me, okay ?". I convinced Gon.

Gon was still sobbing with a face soaked with tears, and a nose so red that it made me very anxious.

" but I still want to go back to the whale island only, don't want to be here ". Gon Saying.

I breathe out ,

" you don't like me anymore, do you? ".ask me with a look of a face that pretended to be lethargic .

And it managed to make Gon stare at me

" a-I like killua, even really like ". Gon Saying.

I smiled in my heart .

[it's good that you want to go back to whale island, you're my sun, and you should always be with me ]